I've taken steps forward

But now, I've taken more steps back.

My insecurities have returned

Releasing upon my heart a full-fledged attack.

I know I must stay calm and serene

So as to allow my esteem's return.

I need to push all it all away

So my heart its old boundaries can be relearned.

To take it one day at time causes my heart much pain

And to feel the pain's torture drives me to tears.

I have to pace myself to drive away the sting

And I have to stay steady as I vanquish my fears.

I long for the sun

For there is no warmth in the shadowy place I occupy at this time.

I get closer everyday, though

Because I can see the light and hear the calming chime.

I feel the warmth upon my skin

And the attack on my heart has ceased.

My serenity has returned; I've defeated every fear

And now finally, once again fled have the terror-causing beasts.

The sun soars upon me

All my shadows have gone away.

I've come back to myself

And my debt to my heart I have paid.

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I personally think this a Riku poem, but if you think it may pertain to another Kingdom Hearts character please tell me in a review. I hope you enjoy this poem.

A special thanks to Angstluver. You were the only one to review chapter 4. I hope you enjoythis poem as well. I'm inspired by all of you who believe in me.

Question:

Is darkness good or bad?

I know the answer, but if you'd like you can try to answer it in a review. The person whose's answer is either correct or the most creative will have the next poem dedicated to them. I will give you all a month. Thanks.