Tears
I cry myself to sleep at night
Holding on pillow tight
Listening to the music
That you and I shared
My heart is torn to pieces:
One is pure and
One is not
But my heart still belongs to you
The tears stream down my face
Like a river
Overflowing its banks
Threatening to kill
Any one around me
I heave for air
Wishing that I could one day
Wake up and everything
Be ok just like it used to be
I cry myself to sleep at night
Dreaming of a moment where
You and I were together
Holding hands
Making love
Wishing that we would always be
Together forever
Forever and for always
But that's not it
That's not me
I don't know if this is truly me
And I quiet, am I loud
Am I naïve, am I pure
Am I sophisticated, am I tainted,
Forever and for always that's what I thought
I always wanted that
For me and you
I love you I said
I need you I said
Hes taken
Your taken
You both like each other
He loves you
She loves him with an odd sense of way
I cry myself to sleep at night
Holding on my pillow tight
Thinking of when you would save me
When you would come for me
When you would love me
Like I do to you
I cry myself to sleep at night
Holding on my pillow tight
When you walk through the door
Right to my heart
You took my hands
And wiped my tears
You said I'll save you
I'll always be there for you
I smiled a looked up at your face
I cried one last time with you
Holding my tight
As we listened to the music
That you and I share
The tears have spilt
My heart is bonded
And you are back to me.
As I hold onto my pillow tight
I smile the smile you love so dearly
And we sat and listen
To the music that you and I share