Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation or anythin' that goes with it- although sometimes I wish I did. But,as far as I know, I own the suicide knife.

Author's note:I got this idea from reading a poem off this here webpage(actually,I had this planned a long time ago-the poem gave me motivation.Yeah.Thats it.) So thanks to whomever did that. It was a great poem!

Oh! and one more thing-the title is inspired by an Erasure song! It's a line from their Spiralling song. Yes,thats my secret. I listen to Erasure while I write. If I cooould (make the world a little better) you know I wooold...(Get it?)

Pairings:I (at least I try) don't do them! So if its dirty boy lovin' you want, go read a YAOI story with a high-ass rating!


You Give Me the Courage to Die-Chapter 4

Yuki ran to his bedroom and changed into a dress shirt and jeans. He then threw one of his long heavy coats on and ran back into the living room. He thought about hefting Shuichi over his shoulder, but thought it inappropriate. Eiri wrapped the boy in a dark blue blanket and picked him up in his arms. It was and awkward position, he was banging into Shuichi with every step. But this felt right. Though stupid looking, Yuki found he owed it to the dead man. It was the kind of thing he would have wanted.

The rain was pounding on the road. It was dark outside, and the clouds made it extremely difficult for the sun to shine. Eiri's coat was quickly drenched and heavy with water, but nothing could stop him now. Depending on where he was, he walked or ran. The streets seemed deserted. Yuki couldn't decide whether it was the weather or his shock that kept people from his sight. No fans surrounded him or asked for an autograph. It seemed he wasn't crazy after all.

The novelist couldn't decide where to go, but he found himself running towards the hospital. Not a very good place for a dead man he thought. But there was a strange thread of hope coursing through Yuki's subconscious.

Yuki ran through the rain for what seemed an eternity. The hospital was twenty blocks away, but he kept running. He burst through the doors, almost literally shattering them. Eiri could tell he had scared the hell out of the staff, because they were staring at him as if he were the devil himself.

"Get me a fucking doctor NOW!"


First off, I'm sorry this Chapter is so short. Its just so late here...

I got some comments saying that this story is good (I-am-so-HAPPY!) so watch for new chapters! All I have to do is fiure out HOW IN THE HELL to end this thing! ;)

Hey Chels,I know you're seeecreeets! You still have a blood fetish running through your he-ed!

Shut up me. I do no-ah-ot.

PS:I changed my profile,so check that out.

Please review, as it is the gateway to further stories and chapters! The power of the people.

I added a new chapter to my Gravific story. Or if you read this within the next ten minutes of my writing this, there WILL be one.

Kanpai!

-Cherushii