Disclaimer-the only thing that mine is the plot.

Original story line-Maki Murikami

Song-'Get Another Boyfriend' by Back Street Boys

A/N-Ok. I know this is short compared to the chapters I usually write, but whatever. Enjoy it anyway. Don't forget to R&R I love hearing from you guys thanks for all the reviews so far.

Chap. 6-Crashing Tears

Shuichi had to choke back tears on the plane. It was unbearable. It the only way though. If he didn't leave he would hurt Yuki again. And he would rather die then to see Yuki hurt, especially if it was because of him.

When he arrived in New York, the sky was clear. Though just when he began to walk, it started to pour rain, as if to go with the way he felt right now. As he kept on walking, he realized he was on 42nd Street.

'wait a minute…42nd…? KITIZAWA'S!'

he ran straight ahead waiting for the building to come into view. The rain was coming down so hard you couldn't see anything more than a foot ahead of yourself. He was soaking wet. But he didn't care. He stopped running for a moment and put his watch right up to his nose to see it. Midnight.

He stopped running for a moment and just walked in the rain. The night was cloudy and dark, and only a few street lights worked. Nobody was there. At all. I mean no cars, no people, animals, no sounds. Nothing. Just silent, dark, and depressing. Finally he saw a big, run-down building, which had to be where he wanted to go. He ran inside sopping wet. He squeezed out his clothes and shook his head to dry his hair a bit. Then he went up the stairs to the third floor. He knew just what room it was since Yuki told him the story in great detail. Which at some points he really didn't appreciate the detail, but anyway. He pushed the door open since the door knob was broken an what he saw left him in awe. He couldn't even move his legs. He just looked around with his jaw hanging like it was broken. A ripped up sofa and mattress, graffiti all over the walls. What shocked him the most where the blood stains on the carpet near the banister. There was a shattered wine bottle there too. Which he figured the stains were a mixture of both since some spots were a darker crimson than others.

He walked around a little bit and finally just sat against the wall. When he realized that the windows where broken and he started getting soaked from rain again.

"Pft. Whatever…"

he dropped his head and started singing a song that he had heard on the plane. He wept softly as he sang,

"…Hear me out, you must know, what it's all about…he's just a player Love, this must come to end…get-another boyfriend."

Just then, Shuichi burst out laughing. He fell over laughing so hard his eyes were watering, which then turned into heavy sobbing and he just laid stretched out on the floor yelling as the rain beat against the window.

"YOU IDIOT!"

He was yelling at himself,

"YOU BAKA! YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST LEFT THE FIRST TIME HE GOT SICK!"

He sighed.

"But…maybe it wasn't my fault…I mean if Yuki can't be open with me then I guess that means that he doesn't love me…that he doesn't…trust me…"

Shuichi just began to cry heavily, again.

'I loved Yuki so much and Yuki didn't even do so much as to trust me…'

after that thought Shuichi began to feel something, a presence. Like someone was watching him or something. He looked around yet found no one.

"Hello…?" he called out.

Surprisingly, Shuichi didn't see him, but Yuki was perched almost like a bird on the thick window sill of the big broken wall window right behind Shuichi.

He was so still…like a gargoyle that's always staring at you. Well actually he was kind of like that in personality you could say too. He acted like he had no emotion, and he was always cold as stone, and always glaring at you with almost emotionless eyes.

Shuichi was now wrapped up in a ball embracing himself tightly. It was then Yuki made his move and carefully and quietly crept down from the window, Soaking wet from the rain. He stepped forward coming up right behind Shuichi trying not to drip on him. He wrapped his whole self around the small boy in a hugging sort of way, but making sure his legs and arms where secure around the boy so he couldn't run.

Shuichi jumped a little as he felt the person wrap themselves around him. He shivered in fright, afraid even to turn his head to see who it was.

Yuki held on tighter and rested his head on Shuichi's shoulder as he whispered into his ear:

'I'm sorry for not telling you I got sick again, but you shouldn't have left because of that…"

Shuichi froze as he heard Yuki's sweet, baritone voice softly flow into his ear.

"It wasn't even your fault,"

Yuki stopped speaking and kissed Shuichi's neck lightly. He began to draw back before his head was stopped by Shuichi's hand. Shuichi began putting his fingers through Yuki's hair. Maybe trying to just reassure himself it really was Yuki, and not his mind playing tricks on him, or a dream.

By now Shuichi was crying again, and Yuki just knew it. He continued talking,

"You know, I cried the whole time on the plane coming here."

He laughed a bit.

"Everyone was staring at me as I bawled my eyes out in public like you do. They must have thought I was insane!"

He felt Shuichi smile.

"you know," Shuichi finally began to Speak.

"I was cold before, and yet even though your dripping wet, you made me so warm…"

Shuichi turned his head to finally look at Yuki. He looked fine until Yuki's lips touched his. Then Shuichi realized Yuki was silently crying his heart out.

Shuichi moved his head away a bit, leaving Yuki looking at him all confused.

Shuichi started crying a little now.

"I don't want to cause you more pain, Yuki. I always just wanted you to-"

"be quiet,"

he said. But not harshly.

"If you don't want to hurt me, then don't ever leave me. I won't ever use you, or cheat, and I swear on my life I won't ever say I hate you anymore. But listen when I say that you leaving me would only make me worse. Just the fact that you wanted me even when I was mean, it show's you really love me, and want the best for me."

Yuki wiped Shuichi's eyes, then his own just to make sure he wasn't crying again.

"Yuki, I'm so sorry."

TBC

A/n: Sorry guys, got stuck at the end ;