A/N: eh…it's kind of sucky but I just thought of it…it's kind of like gravi ep. 9 changed, iunno, I kind of like it….it's kind of what I wished happened…

Disclaimer: Gravitation is not mine! It's Ms. Maki Murakami's and I thank her oh so very much for writing it

Rated PG for language

Chp. 1:Problems

It's been about a month since Shuichi Shindou and the famous writer Eiri Yuki have become lovers, they've had their ups and downs, but Shuichi is still in love with Yuki, and he hopes Yuki feels the same way for him.

Now Shuichi, being the rising Jpop Star that he is, has to shoot many video's today. Leaving Eiri home all alone, or so he thought. While Shuichi and his band bad luck were shooting fabulous video's, Mr. K. and Eiri were having a little, "chat".

"…..I was wondering what happened to Mr. Shindo. The whole week he hasn't been at work…" K started. "well I don't know what he's been doing" said Eiri. "but it sure as hell isn't my fault. So ask him, not me…" he said as he started to walk off "Mr. Yuki" K Started to say, "we at NG record's are trying to make Bad Luck the hit new band. Selling 1,000,000 copies is out top priority right now…the only reason why Shindo has been so messed up lately is because of you. So I would suggest doing what I tell you…"

Shuichi gets home only to find Yuki waiting for him. "were the hell have you been all day you damn brat" Yuki said rather angrily. "sorry Yuki…we were shooting music video's all day an-" Yuki started to cut him off. "you could have at least called and said you were coming home late, last thing I need is you getting the shi-" suddenly a bullet interrupted Yuki, cutting a small piece of his hair and going right into the wall space next to his head.

Shit this guy is insane…Yuki thought

Of course, K was shooting him.

"do you ever feel like someone's out to get you sometimes?" Shuichi said looking at Yuki. Slowly he started to walk over. When he got to were Yuki was he noticed a hole in the wall "….Yuki what is this? It looks like a bullet hole…" Yuki slammed his hand on the wall covering the hole "I don't think so" with the other hand, Yuki lifts up Shuichi's head slightly by softly pushing up on his chin, looking him straight in the eyes Yuki began "you damn brat your always pestering me abo-" 5 more bullet shots went around Yuki and Shuichi. "what the hell was that!" Shuichi said. :I think someone's shooting at us!" he said as he ran over by the window side. Peeking around and out the window to look around. But he saw none.

"alright, fine already.." Yuki mumbled to himself

he put both his hands on either side of Shuichi's head and pretty much pinned him against the wall. Looking at him with his piercing eyes Yuki said in a rather soft, but still serious voice " Shuichi, if you promise you'll try your hardest at recording, and sell 1,000,000 copies then…" Yuki pulled out two tickets to something "then I'll ta-" "wow!" Shuichi interrupted. "those are tickets to Odaiba Amusement park! Are you really gonna take me Yuki?" "only if yo-" Yuki began before being interrupted again by Shuichi. "wait a sec Yuki,…are you gonna take me on a-a date!" "something like that" Yuki responded.

"oh yu!.." Shu began almost shrieking happily. But decided to do something else. He went in about 1 inch away from Yuki's face and whispered, "..thank you Yuki." And then kissed him softly on the lips. A soft, small, smile went across Yuki's face as he kissed his little pink haired lover back.

30 minutes later

"HEY GUYS!" Shuichi yells as he burst through the studio doors. "well you seem rather happy Shuichi." Hiro said. "did something happen again with you and Mr. Yuki?" Fujisaki asked. "something better have happened…" mumbled K

"you could say that I guess…" Shu-chan said with a giant grin on his face. "now come on guys lets get recording!" Shuichi yelled happily.

They spent almost the rest of day recording. But got through every song with only 1 or 2 takes.

When Shuichi got home he yelled as he closed the door, "YUKIIII! I'M HOME!" now usually he would get a "be quiet you damn brat," or "shut up your so noisy" from Yuki. But this time it was utter silence. "Yuki…?" he said quieter. "are you home?" he searched the house theroly and there was no sign of Yuki. "hmm…I wonder were he we-" Shuichi abruptly stopped talking when there was a loud bang on the door. He was going to open it. But he heard many loud voices and camera clicks. The TV was on so he heard a faint sound of something very upsetting and surprising. He stood in front of the TV and turned up the volume.

"We are currently standing outside the apartment of Mr. Eiri Yuki. A famous romance novelist who is rumored to be living with the new popular music artist Shuichi Shindou of Bad Luck" a TV reporter said

oh no….Shuichi thought. If Yuki comes home now then…before he even finished his thought he ran over to the phone to call Yuki. No answer.

Meanwhile Yuki was walking home from god knows were and heard the TV's in the window telling the same report.

"…We are still knocking on Mr. Eiri Yuki's door, hoping he will come out. In fact we're still hoping if anyone is even home…"

Shuichi went outside and looked over the balcony. Seeing all the reporters, and cameras.

Suddenly someone saw him and he ducked down quickly.

"Look! Someone's up there!" someone said "Hey I think that Mr. Shindou!" another said. And the rest all rushed into the building.

"oh shit…what have I done.." Shuichi said in a whisper

as he went back inside, he saw what he did not want to see, Yuki.

He listened to the Reporter more….

"…we seem to have spotted on the balcony which we are sure is Mr. Shindou an-" the camera suddenly turned around. "oh and here is Mr. Yuki now!" reporters and camera's and everybody there started to gather around Yuki asking questions like "is it true you and Mr. Shindou are living together?" and "are you and Shuichi Shindou lovers?" and all that shit.

Shuichi started to run to the door when the phone rang. He would let the machine get it. But when it did, he stopped to listen to the voice leaving the message.

"Hello Eiri, this is Ayaka. I Was calling to thank you again, and to accept your proposal. I am Glad to hear that you are now ending this ridiculous relationship with Mr. Shindou an-" Shuichi couldn't take it anymore. He could feel the tears burning in the back of his eyes, but still ran out the door. Reporters started coming after him now but he yelled.

"NO! STOP IT! STOP IT ALL OF YOU!" everyone was shocked "leave Yuki alone because if you don't you'll have to de-" then he remembered what he had just heard. Then everybody was no longer in a trance and started to flood him with the same questions. "so it's true you are living with Mr. Eiri Yuki?" and "why is it that your living with him" Yuki came over he put one arm around his shoulder and started to say "me and Shuichi are lo-" but Shuichi interrupted. "no." Yuki's eyes widened. "me and Mr. Yuki are not living together. Nor are we lovers. In fact he just made a formal purpossel to A miss. Ayaka Usami" he was now looking down at the ground. Feeling the tears in the corner of his eyes. "I had met him a few days ago and he had made fun of my lyrics. I just came over today to prove to him that I could write better. Now that I did…" choking back tears he slowly continued. "I am…..leaving him….wishing h-him the best of luck on his…marriage." He couldn't help it anymore the tears started streaming down his face and luckily Eiri had noticed. But when he was about to say something Shuichi thrust Yuki's arm off his shoulder and ran quickly down the hall. But made it look like he wasn't trying to escape. When he was finally at the end of the hall, Away from everyone, Shuichi collapsed to his knee's and balled his eyes out. crying and sobbing over his broken heart.

Eiri, still standing there. Eyes wide open in shock, yet still showing a feeling of despair.

Oh-god…. He thought. What the fuck have I done?

Yuki quickly ran inside, now ignoring the other people. He heard the beeping of the answering machine and said "oh no…" he ran over and pressed the button. Listening to Ayaka's message, he realized what Shuichi had done, and why. suddenly he could feel his own tears, but held them back.

He remembered now…when he told Ayaka he was going to break up with Shuichi. Then he suddenly felt like he wanted to die. Now feeling the pain Shuichi had felt just then.

"But…." Yuki began to say quietly. "I…changed my mind…I, love you now…Shuichi…" and that time. He actually let himself cry.

So what do you think?

Should I continue or no?

If it sucks tell me. I don't care how blunt it is.

I think it sucks but whatever…