Author: Uchiha Yumi
Title: A jail of crystal
Genre: General / Romance / Horror
Summary: A dark room, a dark thought. The painful speculation and awareness of a hunted prisoner. ItaSaku
Rating: PG13/ R
Parings: Itachi x Sakura
Main Characters: Haruno Sakura, Uchiha Itachi
Special thanks: A special thank to Lilya-chan and FunnyNeko, for reading and correcting all of my nasty stuff.
Notes: English is not my native tongue. Please tell me about my mistakes!
Ok, it should have been a One-shot, but…I couldn't resist the urge to keep on writing it. I hope You'll like it! Thanks!
A jail of crystal – Chapter two
the song used is: Monster in disguise, by Audio Karate
She
has seen no words speak through him
He has seen her grow through
plastic eyes
And the sign that's posted on the door reads
Do
not enter, monster in disguise
I f you were trapped, naked and exposed like a beautiful puppet, what would you do?
And if your jailer would stand right in front of your eyes, carefully examining with his bloody gaze every single line, feature and amount of flesh of your bare body, what would you say?
"Please – she said – I beg you, I…"
"You are mine."
"I….I know, but…"
"But you are nothing."
"That's not true! I am something. I am…"
"You are what?"
And then the words choked in her throat and nothing more than a low, painful moan, escaped through her lips.
He was right.
So damn right she almost felt the urge to bow down and contemplate in silence his magnificence.
Who was her?
Or, rather: what was her?
Was she a prisoner? Was she still human? Was she a toy?
She didn't know.
She was just there, laying on a wintry stone, observed and analyzed like a white mouse in a chemical lab.
Because
the flaws that run through you
Will surely trample me you see
This soul has many voids throughout me
I have fallen deep
inside
Ill never find the right way
And I'm sick of living
life through weakness
In the beginning she thought he would have raped her, sooner or later.
Or at least that he would have largely took advantage of her "laying-bare-prisoner" position.
But he did not.
Then, when she slowly began to lose her sense of time and light became nothing more than a painful recurrence to her swollen eyes, she leisurely found out that those weren't mere thoughts anymore.
They turned into hope.
Why wasn't he trying to do something with her?
Wasn't she even worth the attention of a dirty criminal?
Had she fallen so low? Was she so disgusting?
She couldn't stand it. Every time her sick imagination reminded her of it, she felt the heart pounding in her chest, her body painfully shaking with fear and madness.
Horror and desire.
In fact, as hours ? Days? Years? Passed by, the horrible feeling of urge and necessity started to crawl under her pale skin, spreading through her mind and soul like an infectious virus, numbing her senses and weakening her reason.
She needed it.
She needed it so badly.
There was nothing more than her body to connect her to reality.
And she didn't want to lose the grip.
She
says there's no such thing inside
But he says that when I
finally love me
I wont break inside you will see
Plus I
promised mom and dad...
His devilish laugh slowly crawled into the air, filling the darkness with his demoniac sound.
"You're nothing, Sakura. You're not a woman anymore. You're not a prisoner. And, in the end, you're not even a satisfying toy. What are you, then? You don't own anything of you, right now, Sakura. Nor your weakened body, nor you ailing mind. You're mine and mine alone. Nothing more than a naked pretty doll exposed in my personal showcase: one day, I'll finally break that crystal shield, Sakura. I'll just crush you. And it will be fun."
Standing,
sleeping, sitting, breathing,
Cant help but feel the cold air in
this room
Complacency and urgency
Ode to those that know
better than I do
And then it all went black.
Black as the stains on her innocent soul.
Black as the tears in her emerald eyes.
Black as the throbbing desire of his merciless attention.
Because, in the end, she was human.
And she just desperately wanted to feel alive.