I'm going too fast... again... well more of "typing" too fast. Haha, I don't exactly proofread any more to Missie and it has become a bad habit. Anyway, I bet my problem are the tenses, I'm mixing up with Past and Present, I don't know why but I find it hard. Anyway, the general reply for all reviewers: If you have enough common sense, you know what's going to happen.

After Fred left, I looked at George straight on the eye. I felt intense, worried, and anxious. I really loved him, but I was too scared to tell him. I was too scared.

"George…" I began and took a deep breath.

"What's wrong, Lish?" he asked, confused.

"Nothing, I just need to tell you something…" I said.

"What is it?"

"I… I… had a crush on you… for so long…" I said quietly. I bowed my head down, not daring to look at him. I finally said it, and I actually felt better about it, but not entirely. I was still waiting for his response. I felt his hand cup my chin and he looked at me with his green eyes. I bit my lower lip. He then let go and placed both of his hands on my shoulders.

"I had a crush on you too, Alicia, I couldn't even count the months," he said. I smiled a bit, it was kind of funny.

"But…"

This made my heart fall.

"…we're from different worlds…"

"That's not true," I began to sob.

"I'm not like you," he said.

"So I guess that's... it?"

George sighed, "I just think I'm not the one for you."

"Well sorry, I've been waiting for you for years, rejecting guys on the process," I said angrily yet with tears streaming down from my eyes. I couldn't take this anymore. I pushed him away and ran to the castle, with tears flowing out of my eyes.

Room

"It's okay, hun, cry all you want, let the tears flow," Angelina said as she pat my back. I felt so bad.

"He says that he's not right for me, but he is! He's the only one I love and I've been waiting for him for years," I sobbed.

"Its okay, Alicia, all you need is to wait, he just can't accept that you like him," Katie said.

"No," I said, my voice was clearing, "I have to move on."

"Alicia…"

"No, I'm going to date anyone who asks me to," I said angrily. Katie shook her head.

"No, Alicia! It will hurt you more, you know that," Katie said. I shook my head. It won't hurt me more, it'll do me good. I just know it. I have to let go of George, forever.

Next Day:

"How's your day?" Fred asked as all three of us girls sat down for breakfast.

"Fine, very fine for the matter of fact," I said sarcastically, plastering a fake smile on my face.

"Oh okay… what's your first class?" Fred asked.

"Oh, my first class is Potions," I said.

"No Alicia, it's Trans-"

"And in Potions, we're going to learn how to make a certain potion. It's called the George-Weasley-to-death potion, it only works for certain George Weasleys," I spat to George on the table. I stood up and left the table.

George's POV

I guess Fred was right, she really did like me. I thought it wasn't real, my love for Alicia was real, but I didn't know to her for me was the same. And besides, she was perfect, I wasn't. Why would she want me? I would do her a favor if I let her go, even though my heart feels so much pain after what happened.

"George, you should've not done that," Katie said. I looked at her, confusingly.

"Alicia really wanted you from the start-"

"It might not be real," I pointed out. Katie just shook her head.

"I have kept your secret for years, also Fred did. And I knew yours was real. And I know Alicia, I knew she was falling for you from the start, but I knew she wouldn't tell me because she might get teased or I might tell you. I let her be," Katie explained, "But I knew every single day, Alicia has always been waiting for you."

"She dumped truckloads of guys just to be with you," Angelina added on.

"And she was really desperate to tell, but she thought you wouldn't like her back," Oliver continued. I felt like on the hot seat. Why are my friends doing this to me?

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"It's because it'll be too late," Fred said. I nodded. I got his point, I got everyone's, and I ran out of the Great Hall to look for Alicia. There, I saw Alicia.

"Alicia!"

Alicia's POV

I turned my head and saw George.

"Alicia!" exclaimed another voice. I turned my head to the other side and saw Sam Callaghan; he's also in my year. Many girls like him, but not me.

"Hey Alicia," he greeted with his oh-so-fancy smile that made all women in the world go weak on the knees.

"Hey," I greeted back. I surely had no interest on him.

"I'm just asking, can you go out with me in Hogsmeade?"

"But that's at least 2 months away," I laughed.

"Well, just to make sure you're taken," he replied. I nodded.

I was going to say "no" but I remembered I had to give people a chance. Maybe things will work out.

"Okay," I replied.

"Really? You have rejected so many guys lately, and you pick me?" he asked. I wanted to lie and say no. But I knew that would be too rude.

"Yeah," I replied. I then turned my head again to look for George, but he wasn't there anymore. Somehow, I felt empty without him. I felt lost again. Much lost than what had happened when I was in second year. I really love George.

But I guess I have to let go.

Room

"I heard you're with that Sam guy," Katie said as she entered the room.

"We're not together, it's just a date," I explained. I was on my bed reading a book of Angelina's. I more of stole it than borrowed it.

"But you don't have to torture yourself like this, you have to wait-"

"You know what, Katie?" I began, "I'm not so sure anymore. The whole world is confusing me already. I don't know what to do anymore. Everything just fell apart!"

"Everything?" Katie asked.

"Well, my love life is," Alicia sighed and rubbed her forehead due to confusion.

"No, Alicia!" Katie exclaimed and ran her hands on the air, "You DON'T love Sam, and you still LOVE George! Accept it!"

I got out of my bed and stood up.

"I DO accept it, Katie! The problem is that I CAN'T go back to him. If he says it's over, then it's OVER!"

"ALICIA! HE WANTED TO GET THINGS BACK TOGETHER, THAT WAS WHY HE RAN TO YOU AFTER BREAKFAST. AND THEN SAM CALLED YOU TOO, AND HE ASKED YOU OUT!" Katie explained to me, in a very loud voice.

"But it's too late now," I said to Katie in an emotionless tone. I stood up and left the room.

Quidditch Game

"Are you ready for the game?" I asked Harry. Its nice talking to Harry, he's like a little brother. It's a pity I don't talk to him often, by now he still doesn't know that Fred and Angelina are together.

"Yeah I am. I can't wait!" Harry replied full of enthusiasm. I then looked outside, it was raining very hard. Something told me I had a bad feeling about this.

A few hours later

I couldn't see anymore, the rain was pouring too hard. But at least I scored a few goals. Suddenly, I heard screams from the audience.

"Harry!" I heard someone from the audience shout. I looked for Harry, but I couldn't see through the pouring rain. I then saw someone falling from the sky, wearing the scarlet red Quidditch Robes.

"Oh my god, that's Harry," I muttered. My eyes were wide and I was trembling. I then saw Harry was placed on a stretcher.

Room

All of team except Oliver went to the Hospital Wing. When he finally woke up, we told him the bad news. But we were all happy that he lived. Visiting the Hospital Wing made me think about what happened in the past. I was waiting for George to wake up; I was at his bed side the whole time. I was worried about him, and scared.

"Reminds you of the time when you waited for George in the Hospital Wing?" Angelina asked. I looked at her and nodded.

"You know what, Alicia," Angelina started as she stood up, "I can't understand you, for letting go of George and all that."

"It's my will, Angelina," Alicia snapped.

"But you should know in everything you do should be right," Angelina said.

"I know that," Alicia replied.

"Then why are you breaking his heart?" Angelina asked.

"It was his will," Alicia replied and stood up to change to her nightclothes in the bathroom.

Saturday

Angelina and Katie were not talking to me since this morning; Fred and Oliver are obviously on George's side, so I'm alone. I decided to skip breakfast and just go to the Field to do some thinking. I was walking on the grass and suddenly, I saw George there too. I tried to go back to the castle but he caught me.

"Alicia, we need to talk," he began. I stopped and turned to look at him, "What?"

"Look, I really thought that I wasn't the one for you, there are just so many perfect guys out there," he began, "but I can't let you go-"

"Look, George," I interrupted him, "I really waited for you, but you just turned down your chance. I can't believe it, you messed it up!"

"Please Alicia, listen-"

"No, you listen!" I interrupted again, "I really love you, I still do-"

"Then why don't you be with me?"

"It's because I'm letting you go, as you said, I'm not right for you," I said to him.

"But I take that back, Alicia," George said back.

"But I've got Sam now," I told him.

"But you don't love him."

"At least he didn't dump the one who was in love with him since second year," I said with a tone of anger.

"Alicia, please, I'm sorry-"

"You're pathetic," I spat out.

"Listen, please! Stop acting like a kid!"

"I'm not listening!" I exclaimed, covering my ears and started walking off.

"Fine! I just hope a bludger takes you on the head!"

"In your dreams!"

"Dreams come true!"

"Ugh!" I groaned and ran off to my room, again. I finally arrived in my room and sat on my bed. I grabbed a pillow and dug my face on it and screamed as loud as I could. Then I began to sob, I just realized my mistakes. But I can't take them back, I can't.

The lines:

"…we're from different worlds…"

"That's not true," I began to sob.

"I'm not like you," he said.

--- came from The OC they kept on playing that part on a commercial here and it got stuck on my head so I decided to use it. Anyway, please review, even though it's sooooo terrible. :D