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Lily lay on her bed. Nobody loved her! She had no where else to go, Dorcas was barely speaking to her. Remus was just being Remus and sticking with his friends. As for Simon she wished he was impotent.

She looked at the clock and decided it was time for work.

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Sirius lay awake in his bed. Yes even though he was battered and bruised he was glad to just be to be alive and listening to his love sick friend about a certain red head.

"Ok I fucked up, Sirius stop laughing!" James wined

"James buy her the biggest bunch of flowers there is tell her how you feel and they go shag her as if there was no tomorrow!" Sirius laughed

"Yeh yeh I totally agree with Sirius James, you should so do that!" peter was now desperate. He only had six weeks left.

"Remus what do you think?"

"Well I know for a fact lily isn't easy as the girls Sirius dates, no offence Dorcas!"

"Don't worry about it" Dorcas laughed back

"James lily might be a bit fragile at the moment, that's all I'm saying." Remus said

"Fragile what do you mean?" James said worriedly.

"She's not – you know! I hope your not saying what I think your saying cause if so. Oh my god. That twat of a Simon fellar has knocked her up" Sirius replied in disgusted

Peter went purple and fell straight off his chair. If she was and it wasn't James's baby he was screwed.

At that moment in time mad eye and lily both walked.

"How you feeling now Black?" mad eye asked

Sirius didn't answer and blurted out, "lily you're pregnant!"

"I'm what?" lily asked completely confused

Remus thought he better clear up this mess, before it got out of hand. "I didn't mean that when I said fragile! I meant she is a little upset."

Sirius, James and peters face both came over with relief.

"Thank god!" peter said out loud

"Would some one like to tell me what is going on?" lily asked

"Oh they thought you were pregnant with that lying cheating scum bags baby!" Dorcas said with such ease

"Look would all mind leaving, as I have to interview Black then after the interview you may then interrogate Miss Evans on her reproductive system!" mad eye said looking extremely angry.

James, Remus, Dorcas and Peter all left the room looking as though they were children who had just been told off.

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"So Black you met your brother in the hogs head is that right?"

"Yes"

"And why was he meeting you?"

"He was having second thoughts about being a death eater, he came for my help" Sirius wasn't exactly comfortable with talking about what had happened to him just 36 hours ago.

"Do you know why he was having second thoughts?"

"No"

"But surely if you were going to help him he must have given you a reason, for you to want to help him?"

"Look he's my little brother! He was crying and pleading for me to help him and no matter what he has done or what has happened between us I'm still going to help him!" Sirius was extremely mad at these questions.

"Maybe we should continue this interview later mad eye? Sirius must need his rest? Lily intervened before this whole thing got out of hand

"Well Evans are you telling me how to do my job? "

"Yeh she is and I think she is right!"

"Well Black I will be back later tomorrow if as you and Evans say you are not fit too answer a few simple questions!" mad walked out and slammed the door behind him.

"Nice to see your up and looking much better!" lily smiled

"Thanks! James said what you did for him getting him in here to see me! Thanks I really owe you one thanks to you he was here when I woke up which was much better than to find some strange healers standing around me and staring at me"

"It was really no trouble Sirius. You were hurt and he was sad and you guys are like brothers what else could I do let James loose and get him mullered up too?"

"Yeh suppose. By the way what does Dorcas mean by 'that lying cheating scum bag'?"

"O Simon! He cheated on me with Bellatrix, your cousin."

"Jesus! I'm sorry lily god; its just one thing after another isn't it?"

"Don't worry about it! When I went over there was about to break it off anyway, but I got to admit it was a bit of a kick in the teeth! But I'm at least you guys are talking to me now especially Dorcas I couldn't stand another fight with her or James."

"Yeh he told me, he felt really bad afterwards, he is a bit of prick you should remember." Sirius tried to look at her but she looked away.

"Yeh well I should know not to let him get the better of me next time won't I?" lily said still not looking at Sirius

"Lily he still loves you. He told me, well not exactly but he did say that and I know you still love him. Now with Simon out of the way why don't you guys just pick up were you left off?" Sirius said hope fully

"I can't, Sirius I know your trying to help but no, I'm sorry. It's just well I couldn't things could never be the same again after what those death eaters did." She gave a weak smile and Sirius knew she was putting on a brave face

"Tell me about it. Hey they are my family," Sirius gave a hollow laugh.

"Anyways I better to go and see if I still have a job!"

"Sorry if I got you in trouble!" Sirius said concerned

But she walked out the door without a word; Sirius saw the tears rushing down her face as she left.

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!DREAM!

!One year ago!

There was young woman with dark red hair with electric emerald eyes and she was throwing a handful of leaves at her friend he was around 6ft2 with black messy hair that stood up at the back.

He tackled her to ground with leaves both in their hair. She gave a little giggle of excitement.

"There was a twig in that batch you just threw at me; I could have got a concussion!" James said lying on top of lily holding both her wrists down and laughing at her as she was trying to struggle to get free and failing miserably

"It would have done you well if it had!" lily said still trying to break free and laughing.

"Right that's it your not getting your surprise now for saying that!" James said he got off her he knew she wouldn't be able to resist him for saying that.

"What surprise, James what surprise! Tell me please I'll promise I'll be good I promise!" she said smiling and acting like a five year old

"Well-" said James who turned to face her but with his right hand behind hid back full of leaves

"I didn't want to give it to you till later to night but if you insist!" he threw the leaves straight in her face and ran away laughing.

"That was uncalled for!" she said removing leaves from her hair.

He went down to the ground again and it looked at her as if he was studying a statue of Venus the god of love and beauty. He watched her. Ok she looked a bit of wreck with leaves all over her, but he loved her still.

"Lily, can I ask you something?"

"If it is can I splatter you with more leaves than no!" lily laughed

"Will you marry me?"

Lily laughed gabbed another hand full of leaves and threw them at James.

"Can I take that as a yes?"

"Take that as what ever you want it to be!

Lily closed in on him and-

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James woke with a start; he had dreams about him and lily before the attack. How things used to be when she wasn't with Simon. He felt bad about the argument it wasn't her fault then he decided he was going to get her back what ever he had to do. He was going to get his lily no body's else's back!

a/n and that's it folks for this chapter. I don't really like this chapter but the next chapter will be big and loads will happen. Promises anyway I g2g and reread half blood prince! LOL! Such good book! Bye!