I never asked for the tears to come
But since when does my body obey me?
Maybe my vision is blinded by blood
But I can no longer see
What is right and what is wrong
I never asked for the pain and hurt
But since when do emotions care?
Ever since they left me alone
I feel so naked and bare
Exposed
I never asked for impending doom
But since when does life give a damn?
This existence has become rather useless
Since I don't even know who I am
I only want happiness
I never asked for the power
But since when will I let them know?
These are the things I think I should
Tell you before I go
Into darkness forever
I never asked for suicide
But since when do we have a choice?
I never asked to be suppressed
But since when do we have a voice?
Freedom of speech is such a lie
I never asked for a bullet
But since when does death abide?
Physical death is nothing though
To my internal suicide
Some things are worse than death
I never asked for life to start with
But since when is my life in my hands?
I never asked for so much killing
But since when can I take a stand?
Never
I never asked for all this pain
But since when does the world look?
Every one's both liberal and crazy
Or living by the book
I cant take it
I never asked for a gun to my chest
But yet here I am in pain
Some would say I'm stupid
Others that I'm insane
So what?
I never asked to die alone
But my friends were never friends
So here alone on this cold night
I meet my tragic end
The trio just lost a member