A/N: Title may need to be changed. Just an idea I thought of after Quinn told Veronica about Sabastian's death.
Heartbreak and Loss
Veronica Donavon got away from danger, away from Quinn and his dangerous game. Veronica didn't want to believe what she heard. Was Sabastian really dead? So many thoughts went through her head.
" I pushed him away," Veronica thought, " There was one point when I wanted nothing more than to be his wife. But then things happened. I got involved in Lincoln's case, Michael's case and they became more important than him. I put off the planning, the invitations, the caterers, everything. I pushed him away and instead of delaying the wedding, Sabastian cancelled it. I was upset, but not at him, I was upset at myself. Sabastian supported me through and through. Have I now lost him forever? Is he really dead?"
Veronica didn't want to believe what she heard, but a part of her did believe it and now she was even more heartbroken.
" I got away from my own danger only to learn that Sabastian may be gone forever. Why did this happen? I know I hurt him, but I was just doing my job, I know Lincoln is innocent and I want to save him, but I didn't want to lose Sabastian. He was a good man. I loved him and I still love him. Sabastian forgive me, I was wrong."
Veronica knew she couldn't change what happened, but if she could she still would of married him.
" You'll always be with me," Veronica thought to herself, " I'm sorry Sabastain, I miss you and I will always love you."
Veronica had so many thoughts running around in her head that she couldn't focus. She was determined to save Lincoln's life, but at times it did come that she maybe ruining hers.
" I ruined things," Veronica thought, " Things may never be the same again."