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Love Is A Distant Dream

Chapter Ten

ll Emerging Emotion ll

The impasse continued with sternness unknown: its origin from hell one might easily conclude as never a sight so full of malice and intents of wounding another was unveiled. To Sakura a nightmare not known faced her in well placement yet how can one turn so with ease this tragic meeting. Her pleas would be the silence now, no echo would be registered and the fear of that logic caved full her heart's relax. Some measures must be harbored for who could calculate epilogue? The mathematics of fate is quite unperceived and so the danger in their cores never retires; it is of such ploys of such elements that one should be armed for visits from the shrouded even the ones who has not betrayed innocence. Sakura knew words futileness in a situation such as the one in mobile yet effort gave no wounds in this. Trying must be achieved; this in sureness must have execution but then again one must be readied as plans are not all of the fondness for fate.

' Who might you be sir?' the accentuation of seniority was a mockery but impact of such insults ceases not the ambitious, yet wonder touched Sakura, in what resolution did Li strive to attain for then her mind the cloud in which thunders threw violent electric daggers.

' I must ask you the same question,' Li's anger was not complete in obscurity some incitement led way from his tone and pushed Eli in manners of stance of exasperation, ' Seeing you are quite the gentleman. I must accomplish my duties in asking your title.'

' This is none of your concern and if by all means, GET THE FUCK OUT! NOW!' Eli wasted not moments and his perturbed expression was one to notice yet to Li surfaces could erode if Time's desires were accomplished.

' Listen,' he begun with no cessation of vexation and that could be christened as a molten core of volcano's rage, ' To you it should concern that this is not YOUR hospital room and I don't believe Sakura knows you. So please leave and GET that GRIP of off her. It's quite ungentlemanly and proves to be most inefficient whilst hunting for a girlfriend.'

If humor were her companion then laugh she would with all heart's focus yet now the scenario proved faulty for such exuberance and that tainted wall in which joy once dwelled was tightly locked as Heaven's entrance. She wished more the prevention of a fight yet one's occurrence was too thickly imminent or so the favor of interpretation balanced wit. She prepared for the worst scene one could endure for Li could be beaten while Eli the malicious beast amount another in his score of victory. Such tragedy would kiss triumph in the Birthplace of all mourns and yet hope gave small breaths of radiance that she so wished not allowed the pleasure of long existence for expectancy unfulfilled in its pines was scars fit for Cerberus, the mythological beast who scorned in the gates of hell. Her addressing in eyes was still as if world for her halted revolving and that not a symbol of goodness. No, her heart left such purity when time had consumed all these joys to expose scars to be said a section extracted from violence. As once uttered a fight for a wish was not hers and surely manifestations of other cruelties approached with no wait: death, though exaggeration proves its shine here Eli was not a young man who should be in the list of underestimated individuals.

' She is my girlfriend.' The man of Hell sternly revealed. His heart of rock so more a colossal foundation for this circumstance was in the fashion of two wolves in the howls of glare under the moon radiance of future dim in presumption. Though following such could mean war who would rise the toast of blood was not to be assumed.

' Oh, really,' The mocking style a craft fine for a blade as incision made was displayed in Eli's rage, ' Well I should say I believe you nil percent, no boyfriend holds their girlfriend as lousy baggage. So in conclusion, I must prefer the perceptive that you are not the boyfriend of Miss Avalon.'

' Well, well,' The grip left with new rage on one near, Sakura's freeze of soul caught her in states of ice. Her ideals replied no positive equals to this addiction of deadly friction, ' Who the fuck are you to convey such messages. I don't recall you in Sakura's list of acquaintances so I must end in thinking you're a stranger strangely interrupting a private conversation. So, if you refuse to exit I must politely escort you out.' His fist were in position of boulder ready to cripple all that stands, ' Besides, Sakura will kindly tell you that I am her boyfriend. Tell this jerk Sakura; tell him I am your boyfriend.' His command so strong that one's yelp could be tractable to audibility yet silence was all in hearing from Sakura.

Her eyes closed in strength firm and sighs of rigidity was profuse, soon inner torments were in vanishing productions as so she gave the click to slight steps of one in ache, ' Li, this individual isn't my boyfriend. Will you please tell him to leave and let just eat something 'cause I'm really famished.' Her response was not in sour yet of smile in place of the one considered as a friend. Li sure felt lips in high width for in favor of triumph in the cards in which Sakura had hands in.

Gladdened the duo was but Eli managed no happiness. Narrowing slits of a panther he owned and so was a pounce not in patience, his impetuous despair gave no moral light. If winning a heart was to be the prize not in mention than that secret gift was his to swallow. Never had Sadness and Rage mated with intensity this wild if examined by the amateur of violence and so the birth of earthquake took place and so the savage was a motion to have no hamper in display, ' SAKURA WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING! I AM YOUR BOYFRIEND! HAVEN'T WE BEEN THROUGH THIS!'

The grab was coarse as one would explain yet tears strung so perpetually in Sakura's visionary structures that once the intrepid beings within allowed no waterfalls. She was once the pillar and he the devastated, chance had played the right ascending in the chess game in which fate was stationed. Her eyes vacant to all yet coldness engulfed, once she would the grand one who would not permit mercy. He had been the child so persistent in taking her as the play-doll now the roles have easily altered. This was stunning to the one who had tolerated so she gave no symbols of weak walls where the beast could shatter her, ' No. Eli. For once I WILL BE SELFISH. I will not think of you. Now you must experience the pain which I have endured. This cloth in my head in the burial piece to the funeral relationship and the blood will be the departing flowers. No more apologies will help you now – it's better if you forget the girl called Sakura for I will indeed forget you.'

' What are you saying!' His eyes had been besieged by disbelief; this answer was excluded from expectancy, heart was throbbing with agility not in normalcy. The foreign bruise was ill to cure and so the despair saw the magnification, never had such answer in interpretation. He was so in confusion that all blank could be in sight in this present. Sakura renounced relationship with him and told him to shut off the door of remembrance of their love, Surely his ears got error filled notes: this surely was not the answer in presumed thinking. ' Sakura you don't mean that. You're still so angry baby, we can work through this. I AM STILL YOUR BOYFRIEND.'

The tightening of holds permitted the introvert of emotions in eyes to dwell. Some moments in life calls the severe service in individuals and so she would do all the need of allowance would demand from her withered shell in happiness's concern. ' Eli let go now!' she slowly yet with effective push dismantled from the seize, And soon the rage so in sleep was now awake to do its duty of protection, ' Eli. You have treated me as such as if I am merchandise in your owning care but that won't happen anymore. Even a Mercedes gets more proficient attitude than me, even if that car gets in an accident the owner hurts. I am not even that to you I am more of a punching-bag to you. The bag is to be hurled at constantly with one's fists without care and when the bag hits you back for the pressure of velocity the person treats it savagely with the thought that it was a deserving notion. Eli, whenever I have done action against your pleasure you have tormented me with your strength and then have excused your own self saying how much I deserved it. So, now as you have done against my comfort I must renounce you of your happiness and say that you have been well rewarded. So now Eli I must say – We're HISTORY and YOU ABSOLUTELY DESERVED THIS.'

Eli eyes were in increased manner, never had this been in expectant conclusions. Was he to plead mending? Was he to be continuous? Was he to retreat? All angles of minds were collapses for the storm of the realism in reproduction. How could one halt the birth of tragedy; he loved Sakura, he truly had affections for her, he never though of other feminine treasures amongst the crowd with her in his heart's cradle. And he had wondered that he was the masculine jewel her heart had salvaged to admire and devote all passions to. Has heaven been imaginative? Has love been lost in the shores of wild feelings? Could he have done all wrong and condemned the rights? Was this passage a forever in its farewell, could he not ask God for second chances or was the chances bidding goodbyes as well. Was all wrong now devouring sweet senses in which he had found solace and joy. He is in love, surely no one had ever in life poured such letters in which fervor existed. His ardency was promised to such a lady then how? How could a serpent spill its poison? Maybe he had done so hard a mistake that he is forlorn? Would a passionate sorry not suffice a remedy. That is when the confusion transformed, such alterations were never the good to the bruise existent in flow. Such chrysalis was a offspring to mishap. It was beckoning to savage's friend – RAGE.

' NO! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME! THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN! IT CAN'T!' Eli led not hindrance. His heart's sorrow spilled with violent manners as Sakura was captured with steel grips not of norm yet of desperation. Li knew the time ill so action was bound to unleash. As Sakura expectant of blow with fist ascending a hurricane revealed to be savior. Li's fist thundered electricity to the back of Eli that unperceived hardness produced the shriek in the voice of opponent. Li the hard body was not to stray stance until victory was his to own. He appeared wild with intensity so tumultuous as of the winds of time so violent to the nature so she can conceive age. He knew not the anger's store or possibly cared not reason all to be known was to win this battle.

But the battle was with premature life for soon the doctor hurried in entrance to see the commotion. His hands were shaking in uttermost vibrations as if panic unveiled at a earthquake in atmosphere. His displeasure had a high rise and not knowing in what method cessation was to be applied he screamed with all lungs' air in matters peace in mind, ' STOP NOW! THIS IS A HOSPITAL! NOT A RUNDOWN ALLEY-WAY!'

Yet the words were the negligent in those who wished to gain a winning with a precious fate leading so high a valuable in the game. Sakura's existence was written in letters quite short but precise in whichever figure's victory and such battles were to be calls wars for the hand of survival. Surely, no interruption of even deadly poison could quench the flame in which determination which furious attire lodged. The doctor dared not step to such colossal mishap as he too saw fury in both eyes blazing as if madness was permitted to house in both. Regardless of such perceiving the doctor knew the task of breakage which was to be taken now if catastrophe was not to be invited. Eli drew such fists that comets could have veiled themselves in the tissues fine chiseled of crimson flesh and ivory bone and Li's too felt of a million expansions in a meteors' size screaming as it leapt through the superficial skin of a planet's wear and tore through the heart's interior.

As deadly impasse was unleashed, this, the higher stage of the other before was noted by emerald diagrams of beauty scared to forfeit the stationary. Sakura knew not the actions in which solution were to reside. The brain in hibernation proved most futile where light of ideals should gain the presence. She knew not what actions wre the most fruitful in intervene yet called not by fear but valor her fist flew to Eli and it was most force that did the shudder rather than the shock. Sakura's strength in once sleeping actions were awakened by the sides of conscience. As stands permitted her not to see her friend in such dangers so she plunged her directions as swiftly as one can in situations burning as such. She had not seen in mind her actions of this yet staying in stationery only called forth a blemishing wound. She gathered all tempestuous nerves and for once fought hard the frailty within. Eli felt the bruise, eyes not deceiving in a progression as such. Soon the silence gave sigh of breath onto the room. He felt heart in the shores of damnation immense as he had felt infliction from one whose love was sworn to him by promise of soul. He captured not words yet staggering in silent words of mind speak loud in obtrusive melodies in situations of the nature in the present.

' Eli, please leave.' Her heart found the restless storms that she so kindly could ask to exclude themselves upon her heart in worry; still with such colossal depression her strength in voice was not injured as she scratched a scar in the pride of Eli with reluctance in being his slave. How so the title deserves trophy, she thought of all rotten circumstances in which enduring had been taken as option – NOW SHE GAVE NO CHANCE TO HIM FOR HIS DESERVES ASKS OF SUCH VICE IN THE PATHS OF VICE. ' Do you know of the spoken verses in which Shakespeare claimed the world as the stage and as how one takes his/her part and we all line with exits and entries suited to the roles they inherit by God…' the pause small with momentary influence and had sliced all words from others including the doctor who hastened himself to touch comprehension at the scene before his sight, soon the death of pause gave rise to a furious line not known by one individual to find the utterance in Sakura's heart, ' Eli, then you must act alone as I damned done in playing the side of your beloved actress. It sickens me to think that I allowed you to govern me like that so Let God do his fate in severing our ways for I think…forever… that's the best time…'

Her smiles not of mockery had anger not light upon her lips of red swallowed well in the lines in which fury holds a stand. She cared slight in what outburst might be helped by her chivalry or in what course the anger may expand for though she summoned the slap in attempts to halt the fight she grew weary in staying still while forever passed. After all, she was the strong meant not to be buried by enslavement by selfishness unbroken. That was not a path she had chosen for life could be little time of flesh and needs as all seems to value and so time that is not even quarter of eternal age must be consumed in picks ripe as an orchid that is to be enjoyed with tastes of all patient to be revealed. She had surrendered to abused forces a task not hers at all to participate and now even in petty time to rectify the error she so will thrive in effort to remove such spoils which never meant to be in soul's residence.

' Mr. Moon, I believe.' The doctor with hesitance in strong approached the deadlock of fury in such emission from the soul of three, ' I believe I have seen you in the newspapers – with your father – never mind but please leave, you are causing a commotion.'

For a reason in unknown to all Eli did exit and was gone to all who viewed. Never has he presumed the fight in Sakura it is thought, never had he had pondered to be the menace of her affections rather than the fruit. His heavy feet could be broken for the weight so like a giant; yet he carried – for all love was in pain, nothing remained with bliss. All has steered in the traps of sorrow, Could not a cure be discovered? Should he not return to punish his love for her impudent mockery of his soul's devotion? No, he had been the demon for her in lengthy time but in present with shattered heart he must return to his premises. He had to device materials appropriate to win her love's color in once more. He would plead high through all storms of hers to savor once more her mouth on his dead lips and to feel her embrace, the prayer of angels that drove the devils to damnation. Yet he feared his path, was he to plead or to ploy? Should he not engage in dual with that other for being the severing axe to their love so without sin? Yes, the boy would succumb to the price he so spent with the interfering of his form. Never had rage so vile consumed the heart of Eli, he felt like a monster spirit in the skinned disguise of a human but his call for his love blinded him from truth. He is now the one to beckon the service of revenge and so will the pestilence called tragedy cage the copper locks of that brutish demon, who so now was in thievery of the one he so swore his ardency to. Let rage not hinder his blood of boils – let hate not sustain his true face – let love not run off to another spirit.

Such anger he felt only once but now with forgotten memories for he now could not attain recollection of such contained fury the day his mother was murdered…

She was engaged to silence…

Not a lid shut…

Not a sense moved…

Her body could be called carcass…

Sakura was confused of what occurred and so she remained with immobility. Her fists in ice had shattered…her strengths exposed…should she be the glad or the regretful? All simmered too quick in mind – a headache's most easily anticipated originations but she kept all too serene for copper wells to take the notice and the worry. Li knew not the answer to the mannerism in progress yet questioned so with his concerned lines on visage; why has the perturbed disease of being the still had touched his angel? What thought sought did she in the realms in where all ponders lived? Li was in confusion and so he did manage his worry in words for after all he cared immensely for the angelic form who was so in beauty despite the distress's attachment.

' Are you okay?' his question cradled all concern, he caught the attention of Sakura who so was prior in the pools of ponder and she too was surprised yet carried all different incentives, ' You look so pale. I'm sorry is it because what I did?'

Sakura lay in motionless stare, why would Li concern his actions for her silence? Surely, was he getting signals wrong for her quietness? And that pained her severely for he had just rescued her and now for her disturbed countenance he got all errors in her demeanor. Before her words were to be brought his excuses in more was laid and the guilt never ceased in her heart.

' I'm…I'm… sorry Sakura…I had to hit Eli,' he was so in the concern that the doctor's examination of them carried not to their focus, the amused man feared only interruption in the scene he so now in the fondness to watch: Li was in continuance of apology with all heart's force, ' Norelse he would have struck you – I could never let that happen…'

Sakura felt tears reach for eyes as the heart not in ready to take such devotion. Was she surely in the deserving place to take such devotion? No was all that could be written as she managed an examination and so she cried in despair. Her expectations of this were in small as the crumbs of wishes her once heart stored for salvation and not she deserving of such friendly actions she thought. Li seeing the dismay found tragedy in him and scolded harshly himself for he thought her tears were of his executions not of his devotion strong that were thunders of grace to the love he so reserved for her. He wished to explain his actions dear to her not menacing yet stopped temptations of doing so for he thought he would gladly attain any punishment so made for his fault though in vagueness to what it was. Though, he cared not the motive as long she remained in happiness undestroyed.

' Li, why do you always do this?' she cried not in knowing why his kindness so strong always for her despite she had been in ignorance of his persona in a time that was long, ' You are always protecting me. I guess I don't deserve that. Your devotion.'

Li felt yet didn't know what answer held proficient as he was struck as well as she for misinterpretation was all thought of before but now the revelation proved most influence for the perturbed. Why should her thoughts carry that flaw? Did she not know herself special to all? Oh yes, the venom called Eli influenced most torture on her spirit and she remained weary of spirit while he pranced as a sadistic clown merry in her demise. How could one live with those actions done by their hands? Ones with their conscience locked as the prisoners not guilty, he wished only to play lovely bruises on Eli with his fists so forceful but now not the hour of that honor. He only calmed that guilt was not served to him and embraced the beauty, ' Sakura you are my friend. I must protect you – there are no debts in true friendship and it is never paid for. You mustn't shed tears for such things or else I must cry too,'

Sakura halted her crystal waters when she heard his speech. Her wishes to weep more in happiness was attained but now her soul in merry wrote a poem in mind. For she was truly in exulted rhythm after long so she not dismissed that elated construction: -

" After heart flew off in broken wings not mending
But torrents unknown and tortures unending
I cared for demise and longed it with wishes so eternal
As body bruised for the carcass caressed me was Hell
I kept all patience and senses in dead seeds in growth so short
I had been damaged and so renounced the fort
Yet you came with the hands of rescue so sure to lend
In end I was placed in bliss with the heart and side of the one I call friend."

Li then presented Sakura with the food once brought not hot as before yet served warmth as in usual appreciations. They shared food and the doctor exited with much in mind as to what to title such a scenario though in mind answer was quite prepared. The silence of Li and Sakura was a one much in flow for neither spoke words yet mind spoke the millions. Their thoughts thorough being the restless and their whole logic was in play as to what conversation should be mobilized. But none said a word's sign nor gave sigh to arouse statements from the other. The silence truly a one not frail as all eating was commenced with tones in darkness. Their minds berated such attitudes for as easy one can avoid this was surely not a circumstance to do so. In actuality the matter had no wrong just cased in silence for in ease of one's calms as the subject was in the delicate not so easily muttered as all others.

' Would Eli come back.' Li's frailty to silence was proven, how could he eat such nourishments when a disease so was patient to be brought again. He had no interests to Eli but thoughts main to Sakura's concern got him so intertwined with the perception of Eli, he wished only safety to his friend, ' You know he could come back.'

' Let him,' anger was so common now in her heart. She exploded all weaknesses and only held hands with strength; she did not wish a feel for meekness, she hardly understood how she drove all sanity to drown while lay limp within the belly of the injustice creature, ' I never feared nor shall I budge from where my stand. My decision is the final epilogue to our story. I wish never in the long run to see him again.'

' That's the spirit Sakura!' Li shone brilliant in a time so swift that it felt like tempestuous influence rather than earthly contentment but his exulted radiant methods were enough for Sakura as well, ' I'm happy that you stood up to that weasel.'

' Hmm, it feels nice to actually be myself.' She spoke with a softness undisturbed, her quiet calmed not Li yet concerned him: was a matter there for to be bothered than he wished she should speak of such as nervousness was not distant with him at present atmosphere. Sakura felt no worry in expression but pushed out for long times from herself made her feel insecurity with aspects known and unknown, but finally all she spoke was carrying gladness, ' Its great to share with someone special as you as well.'

The shock for Li was of course the term special as he considered not himself worthy as a compliment as that. All times he found the title "worthless" the nest suit for his darkly world where no one was permitted entry. Humorous is it not, when one Christians you the individual most suited for the sort of warmth that you could never place imagination with. ' Thank you Sakura. Its not always someone truly gives me a compliment.' He meant well by the opinion for who does matter with sweet words to a one disgraced as he. With a father who courts the profession of philanderer there lays just meek phrases from few after eons of abasement having been exited. Sakura felt shock stir neither within face nor inside in fact; she in knowing the position of the outcast; causes but the silent to the items of appreciation.

She had her lips seek the tenderness and thus after discovery exposed it. She wished the smile to gather the special cause no the mocking nor the confused yet Li distanced not from that: his perplexed state could be the comical expression but Sakura spoke with a will of intents praiseworthy, ' Li: you are a great person – you do not need those ignorant people in the school call you degrading or worthless as you are neither. Humans don't understand much things; those who are fragile with complexion should not exude it with hate or disgust – it proves no point yet another flaw in the instinct of perception.'

Li found the examination the one of intrigue as Sakura was a mind who had contained bright sparkles and she spoke with the concentration of the one whose ambitions were of a scholar. The thought most appreciated to him as he never once did ponder of Sakura not the intelligent or the intrepid. ' Thanks.' His words were new to him as much time passed with steadily ignorant troubles not in the allowance of civil motions as such in the present. His father the neglectful and his mother distanced by these actions were not pleasing to a climate elated of sunshine. His fast connections with Sakura proved most sufficient in drawing near the happiness so lost and missed. The regaining of such was truly a needed attribute. No one could live the life with the prospect of elation absent, it was the most cruel and devilish existence then indeed.

Sakura drank water as her throat the dry well needed the refilling liquid. Her voice pained for the nervous grasp gave not the easing departure; her worry now was of Eli – was he to damn her friends to retrieve her? Only time could tell such answer as God has hidden the writing of the scenario somewhere for her to discover and then Sakura will read with her assistance. She gave command to hand to lead her to the table in neighboring to her bed to bring but a book called Jane Eyre which she must read even if thinly to gain imaginative liberty as her mind tenses of thoughts of cruel epilogues in which Eli could alter her decisions. Scarcely with attention to the world in near her mind enters the life of fiction and the character who is but a regal majesty in its core. Her liking of this book was mostly weighted by a heart expanding as ocean as reading was a value she so enjoyed. There lied Li with sleeping position as if he tired never before than the now being executed by our mixed companion time and so she read with most focus in the spirits of her that as Li emerged from the cat-like mannerism she knew not of the alteration.

After the hour passed Li's wearisome grew triumph as he berated himself with a stroke hard for the rudeness of perturbing the flow in which her mind grows the fancy towards the literary masterpiece, ' Uh, which chapter you are in?' Li's self loath was still in the progress as he let out the inquisitive words that would surely be the halt of her reading.

Sakura was in the shock as her eyes gave off the message of so the state: Had Li been with the idle as her reading was in the continuance. Oh how horrid, her self rebuke was with the amount of a colossal beast, Here he was silent and bored while I read away. This is the way I answer my savior? Humph, I hope he doesn't think I wasn't worth the save. Savior: surely even if slightly. He gave the fists to Eli for her and his company the most valuable, how could he not be a savior after all the commencing actions made by the scenarios? Now, she was thinking with devotion deeply focused, I will apologize for my ignorant and insolent behavior – look I'm talking away in my head and not even answering. That's superb for a person who has already made an error and now is deeply silent for a purpose of nothing.

' I – uh – in chapter seven, I'm re-reading the book – have you woken up now or were you awake from before.' Her concern was the plainness one could easily compute but Li liked not her worry and knew not the motive for the appearance of the emotion. Why must she stutter at him? Surely she did not think he could be the possibility of an angered man. This troubled him with a depth so magnificent as he had visited a world of oceanic fathoms.

' No – I – have woken up now,' he hated fabrication but did all actions with love in heart and mind; he did not wish a scared or a tangled Sakura in chaos and seeing her as such gave not the pleasant environment: If she had thought him asleep than that belief would be truth, ' I just saw you reading how long has it been since I have been asleep?'

' Don't lie,' her voice the cruel whisper startled the unarmed Li, ' Don't you ever lie – you have been awake for one hour or so and as I read you sat quiet. Your eyes of guilt speak so. How can you?' the vileness of disgust carried so strong its virulence shook the atmosphere of the room in prior peace, ' How dare you? How – dare- you? How – dare – you lie? How dare you lie to me? How can you? You're horrible – you're horrible, you're – you're – "

Her tears were the rains of a desert of pain and so it took time for Li to comprehend before the comfort of arms were delivered. He cursed so with hardness at himself as he had made her weep and now the illness descended was yet the other burn to already bruised heart. Li you idiot, why did you lie obviously your intentions were so noble but heck she's now in hell for you, Li's roll of thunder to himself showed to outer observer all his love for the female beauty whose body was cradling in his embrace.

Why did I react like that? Sakura felt the reason even trough tears as the ones of now, Why am I shedding such storms? Was I in the need to weep and did not know how or when the time so as Li lied I thought this the scene to free such waters? I suppose, I guess that is the answer but I should explain this phenomenon to Li as it isn't truly pleasant to present a hailstorm unknown to a friend so kind. ' Li,' she began with control on tears and Li's attention was the immediate gesture, ' I'm sorry I'm not really crying because you lied at me and my tears are not your cruelty's repercussions I just needed the release of my burdens and this time my mind thought the hour so appropriate and so don't think me the peculiar.'

Li looked with kindness as his love threw not the glance of irritation of others if in substitution of the scene would surely commence to. He felt honor at the answer as Sakura fled not her feelings to elsewhere yet trust him with the amount that she spoke her privations and that pleased his inner soul with plentiful caresses. ' Its alright Sakura. I am your friend we are meant to share such things even how overrated romantic it is called at our modern period.' He let his lips adjust answer with feelings within and Sakura fell in the arms of the tranquil once more yet they remained with such position without a complain or a blush possibly for their factual knowledge emitted not the response as the hearts now where the only language spoken.

' You know I never gave thanks to your actions,' after silence of some minutes the statement rose with a quiet chime but less of sorrow and more with the elation inside that could truly vanquish tense times with a ease, ' So Thank-You my sweet friend Li. Your valor has truly ridden me of a depression I had felt for such a time.'

' You never need to Thank me,' he began with a feeling so in the nervousness and that too had a purpose for had he expected this generous sensation from the one he loved? No could be the most correct answer and if she knew the abandon he gave when Eli was abusing her in the school premises of secrecy she would forgive him not as so he perceived it as the guaranteed, ' I just wish to be a good friend to you and if I can fulfill the obligation my motion is truly a happy possession.'

Li, her thoughts allowed the sensitivity that was once so lost and now came to her with rushing movements not hindered with force of depression, I'm sorry I ignored you before. I never meant too – but – you were always the coy and the alone. I feared the rejection that powered my distance and I wish your forgiveness would be a gift to me. ' Li, I'm sorry. I always noticed you but came never to your side. It was I who left you the outcast – if my actions were kinder you and I would have been friends from beforehand.' Her tears not soon but released after sentence was finished for she truly felt vast pains in soul and vaster then such felt with Eli for she knew her flaw and now the redeem was too late to be commenced.

' Sakura.' The cupping of the face with tones of flare gratitude was not the expectancy in fact the cruel opposites of the violet lay mostly in mind, his eyes of pure kind melted hers of tears large and thick and blush of scarlet kissed so deep in her cheeks unfelt of such passion from before, ' You and I are friends now. And to me that is all the matter in my soul and I wish it could soothe you but I too have confession.' The pause was the sternest whip made as heart clouded with revelation in the boy, ' That day – in school – Eli beat you, I was present but of course I watched from afar in shock and I stiffed from action, but I could have saved you but I did not. Please forgive this unworthy person who is I – I truly ask your mercy for I am to blame for your hurt that day. Take this as the signet of my plea.'

Sakura felt the lips give her the plea on her cheek so unknowing of the action that the scarlet shades took pose as a rain in which a pool made its form. She knew why Li did the action – his caring heart ailed for her pain and to speak of anger he was the distant relation who was not visiting her in this second. She looked at the boy though face in the embrace of his hands and smiled with surety that there was no matter meant for the forgiveness to be used and the silent speech caught Li a bit with the flabbergasting grip but he too smiled as the acceptance of her will of heart. Yet with playful expertise Sakura closed her orb-holding lids and then emerged out with gazes deep at him and spoke with candid jest: -

' You are forgiven.'

Author's Note : " So did you like that? Hope you did – Please tell me of the story so far it will make me comprehend if my continual of this is one of the correct path. Well I updated after ages and so I ask your forgiveness."