ngihtmere: I can honestly say I have no idea what you said in the review. O.o Well I got "lalalalalaalalalalalalallalala ok i'm done" but that's about it.

dqc: Yeah I know her past isn't the nicest. But I think it has something to do with the story at some point.

JediPirateElfyDude: No she isn't from Baltimore it's just ngihtmere wanted to know where I was from. (not seriousness) And are you telling me that you were in Disneyland while I was here laboring over this story? Sheesh. (/not seriousness)

sweetypie15: Yay you liked it!

Columbia's Hat: Yeah I'm still not sure if she's going to but I don't think so. (reads review again) ack it'll ruin the story! Yeah I kinda agree with you on that…

Trickstersthiefgirl: Yay randomness! ;)

YAY SIX REVIEWERS THAT TIME! Okay I'm done.

So much for no nightmares. Waking up in the middle of the night is not fun. Especially to memories of horrible things that have happened. But I'm not the only one. Squid was up again and I decided to talk to him. No idea why. I just think we're both going through the same type of thing. For some reason I can't quite comprehend, he opened up to me and told me about how his dad left when he was younger, his mom was always drunk and threw things at him, abused him, and yelled at him. About how he had to steal food to survive. And guess what I did.

Go on, guess.
Yeah, that's exactly right. I told him about the nights I had seen my parents fighting. And all the other things I really don't want to remember now. His dad left.

Lucky.

One parent like that is much easier to deal with than two. I don't think his father ever hit him and I'm not going to ask. I don't know why I talked to him. He doesn't care. Nobody cares. Nobody ever cared and nobody ever will. My "family", my "friends", or the counselor who saw my breakdown at school.

Nobody.

Why did he want to know? To make fun of me like the other kids did?

…

I made fun of him. It made me feel better to know somebody was hurting as much as me. But I didn't know everything. I still don't think I know everything. He never knew they made fun of me. Who am I kidding?

He doesn't care.

Nobody cares about me.

And nobody ever will.

Time to dig. Why are we digging? I'll never know. I'm not going to dig today. I don't care what they do. I'm not digging. You know how I know that the people in my tent don't care?

I still have no nickname. They still haven't accepted me. They hate me.

Well, X-Ray hates me. And everybody listens to him. If he hates me, so does everybody else.

Except Squid.

And Magnet.

And probably other people. Even if they don't hate me, they still don't like me. They couldn't care less if I lived or died. It would just be a minor thing. Off to the digging site. Where I won't dig.

Everybody else has started digging. I'm not. They stare and wonder what I'm doing. Or not doing. I can't dig. I need to think. If nobody cares if I live, why should I?

Everybody turned around. I guess I was talking out loud. Pfbbt. Oh well. I don't care what they think.

"What did you say?" X-Ray asked. As if I'm gonna answer him.

"Nothing." Oh well. I did anyway.

"Yes, you did, and we all heard you." Grr. I really need to learn how to keep things to myself. "What did you say?" he repeated.

"I said that if nobody cares if I live, why should I?" They all looked at me like I was insane.

"Of course we care if you live or not!"

"What are you, nuts?"

"Don't go all suicidal on us now." I never thought of that. Suicide. Nah. That might be going a little far. And it seems like they do care ---- wow. Somebody cares.

Whoopdeedoo.

Who are you?

Nobody.

Yes you are.

(spooky voice) I am your conscience type thingy! WHOOOOO!

Oh, shut up.

Fine.

Thank you. (A/N: yeah that was weird but who cares really?)

"Why aren't you digging?" Squid asked.

"'Cause I don't want to."

"But you have to."

"Why?"

"'Cause you have to. And Mr. Sir, the Warden, and Pendanski will come down real hard on you if you don't."

"So?"

He stared at me for awhile. "You really don't care?"

"Nah."

"Okay, obviously you're to depressed and all to do anything. So we'll dig it for you."

Wasn't expecting that. I blinked.

"Are you still messed up over the nightmare thing?" Oh yeah. I did tell him. (insert sheepish grin here)

"Maybe. How are you all okay over all the stuff you said?"

"I'm not. But I don't think that everybody needs to know about it, so I try to act normal during the day. Unlike you."

"Oh shut up." He stuck his tongue out. How.. what's the word? Oh yes. Mature.

"You know, a couple of us digging your hole won't be so hard. We got Zero."

"You think he'd help?"

"Oh yeah. Right Zero?"

Zero nodded.

"You'd better stay here. If you go back, and even Zero isn't done yet, it won't look good." With that, him, Zero, Magnet, and Zigzag all started on my hole. And X-Ray wanted to know what they were doing.

"What are you doing?"

"Digging her hole."

"Why?"

"She's in no condition to dig."

"So?"

"So we're helping. D-Tent watches out for each other, right?" Heh. You can almost see the little gears working in his head trying to figure out what to do. X-Ray is odd.

"Guess so."

"WATER TRUCK! GET OUT OF HER HOLE AND INTO YOUR OWN NOW!" Whoever shouted that has a very big mouth. Magnet, Zigzag, Zero, and then Squid got out of my hole and I got in. Crisis averted. Hehe.

"How was your day?" Mr. Sir kept asking everybody. When he got to me, I didn't say anything.

"I said, how was your day?"

"Fine."

"Next!" he yelled. What does he mean next? I'm the last one in the line. Oh well. He left and

they finished my hole and I went back after three other people went back. Magnet, Zigzag, and Squid are still back there digging. So is Caveman, but he's always slow. Ugh! I never took a shower! Bleh. Wait. Hold on. I need to think about something here. How am I supposed to take a shower in a camp full of boys? I'll have to get somebody to guard the door I guess… But the walls are so low! Meep!

A/N: I have no idea what to call this pwning chappeh! So it's just: Chappeh 9