A bountiful family of little rabbits she let out a small "Oh" as they hopped around. Coming gently towards her. She gently put down the flowers and picked up a white bunny with black paws and a brown circle around it's left eye. It looked at her and it's noise twitched (A.N you know how bunny's noises move) Rin giggled at the site and put the bunny down only to have it jump back into her lap. Rin gave it a smile and giggled again. Rin was happy she made a new friend. She picked up the flower and continued to weave the as the bunny cuddled in to her lap. When she finished the flower crown she put it on her head and closed her eyes wishing Sesshomaru was here. As if a dream came true Rin heard Sesshomaru's voice called her name. She opened her eyes and there he was, standing in front of the mini maze. She just stared at him as if he was an angle.

"Rin." he said softly.

"Sesshomaru!" she cried. She ran into his embrace and cried. "Why did you leave? Where were you? Are we leaving?" question pored out of her.

All Sesshomaru could say was "I'm sorry." before pushing the crying young woman away. "You must forget me!" He yelled at her "You mustn't even utter my name!"

"But . . .but Sesshomaru? I can't just forget you!" she cried

"Why not I will forget you." he said coldly

"Because I love you Sesshomaru!" she cried as she grabbed onto his shirt as if he would disappear, which he probably would.

Sesshomaru was lost for words un till he heard someone coming. He knelt down to Rin and said. "Rin listen you don't love me. You can't love me."

"But . . . but . . . Please don't leave me Sesshomaru-sama!"

'Sama' brought back memories to Sesshomaru they had lost the sama thing and she just called him 'lord' but hearing it again brought back a memory it didn't want the most at that moment.

FLASH BACK

It was the middle of spring and Rin was celebrated her 12 birthday he had gotten her a beautiful pale kimono light with cherry blossoms almost fading in to the background of the materiel.

"Lord Sesshomaru" Rin said well trying to tie her Obi.

"Yes?" he answered.

"Can you help me tie my Obi?"

". . . Sure." he said while bending down to tie her Obi like a caring parent.

"Thank you Sesshomaru-sama! I love you" She said happily before skipping away. Sesshomaru stood there in shock.

"I love you too. . . My Rin" he whispered as he watch her run though a field of wildflowers.

END OF FLASH BACK

"Listen Rin I will come back soon. I promise but I must go for now." he said and ran off.

"I will what for you Sesshomaru. I promise too." she whispered.

"Rin! Riinnnnn!" called a voice from the entrance. "There you are it's time to go in side." Kana said before turning to leave. Rin quickly followed her.

ONE WEEK LATER

Rin had avoided Naraku like the flu. She had only seen him at meal times since their encounter when she first woke up. Usually she hid in an a banded room with a bunch of flower that Kana would pick from the garden for her. No matter what she picked there were always the flowers that reminded Rin of Sesshomaru in the big bunch. Today was different she couldn't find an a banded room she had check ever room in the castle. All except one she never went to. Naraku's room. She heard that Naraku was gone for business but she never went to his room. Instead she went to hers a maid was still in there cleaning until Rin came in and asked for some time alone. She lied on her bed and began to cry. Sesshomaru hadn't come back to the castle since the day in the garden. Rin was beginning to think she was never coming.

"Why are you crying?" a stern man's voice asked she let out a small scream before curling in a ball thinking it was Naraku. "Answer me Rin!" the voice said as it came to sit on the bed. Rin looked up to see Sesshomaru.

"Sesshomaru!" she cried before hugging him with al her mite. Sesshomaru was startled by this and awkwardly patted her back.

"Why do you cry?" he asked again.

"I missed you." she said in a small voice her face still buried in his clothes.

". . ." Sesshomaru reminded silent as the woman he loved cried because she choose to stay with him. "I . . . I . . . I missed you too" he stammered he did something he never did in his whole life. He blushed.

"Then why did you leave me?" she asked relishing him.

"I must I can not stay here."

"Why not? I want to go back with you and see master Jaken."

"You do not belong to me anymore Rin."

Rin looked like she was going to cry again. "What do you mean?"

"Rin . . . you belong to Naraku now. We can not be together anymore."

"But . . but . . . I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU!" she yelled.

"Rin you must keep your voice down or I will never be able to come back."

"Sorry." she said quietly.

"Rin I must go but I'll visit soon." he said standing up. The next thing Rin knew he had jump out the widow to go back to where ever he was staying.

Two days have pat since the day Sesshomaru found Rin crying in her room. Now she had to 'greet' Naraku back from his travels. Rin didn't like the sound of this but she didn't have a choice Rin was forced out of her room and down to the main hall by three big demons Rin had only seen once in her stay. The were the ones who guarded the castle gates.

"The Lord has returned!" a servant yelled running into the room only to get in the line with the rest of the servant's a get to knees. Rin was opposite of the line her arms held tight by two guards while a third one stranded behind her. Naraku burst though the door looking very angry. He was going to walk out the room when he saw Rin and walked to her.

He grabbed her arm and said " We need to have a talk"

Rin tried to struggle but it was no use. She had to agree with him. "Where are we going?" she asked afraid of the answer but had to know.

"You'll see." he said while almost dragging her up the stairs. he turned and went to the room Rin thought she'd never go in. his bedroom. When he got there he threw her on the bed and tied her hand to the post. She screamed, kicked, and tried to fight back but in the end he won. "Be good and maybe I won't hurt you . . . as much" he added with a snarl with this she started to scream like her life depended on it.