"I don't care if I save the world I'd be happier leaving it" Jude started singing. I was almost out the door when I heard her start playing her guitar badly due to the level of intoxication but her voice was still as good as always. She started signing the chorus.
"I don't want to live my life I just want to runaway from this pain Don't want to worry about what's gonna happen next I need something to get rid of this burn Give me anything you've got to make my life end I was formerly happy."
After hearing that last line I ran upstairs. When she saw me in her door way she flipped me off and continued singing the second verse
"I need to leave and never some back Never feel hurt again Just need to wander over the edge."
"Jude what's it called" I asked sitting next to her.
She pulled out a bag of something that was white and powdery.
"Jude is that coke" I asked
"No it's not it's powdered sugar Kwest gave it to me but told me it was something else" I said glaring at him just because he cared "why Tommy thy did you pick now to tell me how you felt." I lied down on my bed and was about to fall asleep
When he finally answered
"I finally realized there was no point in denying it I loved you and I'd never stop" Tommy said lying down next to me.
"And you couldn't have figured this out before my 16th"I asked sitting up.
Tommy sit up and pulled me closer. He looked like he was seriously thinking about kissing me but he didn't. He let go of me and got up. "You're not doing this to me again" I said "you're not just going to walk away" "Jude you need some rest I'm not leaving I'll sleep on the couch OK" Tommy said and he walked out the door.
I'll talk to him tomorrow.
I woke up at 9:00 the next morning. I jumped out of
bed and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth then I
went downstairs to see Tommy
"Good Morning" Tommy said turning around "sleep
well?"
"Not exactly" I replied.
Tommy walked out of the kitchen. I walked behind him.
He sat on the couch and I sat down next to him.
"I love you" I mumbled.
"I love you too" he said pulling me closer to him.
I felt like crap I was tired and I had a bad headache
and my stomach wasn't in the best mood either but
when he was holding me I felt like I was on cloud nine.
(A/N: I know horribly cliché)
I know don't know what this is about this whole
sudden proclamation thing but I like it. Although I know
this isn't a dream I still feel like I could pinch myself and
not even feel it. I fell asleep in Tommy's arms. I knew
something had to be wrong if I was this tired after just
waking up but I didn't care.