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A meeting with Sirius

Lily woke up that morning from a refreshing sleep. It had been one of her good nights when the nightmares of James hadn't slipped into her sleep. She looked at the time on her clock and she saw she had woken up a little earlier than she should have but she didn't care.

She walked out of her bedroom and into the kitchen where a naked man was standing. She didn't take any notice of him until he said

"Morning!"

"Morning!" Lily replied, then Lily suddenly noticed there was a naked man in her kitchen "Umm who are you by chance and what are you doing in my kitchen naked?"

"Simon!" Dorcas called from her bedroom "its way too early to be up come back to bed! Please you'll wake up lily if I keep on calling you to get to come back, because I'm so fucking hot for your large co–"

"Dorcas! I don't wanna know!" lily exclaimed

Dorcas came rushing out with a blanket wrapped around herself and one in her hand for the man named Simon

"Lily I am so sorry I didn't mean to wake you up! Please don't kill me and and –"Dorcas seemed lost for words.

"its ok stay calm I was already awake before your little out burst of whatever that was meant to be" Lily laughed

"Oh thank god! This is Simon by the way if you didn't already know?"

"We were just talking before you rudely interrupted us!" lily said with holding in her giggles

"Ok now we are done with the introductions how about me Simon go into my bedroom and you go back to yours and sleep in for a bit"

"Good Idea. Nice meeting you Simon!"

"You too lily" Simon replied

"Oh Lily this came for you I think it's from Sirius he really wants to speak to you!" Dorcas held out a letter for lily

"Thanks" lily sighed. What did Sirius want her for that badly? She thought to herself she opened the letter.

Dear lily

Look I know we haven't spoken in a while with the whole James thing but I think I have found a way to put both our suffering to rest. Look I know I'm not your favourite person in the world but I need to speak to you desperately so I am begging you to come round to mine tonight. Please I need to speak to someone who understands what I'm going through.

Lots of love

Sirius

Why is he doing this again thought lily. When James first disappeared he came up with such stop theories of how he would go and find James and that James is probably sunbathing on a beach waiting for someone to find him. Sirius never got over the fact that James was pronounced dead. He unlike lily went to memorial service but he arrived drunk and shouted at James's family about how they don't believe in James and how they don't care about him.

Was this Sirius revenge on lily make her talk about James? Lily didn't speak to people about James as it was something because she found it too uncomfortable and pointless. What is talking about someone dead going to do?

Again Lily's work was hard, mad eye made her be his personal slave for the day and deducted her pay because she wasn't fast enough on getting some file for him.

She was not in a good mood at all so she thought she might go round Sirius's early so it wouldn't drag on.

She apparated over to the posh side of town as Sirius was quite rich and could afford a place like that, unlike her and Dorcas who could barely afford the rent in a two bedroom flat!

Lily knocked on the door

"Lily I didn't expect you over so early!" Sirius sounded surprised "the place is a mess I thought you were coming later"

Lily walked into Sirius's flat looking around and seeing memories of James everywhere she turned.

"Sirius I want to go home quick because I'm shattered so please just tell me what you want!" Lily exclaimed tiredly

"James is alive, and before you say don't start picking sticks again let me explain" Sirius waited cautiously for Lily's disagreement about the possibility of James being alive.

"Go on"

"Well I got a message from him the other day in my dream."

"In your dream! Let's get the Aurors quick! You had a dream about your dead best friend!" Lily mocked

"He told me he had been trying to get through to you in months but you take a heavy sleeping potion so you blocked him out. He said that a Deatheater apparated him out of the building just before it collapsed. He took James as hostage thinking Voldemort would be pleased and that they could get a ransom from James's family, but Voldemort killed the Deatheater as he saw James as a waste of time!" Sirius took a deep breath and continued "James has been tortured many times to get information about the Aurors, Mad eye and Dumbledore, but he has never cracked. Lily he said to say to you that he loves you so much and to be strong."

Lily couldn't believe it. How could this possibly have happened but everything made perfect sense! Everything thing fitted in with James's disappearance. She wouldn't believe it, she couldn't.

Lily finally spoke "what was the deatheaters name?"

"Silas Landau"

Lily suddenly whose name it was that was, it was the file Lily had to go get mad eye they found his body, or what was left of it 3 months ago and they needed to identify it.

"I have to go" Lily apparated out of Sirius flat before he said anything and went home.

She lay on her bed and cried. She cried all night, she just couldn't believe it was too everything was too perfect. Lily couldn't handle losing James again. What if they found his body and she knew he was alive and she could have done something to save him. She just wanted to believe he was dead it made life simple. Being miserable and lonely made life simple to her, because being with someone and loving them made life a bitch.