Listen to Your Heart Chapter 1: A sad night, a harry potter fanfic

Hello there…its me Sly. I hope you enjoy this fanfic.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Hp things or the song title just using the lyrics. If you haven't heard the song and don't know it please listen to it, it is a very good song. This song fits I hope let me know what you think.

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This is lyrics.

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Prologue

Harry watched his now, ex-lover walk away from what Harry thought was love. He must have been wrong. But they had everything love, friendship, understanding, caring, EVERYTHING! What else had they needed.

As Harry walked slowly down the street and into Leaky Cauldron, he thought about what he had happened. He honestly couldn't come to term with it. Why had his love wanted this? Why?

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

'Its all my fault…I wasn't there for him enough.' Harry thought sullenly. Honestly, Harry had been there whenever his love needed him. Night or Day, Cold or Hot, it didn't matter. He was there, but what had gone wrong. Why had this happened. He couldn't answer this questions.

When he thoughts had ended he was in front of his best friends door. She was the only girl who honestly knew what had been going on. She was the ONLY one who could help. Harry knocked softly on her door, and sighed in relief when she opened the door and he saw she was alone.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

"Herm…..he….." Harry couldn't find the words to finish his sentence. She pulled him carefully through the door and sat him down on the bed. Then she walked back over shutting the door quietly, then returning to sit next to a very upset Harry.

"Harry what happened?" she asked softly.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Harry just nodded, he really couldn't speak at all. His heart was breaking and all he could do was cry. Not caring who was there, who saw him, or for how long he cried, he just cried.

Hermione gently wrapped her arms around him gently and pulled him into a hug.

"Shh…"Hermione said stroking Harry's hair lightly "everything will be ok." Hermione didn't honestly know if it would be alright. She didn't know what would happen, but with Harry like this he would have something bigger to fight for in the final battle that would be his love.

As they sat there, Harry had finally stopped crying and was now just lightly hugging Hermione as a silent and understanding thank you. Harry decided that its best he go back to his room. He gently pulled from the hug and turn to Hermione.

"Thanks Hermione I needed that." With that Harry left silently. He walked silently down the hall and into his room.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

After he entered his room and closed the door, he flopped down onto his bed. He laid there for a while not moving, he couldn't because every time he did. He would remember something about his love that would make him cry more. He had finally rid is mind of the grey eyes that now haunted me.

When Harry awoke the next morning his heart was empty and broken, but as he sat on his bed still fully clothed he tried to figure out what had happened. Why did it hurt so much?

'Its my fault…….It hurts so much. I guess it is true, the first cut is always the deepest.

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"HARRY!" Hermione yelled as she walked into his room. His bed was covered in blood and there in the middle of the mess was Harry.

Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm

Harry was hardly breathing, Hermione muttered a spell to stop the bleeding. Carefully, picking up the sliver handle dagger and laying it on the table, she tended to his wounds. Cursing Harry's love under her breath.

"I still love him…" Harry softly said then everything went black.

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

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-TBC-

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