New Chapter. This one is on Hige. I now have spell checker, so no one has to get all upset. Thanks for all the reviews. Some people like it and others don't. But I shall continue writing. Because its fun, and I enjoy it. I think this is my longest chapter.

My memories have never been truly mine. And believe me, it breaks my heart. But for a while my mind was truly mine. And I believed in Paradise, and I died for Paradise. But there was something that I loved more than Paradise, and that was Blue. And she kept me alive, when I had nothing to live for. And I wished to see her smiling face at least one time in Paradise.

I was born for one purpose. To find wolves, and to eventually take them to their grave. I was letter X, my siblings and I had no names, instead we were lettered. Names were used for pets, and we were not pet's but tools. My mother was a breeding machine. To reproduce the best, smartest, strongest wolves the nobles could have. And if we weren't strong, we were killed. That's why there weren't so many wolves like me. And when our mission was over, we were preserved like trophies. My whole family was owned by the nobles. One in particular, Jaguara.

Lady Jaguara had no heart. She had many visions. She was creating a Paradise just for the nobles. So her goal was to kill every last wolf, until she found the last one. Only the only way was for her wolves to bring the wolves to her. And she killed them herself, and eventually ate them.

Everyday was training. I was taught to track. And I had the best nose out of all my siblings. We were also given collars so the nobles could keep track of us as we left tracking. And the day came when I would be set out to track wolves. Lady Jaguara brainwashed me, that way I was like other wolves. And the wolves couldn't get any secret information from me. I had memories of playing with my master. Warm sun shinning days, but the memories were not mine. And for while I actually believed these false memories. Because I thought I was happy.

I was sent to the city were there was rumors of wolves. It took me a while to find one. And I didn't even know what I was searching for. But then a white wolf came into my life, and everything changed. I went to where he was, my nose told me too. And I helped him escape. That wolf taught me a few things, about truly being a wolf. The wolf's name was Kiba, and he spoke of Paradise. And I agreed to go with him. I didn't know why but I felt that I must.

One day with Kiba we saw the flower maiden, Cheza. I didn't really care too much, but Kiba seemed he would go crazy if we didn't go find her. She would take us to Paradise. And as we were ready to leave the city, we met two other wolves, Tsume and Toboe. And we left towards Paradise.

Our journey started off kind of weird. No one really believed in Paradise, other than Kiba. We met other wolves, but that was a disgrace. But there was that cute babe. But we soon found Cheza, and everything changed. And we all started to believe in Paradise. Now all of us wolves had a few hard times, I was always hungry. And I always had to be the smart ass. Calling Toboe names, making Tsume mad.

One of the towns we stopped at Cheza found a dog with bright blue eyes, and whispered something in her ear. I never knew what, not till I talked to that dog. Soon after that Cheza was stolen away by Darcia, even though we tried to protect her.

I never had a real reason to protect Cheza, but I'm so glad I tried. I almost died for her so many times. I even remember when I got her those cute pink boots she loved so much. If I hadn't met Cheza I would never have met Blue.

It's safe to say I loved Blue from the start. She was so strong, but so fragile like a rose with thorns. I didn't know how to act around her, I was a shy puppy. And when she was taken away with Cheza, my heart was also stolen.

We found out that they were being taken to Jaguara's keep, and for some reason I knew the way. We came to the city gates, and everything turned to Hell. My head was pounding; I thought I was going insane. Cameras were everywhere their eyes piercing me. The soldiers called me number 23. And they did not try to kill me. But they did take Toboe away.

As I lay on the street Blue came to me, and I thought I had finally lost my mind. But she was real, and I asked her to take the collar off me, for it was causing my pain. But as hard as she tried it would not come off. Soldiers were behind us and I grabbed her to get away, as they shot at us it hit my collar and it came off. And my real memories came flooding back to me.

I told Blue to stay where she was; I had to make things right and save everyone. She would keep me alive; I had something to stay alive for. I loved her.

I came and found Tsume and Toboe, and let them free and that one man too. Tsume found out some way that I was, and he didn't trust me. But that didn't matter, I had to find Kiba. I knew right where to go, to where ever Jaguara was. And there they were, Kiba was trapped and Jaguara thought she had won. She didn't see my attack, well I thought she didn't. Her sword cut through me, but I didn't fell the pain, I was too angry to tell. Darcia came and Jaguara's Paradise was opening. Kiba got free and he killed Jaguara. I felt the pain then, and felt the poison from her sword wound. I wanted to kill her, for everything she had done.

As we left the city, Blue was no where to be found. She left me, was she alive? The world was in chaos and was freezing over. Cheza was alive, barley. But we were so close to Paradise. I'm surprised I was allowed to contuine traveling with the wolves. But Kiba had faith in me. It was hard to travel, with my wounded leg. But Blue was out there somewhere.

A truck pulled over for us, and inside the truck was the scientist and her husband, Blue's owner, and Blue. We traveled with them, because Cheza and I were both sick. I layed in the back with Blue, and I felt at peace. But it didn't last long. We lost the truck with the scientist inside. And Toboe and Blue's father were killed by Darcia. I never thought I would feel this sad, I never thought Blue could be so sad.

I guess that's why when Darcia attacked Cheza Blue risked her life. And she was tossed away by that devil, I attacked because no one dares try to hurt my loved one. But I too was tossed away.

I crawled to Blue. Her sight was fading. I had to tell her my feelings, because I knew she would not live. I told her she was my Paradise, and how I loved her. I would always be beside her. And Blue died in my arms. I felt no tears, for I knew I would see her soon.

Tsume came soon afterward, and saw he had missed much. I tried my best to speak. I asked for him to end my life, and I asked for forgiveness. I had nothing to live for, it was the right way to die, my life ended by a friend. And my arms around my beloved, in a lovers embrace.

I wake in Paradise, what else could it be? Blue is laying beside me, she never looked so beautiful. Maybe I could make real memories here. Memories of love and happiness. Happiness, I would like that very much.