A/n omg u guys I don't think I have had so many reviews! Thank you so much for your input it has really helped me, but your not going to find out wot happens till the next three to five chapters. Lol! Newayz on with da story.

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter

There he was standing tall his lips touched hers then lifted her up and brought to the bed. He placed delicate kisses all over her body. They were now naked. Then they kissed, his body rubbing up against her and –

That was the third time that week where Lily had an erotic dream about her and James. Oh great she thought its 3.25 and because of that dream there was no way she going to go back to sleep. These dreams had only started because of that stupid kiss her and James shared. She reminded herself every time that it was a stupid kiss and if you call that kiss she thought but she knew her head was lying to her, heart on the other hand was in between was the right thing to do and what wasn't.

Lily went into the kitchen and had a glass of water. She thought to herself she would read a nice good book, no sex, no romance involved at all that would get James out of her head. She went to the book case in the living room, where she heard a scream room Dorcas's room. Lily ran in there to see James there trying to calm Dorcas.

"Dorcas they said it would be alright don't worry. Oh fuck it who am I kidding certainly not myself he was lucky enough not to be dead." James punched the wall in anguish

Lily ran over to Dorcas and held her, stroking her hair and rocking her like a child.

"Wwwhy-? He's not a muggle born." Dorcas sobbed

"He went against everything he was brought up to be that's why, those people in masks. Half of them are his cousins. That's why Dorcas there fucking dick heads." James screamed last words.

"Why don't we go into the kitchen and Dorcas you can have a nice glass of water and so can you James and I'm keeping my eye on you your not to leave here without me. O.k.?" lily said she didn't know what had happened but she need to calm the situation before she got any answers, and to make sure James didn't do anything stupid.

Remus apparated in.

"James I've just come back from st. mungos, he is bad James real bad. What if –"Remus put his hand to his face, James sat down and began to breathe heavily which lily knew was a bad sign and Dorcas began sobbing again.

"Can someone please tell me what has happened?" lily felt a tear trickle down her face, she quickly wiped it away. "What has happened to Sirius?" Her voice was strong and confident.

"Got into a fight at the hogs head, his brother was getting scared about being a deatheater. Sirius went to talk to him and help him. It was a trap. 20 against 1! They beat the fucking shit out of him. His brother than began to have sudden spout of conscience, tried to help Sirius they killed him. Lucky Mudungus Fletcher as in the area alerted the order and got Sirius out of there. He is St. Mungos now and its not good." James bowed his head and began to cry, Dorcas was now being comforted by Remus.

"Go! Maybe you can stop him from doing something stupid." Remus than began wiping away Dorcas's tears.

James turned around looked at Lily

"James, I know how you feel. You feel like the person in the world has given up on you. James he isn't your best friend. He is your brother. He did the thing I couldn't do, the thing I was too afraid to believe."

James looked at her and said" are you mocking me about what I said to you last week."

"No" lily said looking the other way and smiling.

"Hey!" He rugby tackled lily to the floor and started blowing raspberries on her skin and tickling her. Lily laughed and giggled and screamed. God he loved her so much.

"If you want my help I can get you into the hospital and you can see Sirius if like?" Lily said

"could you?"

"well only you cause my pass only allows one. So lets not tell the other two, let me get dressed."

As lily left the room James called her back.

"Lily"

"Yeh"

"Thanks"

"Anytime" she smiled and left the room.

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"hi I'm Lily Evans and I'm Auror Alastor Moody's P.a, I'm here to do the paper work basically, and this is James Potter he is here to be my personal body guard we need to see the victim Sirius black, to see the extent of his injuries." Lily said to the medi witch behind the counter.

"I thought you were coming tomorrow?" the medi-witch said rudely to Lily

"I would rather see the extent of the damage, but yes I will be back tomorrow. Now are you going to be the reason why my boss throws a hissy fit tomorrow because I haven't seen the victim in hand so I don't have the appropriate paperwork for tomorrow's press release?"

"Third floor room 789, please be quick you are out of visiting hours you know"

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Peter was underneath an invisibility cloak to which his master had given him to help him on his mission. He followed James and lily into the lift, he noticed they didn't speak. He knew what he would do to get them together a true emotions spell. To release all that tension between them, not only did this spell reveal there inner felling but it was also an aphrodisiac.

They left the lift and went straight out turned left and started to walk slowly seeing each room number. They found the right number James opened the door for lily, and they followed. Peter saw Sirius lying on the bed battered and bruised. He had seen people like this before but it had never been someone he had known. He was too distracted by Sirius's appearance to perform the spell.

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"He looks so peaceful, how could anyone do this to him?

"Maniacs that's who I wish I was there, I could have done something to help him. I told him to let me go!"

"I'm glad he said you couldn't" James looked at her absolutely appalled.

"What are you talking about? You wish Sirius was like this?" James screamed at her

"James you escaped from them before they wanted you to torture you and kill you! You didn't expect them not to do it his time and James I can't bear losing my fiancé again! So if that makes me selfish then fine by me!" shouted back.

James looked at her and said "the thing is I'm not your fiancé anymore, Simon is. Remember. You're hardly even a friend to me any more so why don't you just go and fuck your shit head of a boyfriend!"

Tears filled lily's eyes.

"I got to go."

Lily slammed the door behind her.

"Fucking hell!" james sat in the chair beside Sirius's bed.

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Lily apparated in to Simon's flat she needed to break it off she couldn't go on with James and everyone hating her anymore. She walked in to his bed room he was sitting up on his bed with a girl straddling him. Moaning. He looked backwards and saw lily run out of the room. he followed the woman also followed.

"Lily I can explain!"

Lily looked at him in disgust he tried to hug her and she grabbed his left arm there was like a tattoo. It was the dark mark.

"Explain that!" lily spat

"How's my dear cousin may I ask?"

Lily looked at the woman. It was Bellatrix Black.

"You're a deatheater? When did this happen? You know what it's over I can't marry some one who kills muggle borns for fun!" Lily turned and slapped bellatrix Black and looked at Simon and kicked him the balls.

"Lily wait!" Simon squeaked as she apparated out.

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a/n : ok im tired so I'm going to bed I was going to post this on this on Thursday but because of the terrorist over here in London I couldn't as the internet was down. So tell me what you think. If you think I should add something to spice up the storyline then plz plz review I love getting them and I love hearing ur ideas. I loved the last chapter's reviews. I loved all your ideas so im trying to write an story with all of them involved

also: do you think that james and lily should conceive harry in the next chapter or the chapter after that?

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