Disclaimer-it's Maki Murakami's people! You should know that by now!

A/N: I don't even like this fic. I LOVE the beginning tho, like before it goes to yuki's house.

Chap. 2: "…I Finally Found You…."

Shuichi finally got up. Thinking were he was going to go. 'I can't go to Hiro's…' he thought. 'Not yet anyway...and I don't really have an apartment anymore either….' He really didn't know where he was going to go, but he knew he couldn't stay here anymore; the pain was just too unbearable. He went down the rest of the hallway, got into the elevator, and pressed the lobby button. 'This were Yuki and I had our first kissed…' he thought, as a teeny tiny smile crept across his face. He quickly hit the thought away as he could feel his tears coming back. As soon as the elevator door opened, he sprinted out like lightning, right out of the building. He just kept running, going somewhere…anywhere he didn't know, but he figured any place was better than that apartment building. Finally after running around for almost an hour now, he just feel to his knees right there, were ever "there was", and started to cry again, bawling his eyes out into his hands. He finally started to settle down, and looked up to get aware of his surroundings. He was stuck with a great deal of shock when he become aware of were he had stopped. "Why did I come here…?" he whispered softly to cold, sweet, and darkness. He looked around some more, half dumbfounded, half still trying to figure it out. He had landed smack dab in the middle spot between were him and Yuki had first met.

Back at Yuki's

When Yuki had realized he was crying he quickly wiped them away. He grabbed his coat, got on his shoes, grabbed his keys and ran out the door, sprinting down the hallway to the elevator. When he was in the elevator. He thought the exact same thing. 'this is were I kissed Shuichi for the first time…I don't think it meant anything back then but now..' suddenly the door opened, and he shot out. He was thinking were Shuichi could've been. He checked his favorite bars, stores, he even went to the studio. But he couldn't find his little pink-haired lover anywhere. Then he thought, 'maybe he's at Hiro's!' he ran back to his car and drove over to Hiro's as fast as he could.

Back at the Park.

Shuichi had made his way to a bench. He was still crying, but not as hard. Finally he started yelling at himself. "ARG! I SHOULD HAVE SEEN THIS COMING!" he paused. "….I really should have seen this coming. Yuki's not gay...I was just there for him to have his fun, nothing more! And as soon as I met Ayaka, damn it I should have known then he was gonna choose her! He was supposed to marry her anyway! Man I feel so, so stupid in thinking that he really loved me back…."

Back at Hiro's

:ding dong: Yuki rang the bell to Hiro's place. "coming!" Hiro yelled from inside. A minute later the door opened. "Hel-" Hiro stopped when he saw Yuki and a great deal of worry spread across his face. "what the hell happened to Shuichi?" he asked, now angry. "how do you know something's wrong!" asked Yuki rather surprised. "Why the hell else would you be here! I doubt you came over just to have tea and a friendly chat with me!" Hiro yelled. Then continued, "your looking for him, aren't you?" "…." "so he ran away? Well he's not here. And I suggest you find him right now, or I will kill you." Before Yuki could say anything Hiro slammed the door in his face.

Yuki was going to get in his car when he remembered he didn't have it. "damn I must have left it at the arcade. I was in such a hurry I just ran here…." He said quietly to himself. 'whatever. I need to think some things over anyway, a walk will be nice I'll get my car later…' he thought. He'd been walking for awhile and before he knew it, he was in the park. "hey this is-" he began until he heard distant cries. He kept walking, a bit faster though. Until something caught his eye and stopped him dead in his tracks.

'Shuichi…!'

Yuki couldn't move, he just listened for a minute.

"This isn't fair!" Shuichi yelled softly at what he thought was only him.

"h-he said he loved me, didn't he? He's the one that said we should be lovers! He's the one that kissed me! He started it all! But yeah, I guess it's only right that he ends it all too, ne? but he…Y-Yuki he…" Shuichi was no whispering, but Yuki could still hear it. "…he said he'd belong to me? Bull shit. Damn it Yuki…I wasn't ready to give my heart up…I wasn't ready t-to fall in love…" Shuichi sat there, tears silently streaming down his face. Yuki took one step forward, and the leaf under his foot crackled. Shuichi's head shot up and he quickly turned around "Yuki!" Shuichi jumped up and tried to ran, but Yuki had run to him before he knew it. Yuki grabbed his arm and Shuichi just stood there. One hand by his side one had in back of him held with Yuki's tight grip. "Shuichi look…you don't understand, that was…:sigh: things changed, you would just-" "listen?' Shuichi finished for him. "well I'm tired of listening Yuki. Cause when I listen. All I hear is you insulting me, yelling at me, telling me to leave. The only reason I listened was to hear what I wanted you to say, and you never said it." "Shuichi…I l-" he was gong to say it. But again Yuki was choking on his words. For some reason he just couldn't say it to him. 'Shuichi I love you! I really really do! I wanna tell you but the words won't come out-' "look Yuki. I have feelings. Whether I'm a slutty girl or a guy. I'm a person. I'm not just some new toy you have for a month, and when you get bored of it you through it away. I don't wanna be thrown around anymore!" Shuichi pulled his arm from Yuki and started running. "STOP RIGHT THERE SHUICHI SHINDOU!" suddenly, before he knew it, Shuichi had stopped dead in his tracks. Yuki ran up and stopped right behind Shuichi. "Shuichi, please don't go…" he whispered to him. "I…I finally found you…"

TBC