Disclaimer-I don't own Shit! Except the plot…which I thought of while I was sitting at the bottom of a slide. Lol
PG13-language! With me you can stretch that enough.
Chap. 5-Our Love is Forever…Shuichi was woken up the next morning with a soft kiss from Yuki. When he actually opened eyes he noticed two, beautiful blue eyes staring at him. He also realized that he was in the same exact position he was the night before.
"Your fever is gone…"
"Yeah…thanks a lot Yuki"
"Hey don't thank me. I didn't do anything. All I did was take a shower like you told me too…jeeze." Yuki gave him one of his award winning smiles and Shuichi just couldn't resist. Still lying in bed, Shuichi pulled Yuki in from his neck into a deep, passionate, loving kiss. And for the first time in his life, Yuki was the one surprised. Yuki grabbed onto Shuichi once more and with that, Shuichi reflexively rolled on top of Yuki, still kissing him. Now there's Yuki getting in the mood, his hands sliding down Shuichi waist and, BOOM! The door flies open and there's Tohma, standing there with a beaming smile on his face. Before Shuichi even knew what was happening, Yuki literally, picked him up of himself, and threw him off the bed. Shuichi landed right on his butt with his boxers slightly down (nothing showing…)
"Yuki! What the fuck was that for!-" Shuichi stopped when he saw Tohma standing there. Tohma just looked at Shuichi, with a rather confused look.
"Why are you down there Shu-Kun?"
"Gee, I don't know, why am I down here…?" Shuichi said looking up at Yuki with a very dissatisfied look on his face. He got up, and quickly put on some pants. Then sat in the chair that was conveniently away from both Tohma and Yuki.
Yuki slapped himself in the forehead with the motion that says "wow am I an idiot or what?"
"What the hell do you want Seguchi?"
"Well I haven't seen you or Mr. Shindou in quite a bit. I was starting to think you and him had eloped or something! Hahaha"
He just gave Yuki this blank, unhappy look. Like Yuki and Shuichi actually DID go get married. Yuki put his hands on his head and started to scratch it. But really he was just showing Tohma his fingers for proof that him and Shu-kun didn't elope.
Seguchi settled down and before he could even ask, Shuichi already started to answer his question.
"I had a really bad case of the flu. I was sick for about 3 days, ok? And Yuki was watching me. And you know just 'cause you're my boss and his brother in law doesn't give you the right to barge into our-…his apartment any time you damn feel like it. For all you know he could've been gone and I would've been walking around naked eating a tub of ice cream. I doubt you'd want to see that, unless you're some creepy perverted 30 year old man" he gave Tohma a flat out dull unhappy, annoyed look, With eyes that said leave the place now or I'm gonna through you out a fuckin window…
Well, Thoma got the message. And he did leave. Actually, he bolted out of the apartment running for his dear life.
Shuichi gave a sigh of relief that that pain in the ass Seguchi was finally gone. He got up and went over to the night stand to grab his glasses (A/N-yes Shuichi wears glasses now, ok? hehe) he turned around to walk to the door when Yuki pulled him down onto the bed again.
"WOAH!"
He "coincidentally" landed in a kiss with Yuki.. The baffled Shuichi was then pulled into an embrace. Yuki then whispered into his ear,
"Your wrong…it is…our apartment."
Shuichi smiled happily and kissed Yuki again.
"Thank you"
"Oh wait! I have something for you!"
Yuki said with a big smile. He reached over to the drawer on the other side of the bed and pulled out what appeared to be two necklaces.
"Just wear them both for now…."
Yuki said hooking the necklaces on Shuichi.
Shuichi looked down at them. Gold. Two heart pieces that you could break apart, like those best friend things, only when he lifted the necklace and read it. It said
'Our Love is Forever'And on the back it had Yuki's name on One's side and Shuichi's on the other.
Shuichi Almost cried. Well he did actually, but not uncontrollably.
He jumped on to Yuki knocking him on the bed giving him a big hug and kisses.
"Yuki..." he said quietly snuggling him
"Tell me again why the hell I would ever doubt your love for me…"
Yuki smiled and simply answered,
"Cause half the time I'm a heartless bastard to you.."
He said it rather seriously too.
"Yuki, if I ever think that after this, there's something wrong with my head…"
He said clutching onto his necklace.
Next day
Shuichi's phone began to ring at around 6:00 a.m. it was his day off yet Thoma was calling him.
He was sleeping on the couch. He had gotten up in the middle of the night and slipped out of Yuki's arms. He didn't know why. He just needed to be alone. Shuichi answered the phone quietly while Yuki slept in the other room.
"Moshi, Moshi?" he said quietly.
"Shuichi." Thoma said rather concerned.
"We need to talk. Please come to my office right away."
And with that he hung up.
A little bit annoyed he got up and changed. Then ran outside. He figured he'd just walk and go through the park. He stopped at the spot in between the bushes next to the bridge.
'Yuki…' he thought.
He regained his senses and inhaled the fresh morning air before continuing.
Once in the building he got in the elevator up to the top floor. He knocked lightly on Tohma's door.
"Come in," he said.
Shuichi just walked in and shut the door calmly. Still a little annoyed that he got woken up at 6 on a day off.
"Ok Mr. Seguchi, this better be one hell of an important talk to wake me up this early.." he said very annoyed and frustrated.
"It's about Eiri"
Shuichi's head shot up looking Tohma straight in the eyes. Now a bit worried and more into the conversation.
"What about Yuki…?"
"Eiri is very sick." He began. Good old straight forward Thoma.
"It's his nerves and such. And I know it's because of you. This started when he met you. I know I've been trying to get you away from him but this time I think it would be good for everyone. He didn't want me to tell you. But this is the only real reason why you should stop seeing Eiri. He is precious to both of us, I know that. And that's why you must leave him be."
Shuichi just stood there. Head down, eyes popping out of his head.
"Shuichi…?"
Thoma looked at him for a moment then realized the circles of water on the rug. Shuichi continued to cry silently until Thoma began to speak again.
"Shu-"
"No. Your right. I knew something was wrong I just didn't know what. I was Selfish. I should leave. I shouldn't be hurting the one that I love"
Shuichi turned and left. The door didn't shut all the way and when Tohma got up to shut the door, he heard Shuichi down the hall banging on the wall. He shut the door slightly peering through the crack and listening.
He was sobbing heavily, but controlled.
"I-I wouldn't have put him through all that shit with Ayaka, and the fight. And all that other stuff. I should've let him marry her!"
He stopped and sniffed then continued to himself with his head up against the wall.
"I guess I knew I wasn't good for him. I should've listened to Tohma, I just…I didn't want to let him go. He's the only person I've ever loved. And basically the only one I've dated. I should've left a while ago…"
He stood up straight and pressed the elevator button while wiping his eyes.
"I'll just leave a tiny note. Take a few of my things. That's all I need. Other than him, but, those are all the things I need that I can actually have." He said with a bit of a chuckle and stepped into the elevator.
Thoma sighed sadly, thinking if what he did was selfish, or the right thing.
Shuichi crept in quietly at home.
"Food is in the microwave Shu!"
Yuki yelled from the shower.
Damn it. Now he was going to feel even more guilty, leaving while Yuki was just in the other room.
"Thanks!"
Shuichi yelled back.
He tried to quickly run to his room to get his stuff but just as he ran past the bathroom,
Yuki opened the door and grabbed Shuichi hugging him from the back tightly.
"I just needed a walk this morning, is all."
He said knowing Yuki was going to ask him where he went.
"Ok then."
He smiled kissing Shuichi on the head and going to his room.
Shuichi started crying uncontrollably the rest of the distance to his room. He pulled out a duffle bag and started packing things. Just things. He didn't need much, other than what he couldn't have. He had given Yuki copies of all the pictures. So he took all his. He took his song book ripped out the first page and shoved the book into his bag. He didn't know what song was on the sheet he just flipped it over and wrote a note to Yuki.
'Yuki-I…love you. And I'm so sorry but I have to leave. And if I'm breaking your heart then ours can be broken together. But you can get better if I leave. I want you to get better. I don't want to make you any more sick than you are already. You don't know how sorry I am. I wouldn't do this if I didn't love you more than myself. I would risk the world's life before I would give you up. But this is serious. If you want to know how I found out, just visit your 'brother'. I love you, and goodbye.
-Shuichi'
He picked the note up and ran to the kitchen with his bag. Yuki was still in his room and he didn't hear Shuichi. Shuichi un-hooked the hearts and took off the necklace piece that said Shuichi on the back, hanging the piece over the note, which was the ONLY thing pinned on the fridge.
He wiped away some tears and ran out the apartment jolting downstairs. He called a taxi and went to the air port. He went to the one place Yuki would never think Shuichi would go. New York.
Yuki heard the door slam shut a little too late.
'Shuichi!",
He yelled running out of his room. He went to the kitchen to get his usual 'after shower beer' but before he opened the fridge he noticed the necklace and note. He read the note and almost started to cry as horror and sadness swept over his face.
"He…he couldn't have!"
Yuki ran to Shuichi's room and saw that almost everything was gone.
He looked at the necklace in his hand and flipped it over. He had gotten the piece with Shuichi's name on it.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM TOHMA! I TOLD YOU TO LEAVE HIM ALONE!"
Yuki screamed at the top of his lungs crying. He put the necklace on, grabbed the note and got in his car. He knew Shuichi was long gone by now and he was going to go after him.
Just as soon as he beat Tohma to the edge of death.
"TOHMA!"
He screamed as he almost knocked the door off the hinges.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU TELL HIM YOU FUCKIN BASTARD!"
He screamed again, slapping the note down in front of Tohma. As he read the note he almost died.
"I didn't know he was going to write…THIS kind of note…"
"I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THOUGHT! IF YOU WERE THINKING AT ALL FOR THAT MATTER!"
Yuki took the note away and just before he flipped Tohma's desk, Tohma saw the necklace hanging around his neck. He could have sworn he saw Shuichi's name there too.
Then he watched as Yuki threw his desk across the room.
"I HAVE EVERY FUCKING RIGHT IN THE WORLD TO DO THAT SO DON'T GIVE ME THAT LOOK!"
Tohma lost all color and expression from his face.
"JUST WHEN THINGS WHERE GETTING BETTER TOO! I WAS SO MUCH NICER. AND HE WS MUCH MORE CALM AND CONTENT WITH US! I WAS GETTING BETTER TOO AND THEN YOU HAD TO DO A THING LIKE THIS! I'M STARTING TO THINK THE REASON I GOT ULCERS WAS YOU NOT MY SHUICHI!"
Yuki screamed at him again this time throwing a glass at the window before running out the door and bolting down the stairs. He went to the airport. Just as he arrived at the gate, he saw Shuichi getting on a plane!
"Shuichi!"
He screamed. Shuichi turned around and looked at Yuki for a moment, he was crying. Yuki was pouring tears.
"SHUICHI! Please don't go! Please!"
He screamed but Shuichi just ran through the hall to the plain.
"It's not your fault damn it!"
He screamed again crying in front of everyone. Yuki looked up at the gate sign, Shuichi was going to New York. New York!
Of course! The one place I would never think of!
Tears still streaming he smiled a bit. Then he heard people yelling, "Look it's Eiri Yuki!"
People stormed him but he just pushed through and heard voices behind him like
"Why is he crying!" and "why is here? Where is he going!"
He drove home. Grabbed a few things and got in his car.
He flipped the piece of paper over that the note was on and saw the song he had made fun of Shuichi for when they met. He cried again a little. And looked at his necklace.
He bought a plane ticket to New York and got on the next plane.
He had an Idea of where Shuichi was. He knew he would find him,
He had to…
TBCA/N: Mwahahahahaha! Oh how evil I am!-meh not really, but w/e. please review!
