A/n ok, I'm like the reviews to last chapter that's why I'm updating quicker on this chapter. Also to tigerlily141 the answer to your question lies in this chapter.

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Peter sat at the bar in the hog's head, with his filthy glass of fire whiskey contemplating about his new assignment and what he had just done to his best friend.

"Pettigrew"

Peter turned around to see a Severus Snape (a/n I want him to die in the next book!) looking at him with the smuggest look on his face. "What do you want Snape" Peter was in no mood to humour him tonight.

"Just seeing how you're holding up after, you saw The Dark Lord. Did he tell you his new project for you?" Snape leered at him

"Leave me alone."

"I would be careful what you say to me if I were you. After all there isn't Potter here to save you, if you really piss me off" Snape snapped.

"Look you have had your fun, now please leave me alone in peace" Peter was too tired and worried to care if Snape did decide to curse him.

"How did you do it?"

"Do what?" Peter asked perplexed

"How the hell did you get that mudblood to fuck Potter's brains out? I mean from what I hear she was leaving this world to join the muggle world again."

"Does it matter how I did it? Look all you have to know is that I did it and the Dark Lord will have a heir, even though I don't think lily would ever shag The Dark lord, she is not Bellatrix" Peter said draining his glass and ordering another.

"I wouldn't let Bella hear you say that! Even though you do have a point, that mudblood is an Ice queen! Just tell me how you got her impregnated that's all" Snape was determined to get it out of him. He couldn't believe someone as stupid had done it without getting caught or failing.

"For fuck's sake!" Peter snapped "before she was about to leave

I kidnapped her, jinxed her, so she would want to have sex with James. Then I made her drink potion, which basically is a fertility potion and it has a success rate that is sky high, all she had to do was shag Potter as you like to call him within the hour to actually get pregnant. There you have it now leave me alone. Oh and before you ask I knew James would be in the Leaky Cauldron I brought her there and then I erased her memory of what I had done and then acted as the concerned friend and told her she needed to talk to James before she left. Now fuck off!" Peter said slurred as he had a lot of Fire whiskey by now.

"I must say I am impressed. I never imagined you could do all of that. How you going to kill Potter?" he asked

"I don't know, Dumbledore has being keeping a close eye on him and the rest of them too. I'll come up with a plan don't worry. Now leave me alone!" Peter said angrily

"if you want help, you know you can have my assistance any time, day or night. I don't care as long as Potter is dead," Snape said savagely

"GET OUT AND LEAVE ME ALONE!" Peter shouted

"Fine" Snape apparated out of the pub

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4 Weeks later

James, Remus and Sirius were all wearing black robes. It as the Dorcas's memorial, and they were the few that had turned up. Som had turned up in pity, some turned up out of spite and the rest turned up because they knew her and liked her. They were walking out.

"Not bad memorial till Dorcas's brothers speech. Why was he so mean Sirius?" Remus asked. "I mean she was his sister. You think he could of have at least one nice thing to say!"

"No they had a fight when she was about sixteen and well she didn't speak about her family much. Suppose old wounds never heal. Do they?" Sirius said

"How you feeling padfoot? You alright? Want to go to the Leaky cauldron or maybe the three broomsticks to drown our sorrows?" James asked hopingly he had taken to drinking often since Lily left and what had made today worse to him as well. Lily had turned up for her best friend's memorial.

"I'm alright, it's not as though I was in love with her. You know me don't touch the stuff do I. like to distance myself from love altogether. But I'll survive you know me. Drink wouldn't go a miss. Moony you going to join us, as Peter bailed on us today." Sirius turned and looked at Remus.

"Yeh alright. Oh James I don't suppose you're in contact with lily are you? It's just well I would like to write to her. I was hoping to see her today but maybe she couldn't bear to come as she was the one to you know." Remus said most uncomfortably

"No why would I be in contact with her. She hates me!" James snapped

"Come lets go three broom sticks" said Sirius "it will be nice to see hogsmeade again, I haven't been there in ages"

"Yeh same here" James said a little more lightly trying not to focus on his reaction to Remus asking about lily. As they apparated over there. They found the pub half empty which meant they could get a descent seat.

"I'll buy the first round" Sirius said "mead all around? Or fire whisky"

"Mead will be alright to start" James said.

"To start? Your drinking a lot recently aren't you?" Remus said concerned

"And what if I am? I have been through a lot the past year maybe this is how I cope with things now? So but out Remus!" James was in no mood to be interrogated tonight.

"James I 'm just worried that's all, sorry for being worried about your well being! Also I haven't been the only one worried about your drinking! Have I Sirius?" Remus turning to Sirius for help

"Oh you brought that up did you Remus? Well James it has increased a little hasn't it over the past month." Sirius couldn't look him in the eye as he said this.

"Look if you two hadn't noticed I'm under a lot of pressure recently. So maybe a little drink relaxes me." James said with anger he couldn't believe his two friends where ganging up on him like this!

"James what pressure? Mad eye has laid off you for months he gives you all the easy work, everything! So James what pressure maybe we can help!" Remus pleaded with his best friend.

"You wouldn't understand. You would think I'm pathetic!" James whispered in to his mead

"We already do, so spill your guts out!" Sirius said with a smile

"lily left me" James said still looking down at his mead

Sirius looked at Remus as though he had an answer to what James had said. Then Sirius said "mate she left us all! She left all the people that cared for her! "

"No!" James persisted "she left me when I had a little peace in this world that everything was going to be alright because she was with me again. She gave me the confidence to live again, and she took it away just as easily as she gave it "James couldn't look at his friends. He didn't care if they wanted to help, he just wanted lily.

"James did you and Lily get back together before she left?" Remus asked

"I thought we had, but I was wrong. She told me she loved me that night and that there was no one else for her! But it all ended as soon as it began!"

"You shagged her then?" Sirius said

"to put it so brutally, yes I shagged her!"

Sirius began to laugh at James

"Sirius shut up! You wouldn't understand my pain! God who the hell have you lost!" James was so angry then all anger faded as he saw the look on Sirius's face." I'm sorry I forgot! I didn't mean it, I was just angry that's all!"

"It's ok. I would have been really pissed off if hadn't apologised and remembered Dorcas." Sirius said with understanding. "but there's' just one thing you could do for me to really is –"

"'Stop Drinking' I know, this is my last one unless someone dies or there's a party and I'll drink in moderation" James finished

"I think that's the best we are going to get aren't we moony?" Sirius said

"That will be fine, of course. James we never wanted you to stop drinking we just want to make sure you are ok that's all."

"I know, I know."

"Come on let's go back to my place and play a little poker!" Sirius said rubbing his hands together

"Yeh ok, but you guys know I'm going to kick your arse's right" said Remus with a cheeky smile upon his face

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There was Ashley Phillips sitting on her warm sofa watching the ten o'clock news with a nice mug coffee to comfort her. The wind was making the trees blow against her windows and the rain was pelting hard upon her house. The noise of the wind and rain was so loud she had to turn up the television full blast just to get a clear sound. As she began to settle back into the news she heard loud banging form her front door. She wondered who would be calling this late at night. She decided to ignore the banging from her front door; they would go away in time. But the banging persisted. Ashley finally decided to get up and answer it. She threw the door open and there she saw some one to whom she hadn't seen in many many years. It was her cousin soaked with the rain and by the looks of it she had been attacked. She ushered her in her warm house out of the rain.

"Lily! What a surprise to see you again for I haven't seen you since you were fifteen so long ago now. Lily but no offence what happened to you? Have been mugged? Look at the state of you!" Ashley said with concern in her eyes for her poor cousin Lily Evans.

"Ashley I'm sorry for calling so late. I had no where else to go. I went to Petunia's house and I got an ear full. Then then then-"lily then burst into more floods of tears.

"oh hush now! You know your welcome at my house any time. So are you going to tell me what happened to you or what." Ashley said handing Lily a tissue

"Well you know that I'm a witch" lily waited for Ashley's response. Ashley nodded in response. "Well at the moment there's a war going on at the moment and well these people who making the war are called Death eaters and the follow a person called Voldemort, well you see Voldemort doesn't like people like me from a non magical back ground. He kills them you see, and well you see it's not the first time I have been their target. So as I left Petunia's they attacked me, they seemed to want to kidnap me more than kill me. But I fought them off. Don't worry I don't think they followed me. I'll go if you're worried about your safety." Lily said getting up to leave.

"Nonsense! You're staying and I insist upon it! Now Lily let me get some antiseptic for those cuts of yours." Ashley said as she left the room

Lily got up and went to look at all the pictures, Ashley had. Ashley had a home something to which she could rely upon. She looked down at her abdomen and and placed her hand upon it and realised the only real home Lily ever had was Hogwarts. As a child lily was always moving around because of her father's job. She never really had stability till she went to Hogwarts. Lily was jealous of Ashley's home as lily really never had anything like it. She wondered if she chose to keep this baby. Could she give it the stability she never had? Ashley came back into the room carrying a bottle of amber liquid.

"Do you wan to clean your cuts?" Ashley offered

"No thank you. I'll do them, I'm not an invalid. Do think you could take me to hospital tomorrow, if it's not to much trouble?" lily asked

"Yes of course, why do think something could be damaged internally?" Ashley wondered worriedly

"No, I'm sure its fine. I just want to make sure it's ok. That's all" lily tried to smile as she said this.

"It?"

"I'm pregnant"

"Oh my god, lily! Why didn't you say? "

"Look I like found out a few days ago, I still don't know how I feel about it, I completely forgot all about it!"

"go have some sleep and we will go hospital first thing tomorrow morning ok?"

Lily got up and hugged Ashley. "Thank you" she wihispered

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a/n ok this chapter is just a filler really. But I would love it if you reviewed! Also I need your help again.

How do you think James should find out about lily being pregnant? Here are just a few of my ideas

he finds out when she is labour

she comes and tell him

one of the marauder(excluding peter) see hers with a bump and tel james.

Ok I know they are crap that's why I need you help so review and give your opinion please!