This is on Myu. In case you don't know, Myu is a bobcat who Kiba meets when he falls asleep under the posinos plant. She's not in many episodes, like two I think. But her story is mysteriuos, and quite sad.

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Paradise. He told me off it. And when I was with him I believed I was there. But when he left, I knew it wasn't here. This place is a prison, that I can't escape. My mind is fuzzy, I don't rember much. He too will disappear from my mind. Intill I might forget myself. Eventually.

I was born in the dessert. On top of the mountations. Living my life normal. Living as a bobcat. Prowling around my terrority. An indian village was not too far away. I sometimes went there, just looking around.Pure curosity. The indians thought I was a threat and they attacked me.I ran and ran intill I came to this shrub. It smelled of death, but it was the only place I could hide.

I heard of the shrub before. It grew were an evil force was killed. Any one who breathed in thepoison, fell into a deep sleep. having no will to survive, But it was my only chance.

I woke up in a different place. There was a raindbow pond, and as I looked down I saw myself as a girl. Short, brown hair. Yellow jacket, blue jeans.When I turned into the girl, the pond showed me as a bobcat. All around me it was green and flourshing. Tall pine trees in the distant. But there was no other animals around. As I walked around, I saw I came back once again to the pond. I didn't need food here, water, or even sleep. I couldn't find a way out of here.

I soon forgot things, my life. I had no will to leave anymore. I felt like my spirit was ripped away from my body. I was isolated for so long. There was no time here. No night's. No weather. No soound. No feelings. I soon found I wasn't too alone. Once and I while I would see an owl. But he just drived me insane. Always speaking in riddle, leaving without ending up at the pond again.

Time went on. My mind was confused. I wasn't sure what, was what. And I soon relized my body was completly gone in the outside world. alone, and homeless.

Then one day I felt a new prescence. And as I went to the pound like so many times before.I saw him. Another animal, to keep me company. He had a brown caot, blue jeans, black ragdy hair. The pound showed him as a white wolf. In the water he could see who I was. He looked around at his surroundings. And asked simply. Is this Paradise.

Paradise I said, never heard of such a place. He described it to me. Yet I still did not know. Kiba was the wolves name. For a while he was my compainion. We would play around, chasing each other. He would talk with me, and I felt this could possibly be Paradise.

Then that blasted owl came back. And my world crumbled. Some one was trying to bring Kiba back. His memories started to return. His body was still alive, he could come back. He started leaving, then he turned and looked at back with me, he had said. How I would of loved too. But my body was long dead. Your wrong Kiba, this isn't Paradise. It's my prison. You don't belong here. You loose your memories, your feelings. Soon I'll even forget you. So he left leaving me alone.

So here I am alone, once again. I know he already forgot me. And I begin to forget him. I stay here in my prison of time. I am a part of this place. Can my spirit ever be free. Do I deserve such a fate. To have been loved, but not know it.

I do think that one day I will have some one to live with. Some one who made the same mistake as me. Maybe then this place can become Paradise. But not as beautiful's as his, not as perfect as his.But I do know when Kiba was with me. I felt like my spirit was back. I could fell my heart beat. I hope you find Paradise Kiba, if only for a little while. I thank you for showing it to me.