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I got up and walked to my door before I left I looked at the clock it said 10:00. I wanted to just go to sleep but I knew I'd never be able to fall asleep until after I talked to someone. I checked Sadie's room but then remembered she was at a friend's house.
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I turned the car around and headed back to Jude's house. I parked the car in front of her house and left it running in case of a need for a quick getaway. I walked up to the door and was just about to knock when Jude opened it. She was crying and sniffling.
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"Tommy I don't have time for..."
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I grabbed her waist and pulled her into a kiss. She pulled away and I left leaving her on her front step crying.
I couldn't believe I did it again. The same thing happened not too long ago at her 16th birthday. I don't know why but when ever I see her I get kind of jumpy and I don't know what to say and usually end up hurting her.
My cell phone started ringing and the caller id said it was Kwest.
"Hey Kwest" I said.
"Hey I'm so glad I let Jude talk me into coming over tonight, why didn't you tell me you guys were together" Kwest said.
"We're not... Wait where are you."
"Look behind you man."
I looked behind me and saw Kwest getting out of his car. He walked up to the window.
"Dude why is she crying did you guys split?"
"We were never together."
"No need to hide it anymore I saw you kiss her."
"We're not together Kwest."
"But... So you just kissed her for absolutely no reason at all... Yea that makes tons of sense."
"I didn't sat I didn't have a reason."
"Man you need to go home and get some sleep because you're starting to say crap that has no meaning."
'I'm leaving and so are you.'
'No Jude invited me."
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At the sound of my name I looked up I saw Kwest talking to Tommy. I ran over there.
"Hey Jude" Kwest said smiling "Why didn't you tell me about you and Tommy I mean I know what happened on your 16th in the alley but I thought that was like a one time thing I didn't know you were together."
"You told him about the alley" Tommy and I said in unison.
"Ha-ha no no I saw you guys" Kwest said "Jude why'd you want me to come anyways.'
"Well I was wondering if maybe you could introduce me to those friends of yours" I said. Tommy's eyes widened and I knew he knew exactly what I meant
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I got out of the car and stood in front of Jude.
"Jude go inside your house Kwest you GO HOME" I yelled
"You're pretty protective for a guy who could careless whether I lived or died" Jude said.
"Jude."
"No Tommy admit it I could kill myself right in front of you tomorrow and you'd just point and laugh."
"Jude you know that isn't true."
"Correction Tommy's I know that is true."
"I'm gonna go" Kwest piped in.
"STAY" Jude and I yelled.
"I COULD JUST FALL TO THE GROUND RIGHT NOW AND YOU'D START TALKING TO KWEST ABOUT HOW ANNOYING OR STUPID OR HOW BAD A SINGER I WAS!"
"IF YOU FELL RIGHT NOW YOU'D NEVER HIT THE FLOOR!"
"WHY ARE YOU SO DAMN SWEET DURING A FIGHT?"
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!"
"WELL I LOVE YOU TOO
I walked closer and kissed her. Kwest quietly walked away and I pinned her against the car.
