May 7th
Well, today we had another doctor's appointment and we were able to find out the sex of the baby. It's a boy. Tidus is so happy. When they told us that we were going to have a baby boy, Tidus broke down crying in happiness. The twins jumped up and down and chanted, "Were going to have a baby brother."
"Their happy." Said Dr. Penny.
"Yeah. I told them that I was having a baby sibling for them." I told Dr. Penny.
"Yeah, they even asked if I was the daddy," said Tidus with a pause. "It was the cutest thing."
"Yeah, it sure was," I said with a pause. "So, other then that. When's my due date."
"Well, you found out April 11th, so I figure January 11th." Said Dr. Penny.
"Weird. I'll have the baby a few weeks before my sophomore year in college." I said.
"Yeah, didn't you have the girls shortly before your freshman year?" asked Dr. Penny.
"Yeah, I did. This is way to weird. I wasn't planning to do this so early. But I guess stuff happens to the best of us." I said.
"Yeah, especially having kids." Said Dr. Penny.
We then left with knowing we were going to have Tidus Jr. in January. This is way to awkward. It'll feel weird having three kids at the age of 19. I didn't want to be a mother at the age of 19. When we got home we cooked dinner, gave the girls a bath and put them to bed. Then we had a talk.
"Andi."
"Yeah baby."
"Are you okay?" asked Tidus.
"I don't know. I'm confused."
"Where's the strong Andi that I know?"
"I think that she's regretting all this."
"What, did you say having kids at this age was a big mistake."
"I think. I mean, I don't know." I said then breaking down.
"Sh, Andi. It's alright. I think you need to call a friend. Someone that you know will help you through all this. Like someone that went to your—"
"Youth Group. Yes, I will."
I ended up getting online and talking to Benny. He calmed me down. I'm getting pretty tired. I think that I'm going to bed. I will talk to you later. Peace out, Andi.