Title: Lost Hope and memories found

Summery: Tohru remembers some horrible memories who willl come and bring her out of the shadows?

Disclaimer: I still do not own Fruits Basket, the super cool and cute anime. But if I did I would steal Akito away!

AN: I been getting a few flames that's okay. I suppose I'd better explain a few things.

Forgotten Memories

What you do on your own times just fine.
My imagination's much worse; I just never want to know.
What meant the world had folded
like legs and fingers' holding onto what escapes me;
what he has: a better kiss that never lasts.

-Fall out boy

Tohru sat on the cold floor, her whole body felt so numb like she was experiencing something hidden deep inside of her. Her hair fell over her shoulders shielding her face from the outside world. Sobs escaped her trembling form, as she shook with such a tremor anyone who would of saw her would of thought she was extremely ill. Horrible images flooded into her mind as she whimpered, her mother's form lying in a bath of blood, her mothers eyes looked empty, like they had no life in them what so ever. Images floated right through her mind, so fast she thought she would go insane. Tohru clutched at her head rocking back and forth on her heels. Her eyes were shut so tight you'd think she had seen something unexpected.

Was it my entire fault? These thoughts ran through her head. To her there was no outside world she was clocked in darkness, to fall into despair forever. Yet she had mastered the art of getting people to think she was actually really happy. It was so simply people could easily be manipulated. However they seemed to know yes, those two, Kyo, Yuki. How was it that they were not fooled by her happiness? Maybe it was because they knew pain as she did. Yes maybe that was it. She was alone in this world however she had to help them; maybe it was all her fault that day her mother died. She never told anybody that she felt this way. After all maybe the fact that her mother was always there for her, was the reason she never gave up. Tohru really didn't know, however she knew that her mother was gone and she could never change that. She let out another sob, her world was gone, that happy illusion that every parent creates for their child, was gone. She was falling deeper and deeper into herself, and definitely wasn't sure how to get out. Maybe it was she didn't want to get out maybe she was born just to feel pain, and to try and save everyone else, maybe she was born to be that "Holy Angel" maybe she was born to save everyone else yet who was going to save her? Who would ever take that step to save her?

"Know one," She spat her rage boiling over as she heard the door creak open, her eyes turned to the mysterious figure in the door way daring that person to come in and ruin her thoughts. Maybe I will be saved someday maybe.

Sakura: please review I'm really trying to make these chapters longer! Here is Ritsu to apologies!

Ritsu: We're so sorry, you can sue us and through us in jail! We DESERVE TO BE TOTURED AND TRIALED!