June 5th
Well, when Jenny, Amy, Amanda, and I got into town on the 2nd, Benny was there to welcome me home. I rushed to him and he said, "I missed you Andi."
"I missed you too. I'm glad that you called me. I felt like something wasn't right the whole time I was in San Diego." I told Benny.
"Well, how'd you like it over there?" asked Benny.
"It was okay, but all the highway's were confusing." I said.
"So, don't you look different." Said Benny.
"Yeah, I'm pregnant." I said.
"Really. Is Tidus the—"
"Yes, he's the father. But I told him that I couldn't go through living my life somewhere it didn't belong. He would've came with me, but I told him that I love someone else. You."
"Really, because I've got something to tell you. I love you too." Said Benny.
We then embraced in hugs, I then told him, "If your wondering, I've got a doctor's appointment tomorrow to check up on the baby. I'm thinking about having it then having Tidus come and get it. I don't know. I'm going to think about it."
"Are you going to be living back with—"
"Salem and Tiff. Yes I am. They still have all my furniture there. They told me to keep it so if I came back, I'd have a place. Plus I own the house." I said.
We then got into the car and went to the house were Salem and Tiffany had the house decorated for a welcome home party. The twins loved the party and Benny liked it. Tiff pulled me aside and said, "Are you pregnant?"
"Yeah, why?" I asked curiously.
"Did you know that flying in an airplane is scary for the womb so it automatically dies?" asked Tiffany.
"No I didn't. But, I'll leave it be for now."
"Okay. Hope you have fun."
Then on the third I went to my doctor's appointment and to my amassment, I had a miscarriage. The doctor said,
"Did you fly back?"
"Yes, is that what caused my miscarriage?" I asked.
"Indeed it is." Said the doctor.
"Alright, thanks doctor."
I then went back home and told Tiff and she said, "As long as your happy, you shouldn't worry about having a miscarriage. And in my eyes, you shouldn't have another kid. You've got Amy and Amanda and that's all you need."
"Yeah I know. I'm still on the pill, and I won't have sex anymore."
"Good. Benny's upstairs with the girls. He's helping me watch them."
"Where's Salem?" I asked.
"At work. I called Benny and he wondered what time you got back from your doctor's appointment and I told him that he could come over and wait for you to get home."
Then I went upstairs to the girl's room and they came and rushed and said, "Mommy, is baby okay?"
"No, it was a false alarm. The doctor was wrong in San Diego. Girls, go downstairs and ask Aunt T if you two and Emily can go play in the backyard."
"Okay, Mom." Said Amy.
"I love you Mommy." Said Amanda.
"I love you too."
Then when the twins were out of the room, I shut the door and started unpacking my clothes and talking to Benny.
"So, was it really a false alarm?" asked Benny.
"Yes. I paid the doctor to tell Tidus everything. I regret even going there. But I got all my degrees." I told Benny.
"Are you happy your back?" asked Benny.
"Yeah. I don't even want to mention about my past life anymore. I want to focus on raising the girls and getting ready to work." I said.
"Well, I'm going to college to be a preacher. I'm following in my father's footsteps."
"Wow, that's good. Look, if you want and your parents don't mind. You can move into here. That way I can help you out."
"Look, I know they won't mind. But I was going to ask you a question. Remember what I told you years ago in high school?"
"Yeah, you always warned me to choose love carefully and to ask God about stuff. Yeah, what about it?" I said.
"Well, I just recently asked God what to do about you because I was in love with you and I knew that you would realize you were in love with me," said Benny with a pause. "Well, I knew that you come back to me. I knew that you were never in love with Adam, Ryan or Tidus. I knew all along that you loved me."
"Yeah, that's true."
"Well, I would love to accept your offer. The twins are cute."
"Aren't they? Do you think I raised two good little girls?"
"Yeah you sure did. When are there birthday's?"
"This month on the 20th. Earlier I thought it was in July but, I looked on my laptop and it said June 20th. Why?"
"They are just getting smart for there age."
"Yeah, I know."
We ended up talking for a good hour. Then he ended up spending the night and help Tiff and I cook dinner. He even helped with putting the girls to bed. Well, I think I summarized the two biggest days.
Today wasn't that bad. I had found an office building to start my office. Also, I found a few interns that would also love to work in the office. Well, I've got to get things around. Benny is moving in tomorrow. Then he's adopting the twins on the 10th. Well, later.