A/N: I know, most of you want me to be working on something else, but I'm having a spaz-out. Anywho, this is another song-type thing that I never really wrote about TP, but it fits Kel. This was written on the same night that I wrote Supposed, and this is what inspired it.
I want to make you a part of my world
I want to hold you close
Until I can feel
Until I know I'm real
This isn't easy but
This isn't the first time
My heart's been breaking itself down
I swore off feeling
But the scar's still there
And it won't go away
I want to trust you
I want to let go and just live
But I can't take these risks
How can I ever really find myself?
I've been focused
On the destination
And not about the journey
And suddenly I wonder
How I got here
How I got like this
I swore off feeling
But the scar's still there
It's just hiding
Waiting to reappear
And everything
Until now has
Been just a game
But now it's real
And I have no clue
What are the rules?
What am I doing?
And I'm scared
Can you help me?
Can you take away the pain?
Are you my final act of healing?
Will I never have to hurt again?
So many questions in my head
And I know the answers
Even if I won't admit it
'Cause I'm scared
Can you help me?
Can you take away the pain?
So I can finally feel again…