Is this the freedom
I longed to find?
It's
horribly empty
I'm losing my mind
Again
I always heard
The light is sweet
But not when it's tainted
With bitter defeat
Nowhere to go
Our master is gone
And two of us live
We always want more
Than anyone can give
I think he realized that
Abandoned once
And now again
Is having a family
A fucking sin?
One
down, two to go
I don't think I loved them
But he was a friend
Did he care about
us?
Until the end…
No; he wouldn't of left if he did
What if I was
To leave the last alone
Make him suffer again
Chilled to the bone
Is it colder than the ocean's waters?
I'll have to ask him
If I get the chance
If I don't die during
This fatal dance
May I cut in?
A waltz, a tango
Switch off for the lead
Power in my hands?
That's what I need
The music's changing
So calm and slow
Then disturbed and fast
A simple reflection
Of my god-awful past
But I don't believe in God.
I think he watches
With hopless eyes
What's it like
To watch two friends die?
From the inside out
I wonder if he
Is dying too
Slowly and painfully
But how about you?
Do
you feel it?
Do you feel the blood
The drenches our skin?
Are you in our minds
Every now and again?
Have a nice stay
Do you see them?
The stains inside
Mind, body, soul
Every kind of suicide
Should I?
Little brother
Mom and Dad
Join the best thing
I've ever had
But I couldn't have that for long. Why would death be different?
Hear the sound of a choking teen
Locked up in his room
Hanging from the ceiling
His own impending doom
And then there was one.
A/N: This one might be harder to figure out. It goes with 'I Never Asked' (chapter 7) but it's a different person. If you think about it, you should be able to get it. Unless you've never seen Yugioh! Waking the Dragons. (Huge hint there, peeps).
And a special thanks to –No One of Consequence- (Formerly AlexoftheShadows). I'm opening up to requests now, she gets first dibs for reviewing EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER! .