a/n ok I'm guessing I wasn't the only one to think that my last chapter was crap as well and literally no1 reviewed. But thanks to Hollaback girl who reviewed. If wasn't for you then I wouldn't have updated this story. Well if only one person likes this story then I'll write for them.

,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸

"Wormtail I am disappointed only 4 four weeks left and you still haven't got Potter to impregnate that mudblood. For this you will pay; Crucio!"

Peter dropped to floor in absolute pain. He had never felt such pain in his life. If this is what he does to discipline his Death eaters, what does it feel like to be killed by him?

"Master I will do it I will not let you down I swear."

"Good and just what I wanted to hear. Now go! The time you have left is precious if I were I would see that wrenched mother of yours!"

Peter ran out of his master sight before he made the situation worse.

"Simon I have a mission for you too"

,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸

"Sirius I need your help!" James ran into his hospital room.

Yes Sirius hadn't been released. Some healers said it was because he was afraid of leaving the confines of the hospital other believed it was because he was too lazy and the rest believed he just like the attention he was getting from the young female population of the staff at st. mungos.

"What is your problem my dear prongs?"

"Lily's favourite flower hasn't changed has it?"

"How the hell am I meant to know?" Sirius asked puzzled

"Perfect! Thanks Sirius you're the best mate ever!" James ran out of the as quick as he ran in to it.

,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸

Lily was sitting at her desk with a pile of paper work in front her. Even she wasn't exactly feeling her best this morning but at least the fighting had stopped. Well most of it her and James still weren't talking. But she could live with that most of the time.

"Lily? We need to talk"

Lily looked up from her work and saw Simon looking quite smug.

"What do you want I gave back your ring, we nothing else to say to each other. Now leave me alone!" lily said angrily

Simon came quite close to her face and spoke in a whisper so only she could hear." What if I am found out to be one of the Dark Lord's servants and I tell your superiors you knew I was? Aren't people meant to tell the ministry if they know or suspect some one is a Death eater? You could lose your job lily and I don't take it lightly to being kicked in the balls especially when a mudblood does it to me and if I go down your coming down with me."

Lily went to slap him around the face, but he caught her wrist. "You don't want to upset me lily or I just might want to be caught."

"Just think about what I have said. I'll be seeing you soon."

He walked off, lily felt sick in the stomach. She got up from her desk to get some air. She went straight to the lift. She pressed for the ground floor. As the lift descended it left her to think about the consequences of sleeping with a death eater and not only sleeping with him but getting on the wrong side of him. What was she going to do? There was no one here to help her. As the lift came to a halt, some one entered. It was James. He was carrying a large bunch of orange and pink tulips.

"Lily look take this is a peace offering for being a wanker to you when Sirius got hurt. Lily you ok you look ill?"

Lily burst in to tears. James took a hold on her and hugged her.

,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸

"So he is black mailing you?" James said angrily

"Not really I don't know what he wants from me to actually make it black mail" lily said hiccoughing into her butter beer which he bought her. They were in the Leaky Cauldron

"He wants to make you scared that's what. What department did you say he was in again? Charms is it?"

"James please don't start anything!" lily pleaded

"How can I not? Not only does he cheat on you and become a death eater behind your back but then he black mails, to make you a wreck! So lily please give me one good reason why should I not kick that prick of a death eaters arse?" James stood up in anger and knocked over his chair.

"Because you love me" lily said too standing up. She was scared for him. She didn't want to lose him again it had already been too painful.

"James he is a death –"

"don't give all that death eater shit again lily and your right I do love you which gives me further reason to beat the shit out of him." Said James lily could see the fury within his eyes.

She moved closer to him she out her hand to his hair and moved in closer to him. He turned his head slightly their lips brushed against each others, but it was cut short by tom the land lord.

"Err Mr Potter; Miss Evans thought you might want to know death eaters are attacking the ministry of magic."

"WHAT?" The pair said in unison. They looked at each other, grabbed their coats took each other in hand in hand apparated to the scene.

,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸

They apparated into chaos. Jinxes and spells were flying everywhere.

"Lily stay here and help with the casualties and try and help the other against the death eaters. James ran towards the building. Lily ran in there too she over took James and drew out her wand.

"Lily!" James called after but she either could not hear him or she choose to ignore him

Lily knew exactly who to go for. Simon. She rushed past everyone where was he? She dodged jinxes, curses the lot. She heard a murderous scream and she knew who scream that was it was Dorcas's. Lily then changed direction and followed he screams. She burst through some door to which she did recognise and there she saw Dorcas on the floor in a pool of blood. There was Simon standing over her laughing and beside him was Bellatrix Black also laughing. Lily ran to Dorcas's side to check if she was breathing.

"Dorcas!" lily shook her to see if she would respond, lily then felt her pulse; nothing. No rhythmic beat, nothing; there wasn't anything.

"no!" lily said in a whisper and collapsed into tears, she put her head resting Dorcas lame body, lily didn't care if she would be covered in blood. She cared about nothing now. It was over; lily had felt such pain in her life before, not even when her dad even not when James had gone missing.

"Aw look at the poor mudblood crying!" Bellatrix said with murderous laugh.

"Shut up!" lily said as she stood up, drenched in blood. But Bellatrix continued to laugh.

"I said; SHUT UP!" lily screamed, she had never felt so angry in her life. She wanted to kill the pair of them with her bare hands; she wanted them to feel the pain she was going through.

"Oh I'm so scared what you going to do mudblood?" Bellatrix laughed

"This: Crucio!" lily pointed her wand straight at Bellatrix heart and watched her fall to the ground in pain, screaming. But it wasn't long enough for lily, Bellatrix got up and took out her wand pointed it straight at lily.

"You want to play with the big girls do you? Then take this: Crucio! "

Lily dodged out of it way and said "stupefy!" Bellatrix froze

At that moment in time, James burst through the door and took one look at lily and pointed his wand at Simon.

"What did you do to her? Speak Death eater!"

"I didn't hurt her! I didn't even kill meadows it was all Bellatrix, I swear!" Simon knew he was beat.

"You stood there and you watched her kill Dorcas your as much as involved you may have well joined in and killed her too, standing and watching is the same thing Simon!" lily screamed there was nothing else to do.

"Lily I did this for you! Listen to me it is better for you to be killed now. Lily listen to me. You can't ever be with –" at that moment in time emerald green flames engulfed Simon lily screamed and ran to James. He held her and she cried in his shoulder.

"Rot in hell you bastard!" James said as Simon was being burnt. As the flames died down and all there was just a small black patch on the carpet.

"James, can we go? I don't want to be here."

"What about Dorcas?"

"James-"

"Look we can't leave her here how abut you back to my place and I'll be quick I promise. Just let me deal with what is going on here."

"Won't they want to interview me?"

"I'll have a word with mad eye. Just go back to my place. Go!"

,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸

"Potter, Evans is the only suspect for the murder of Meadows, when you left Supposed Bellatrix Black must have escaped if what you are saying is true where is Simon then?"

"I told you he was burnt"

"Potter but did you see Bellatrix or Simon kill Meadows?"

"No sir."

"Then we need to speak to Evans now, if we are to find what actually happened."

"Tomorrow I'll bring her in personally, just you didn't see her, and she was a mess. Give me 24 hours and you can interview her. Please!" James begged Mad eye.

"24 hours, if she is not in my office tomorrow at 5.00pm. Then your involved too. Understand?"

"Thanks Mad eye!" James apparated out

,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸

"Lily? You here?" God if she wasn't here what James do then?

"I'm here, am I in trouble?" James saw the red streaks from where she had been crying so much.

"They just want to interview you tomorrow though, so you can stay here if you prefer" James said trying to get closer to her

"No I want to go home, and then I'm leaving. I'm sick of magic."

"You can't go just yet, if you leave before your interview then your going to look guilty."

"They think I killed her don't they? Tell me the truth." Said lily

"Bellatrix escaped, Simon is dead, you're their only suspect" James couldn't lily in the eye.

"Fine, I'm going home, what time is my interview?" lily knew she had to pull herself together if she didn't want to go to prison.

"5.00 pm mad eye's office, lily I really don't think –"

"James I don't care what you think!"

,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸¸.·´¯·.¸ ,.-´¨¯¨·-.¸

a/n: there you have it ! ok I really need reviews for this chapter, do you think I should have ;

Everyone to believe lily is guilty or not guilty?

Ok please please please please please please please please REVIEW!

Again thank you to Hollaback girl!