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Lily looked around in her surroundings, she was lying on a bed there were people pushing the bed towards a set of double doors. One man turned and looked at her and said;

"Miss it will be alright, your going to fine, you're in the hospital now. You and our baby will be fine. You're going to be a mama. Not long to go your nine centimetres dilated." They went though another set of double door and lily looked down at her stomach and saw this bump. As they entered the last set of doors they entered what looked like a delivery room

"What are you talking about" lily said in a panicked voice now realising what was going on. "I just found out I was pregnant!" she let out a murderous scream and she felt a sharp white hot pain in her abdomen.

"Why is this happening to me?" lily questioned the healers in mask all standing around her. But they all ignored her

"I can see a head!" cried the healer who was between lily's legs

"What! Listen to me! This isn't meant to happen! Stop it please stop it." She let out another scream. But this was not because of a pain but because she wanted them to listen. But they continued to ignore her.

"Congratulations miss" said a healer holding her baby

Lily looked at her new baby something filled her to which she had never felt before in her life. She put her arms out towards the child, but the healer wouldn't let her have it.

"You can't have a child so precious, you're a filthy little mudblood." The healer removed his mask and it was Lord Voldemort.

"Give me my baby!" lily screamed she looked at the other people around her for help put their overalls and mask soon moulded into black cloaks and white masks.

"Please! Give my baby! I don't want you to hurt it!" she leant forward and reached for the child again. But the hands of two death eaters pushed her back. Voldemort passed the baby to another death eater which drew his wand and uttered the words

"Avada kedrava"

The green light came straight at her.

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Lily woke with a start she gave scream as she woke up she sat straight up in her bed. She dripping with sweat and so were the bed sheets. She went in to bath room to wash her face to cool herself down. She looked in the mirror and saw big fat bags underneath her eyes. She closed her eye hoping that when she would wake up she would open them up it would be a dream everything and that she would be safe in her bed with Dorcas in the next room alive. She opened them. No such luck she was still exactly where she was before she closed her eyes. She suddenly felt a violent jolt in her stomach. She crouched over the toilet and was sick. And she coughed she began to cry. She put her head against the seat and sat there on the floor and cried. This just wasn't fair. She wanted to be little again when you had no worries except your what are you going to have for dinner. She just wanted her life to end right now.

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2 months later

James put his hands to his temples and started to massage them to try and drown out mad eye constant spiel. He wasn't the only one ignoring him, Frank Longbottom and his new fiancée Alice were cuddling up together and giggling and whispering, James suspected, naughty things to each other. It jus them either it was loads of other people too. Zach looked as though he has fallen a slept all together and there was a blonde female Auror who had moved, or something was looking at her nail looking for chips. James suddenly went back to Blonde Auror. How come he had never noticed her extreme beauty before! She had shoulder length long blonde locks of curls, ruby red lips, and ice blue eyes with olive skin. It had been a long time since James had noticed another woman.

"Is any body listening to me?" mad eye irritably

"Nope, can we go to lunch now?" James asked cheekily hoping o catch the blonde attention, and he did the blonde giggled at his remark.

"Fine! Leave you lazy rat bags!"

As they left James went to the smoking corner. He had taken the habit again after his return. He noticed to blonde come over. She too lit a cigarette.

James looked at her with curiosity; he felt a strong attraction towards this woman. She looked at him and smiled.

"Hi!" James said spontaneously, thinking what an idiot he is going to look.

"Hey!" laughed back the blonde

"I'm James Potter" putting his cigarette in other hand and outing his right hand out to shake hers. She took his hand and replied;

"I'm Agatha Macross, call me aggie though, I hate Agatha!" she laughed she had a beautiful Australian accent.

"You our new transfer?" James asked trying to keep conversation going and hopefully strong

"Yeh, I'm the new kid. That mad eyes don't half go on a bit. Does he?" she laughed.

"He's my God father and my dad's best friend" James laughed at aggie's face when he said this. Her face completely dropped in shock.

"Look I didn't mean any harm I was – "

"Don't worry about it. We aren't close and he doesn't exactly tell everyone I am his god son. Actually we don't particularly get on but hey!"

"Still I'm sorry, if there's anything I could do to make up. It would make me feel much better about insulting your god father." She looked uneasy as she said this.

"Alright, come to dinner with me tonight if it would make you feel better" James said cheekily as he put his cigarette out. "I'll be at yours around seven?"

"Wait you don't where I live?" Aggie said in protest

"Don't worry about that! just be ready." He walked off with a big smile on his face.

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James and Aggie were sitting in a discrete restaurant in diagon alley, they had had a wonderful l meal and desert and were now on the after meal coffee. They had been talking like they had been old friends catching up.

"So," James questioned "why did you leave Australia?"

"My boss. He was a bit of an arsehole. He was if you like bullying me. Didn't help that he was my fiancé either!" Aggie said looking in to her coffee

"Jesus! That must have been fun!" James said taking a sip of his coffee.

"In the end I just had enough I put in for a transfer for any where and left him, and I haven't had a regret since." She said now cheering up

"Good for you!" said James smiling

"What about you then? There's a girl who got to you too I can just feel it."

"Its complicated and a very long story." James said not wanting to open this can of worms.

"Well we have till our coffees end. Come on I'm a good listener and anything you say to me is in confidentiality." She said

"Ok, well I met this girl at school and I was in love with her the moment I saw her, but she like didn't take notice of my affections at all. Until I saved her life and she was forced to become friends with me. So in the end we ended up together got engaged and then it just fell apart because of death eater really." James said bitterly

"She found some one else huh? While you were held captive? You got back there's a new guy in her life?"

James looked at Aggie as though she was reading his mind. "Yeh, how did you know?" James said in amazement

"Your James Potter you are a hero, doesn't take a rocket scientist you know. I am a woman! I know these things." Aggie laughed

"yeh you pretty amazing," James said looking straight in to her eye.

She looked away from his stare and began to blush," James are you hitting on me?" she laughed

"Maybe, maybe not," James smiled

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"It has been three months since we last met and yet there has been no attempt of murder of Potters life! Why Wormtail?"

"it has been difficult, that's all I'm trying master!" Wormtail squeaked with fear

"You're trying! Boo hoo. I want him dead and I want him dead now!"

"But –"

"Crucio-"

a/n I might not be able to update soon but the next chapter is going to be huge it might skip a few months but loads and loads is going to happen