Falling into Darkness
A/N: Gee, I'm not used to doing Angst/Drama fics, and this is the first one I've ever done. It's nice to know what you guys think. Meaning the people that actually REVIEWED!
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skyfire1: I know I have it a little fast moving…first fic jitters, I suppose…but all of that will end now! . And I didn't read Blinded until after I posted this. Weird huh?
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Author's VERY Important Note!
Videl doesn't start training till after the Cell Games. She's gonna start training right after that incident. Sure, she has "strong" blood, but I forgot to add that he had a gun, and two other guys were holding her down. Sorry I didn't tell you this before hand. Hmph. What a bummer. Oh well, the vagueness adds to the suspense in the story.
Disclaimer: Me no own DBZ.
Chapter Three
THE SON HOUSE
Having a baby brother wasn't as bad as Gohan thought. Goten would be able to listen to his sorrows and not be able to criticize him about babbling nonsense (hehe those of you who read Harry Potter 6: The Truth Behind the Saiyan will get what I mean) and other junk. He actually liked having a baby brother a whole lot better than being alone. The months when Bulma would come over to comfort Chichi frequently were the "in-between" months…the ones between the death of Cell/Goku and the Birth of Goten…were probably the worst months in his entire lifetime.
He tried to slit his wrist with a kitchen knife once… He heard that people would commit suicide just to get rid of the horrible tortures that lied inside of them. It might've worked for Gohan too, except that the knife broke against his Saiyan skin and that his mother found out and locked him in his room for solitary confinement.
What if he had actually killed himself then? He wouldn't have been able to see his baby brother for the first time. Maybe even his mother would be so depressed that she would kill herself, therefore killing the baby as well. That would be as bad as taking three lives: Goten's, Chichi's, and his own.
What a bummer. He could really use some death right now.
Gohan's Diary Entry: No. 355
Tomorrow will be the anniversary of the first written entry in here. The anniversary of my father's death.
I still hear voices… in my head… calling me to hell…
Mother doesn't allow those types of words.
It's just like training. She doesn't want me to train.
But I do it anyways.
Just like she's says 'be careful' before the Cell Games.
But I go off and kill Dad anyways.
And if Dad, King Kai, or somebody else in the Otherworld is reading this right now…
Make sure there's an extra cell waiting for me in hell, or HFIL or whatever.
Because I think I deserve it.
(CHICHI'S POV)
Sometimes I think that Gohan may be… a little abnormal.
But who is normal?
Ever since Goku died he's been like this. When Goten was born he got a little bit better.
But not much.
Does he realize what he's doing to himself?
Probably not.
Sometimes I wonder if this faze of his is just a Saiyan thing.
I repeat Probably not.
A/N: You know what? If you complain about this chapter being short, well, frankly, I don't care. These chapters are supposed to be short. Ideas come slowly to me and the longer I have to think the better the chapters are. I may just lay this one off for a while and work on humor because this story is getting me stressed and depressed (lookie. It rhymes.) but don't worry, all you loyal readers… I'll tell you when it happens so you don't just lay there on a note with nowhere to go.
Oh screw this! Sleepy…
MASHED POTATOES