Warnings: yaoi and harsh language, and violence and maybe some lemon later.
Disclaimer: I do not own DNAngel. DarkDragonofChaos crawls into a corner and bawls her eyes out, then goes on a fierce rampage looking for whomever is responsible for not giving the owner ship of DNAngel to her so she can commit violent murder. ………ahem yes well sorry about that. I uh… still don't own DNAngel.
Daisuke's Love
Japanese Terms:
Akai – red
Ao – blue
Kawaii – cute or adorable
Hai – Yes
Nani – What?
Honto – Really?
Daijouka – Are you ok?
Konnichiwa – Hello
Sayonara – good bye
Ohayo Gozaimasu – Good morning
Kire – beautiful
Arigato – thank you
Hentai – Pervert
Baka - Idiot
-kun – what you say after your friends name (usually used for males)
-san – what you say after a name, a generally used to show politeness
-chan – to represent cuteness you say it after a name (usually used for girls)
-sama – next level of respect after san
(Just for anyone who wants to know Dark in Japanese is… Kurai! -)
Note: In Japanese i is always pronounced EE. e is pronounced EH. A is pronounced AH. U is pronounced oo. O is pronounced oh. And r is really short. Act like your gonna roll like how they do in Spanish but instead of rolling it just tap your tongue to the roof of your mouth once. If you already knew this, sorry. I'm just trying the people who don't out. It took me two years to find out I was saying it wrong. I know now cuz I went to Barnes and Nobles and bought 'Japanese for Dummies'. It was really helpful. Ok so on with the story Sayonara!
Lilith: You asked and I gave, there's a big scene with Dai and Krad in bed. But shh… it's a secret.
Chapter three: Krad's Heartbreak
0o0o0o0o Daisuke o0o0o0o0
I shut the bathroom door behind me and sat on my bed. I stared into the darkness and listened to Krad's quiet, regular breathing. Krad… He had followed me out of the art room and held me until I was ready to go to the office. Once at the office he called my mom and had her check me out. Then he carried me to his black car and set me down in the passenger seat. He stayed there in the parking lot patiently waiting until I was ready to face Emiko.
I still can't believe I told him! How could I be so stupid? He'll never talk to me again! No, stop it! You have Krad; you don't need that jerk Dark! Krad was right. On the way home from school he had said, 'Forget Dark, he always treated you bad anyways. Besides you've got me. I'll always be here for you.' Krad had proved his words trustworthy; he hadn't left my side since it happened.
I-I hate that jerk Dark! I hate him! He never did care about me, so I will not care about him! Never… again. I felt a pain in my heart at these thoughts but ignored it. He's not worthy of my love!
Suddenly I felt strong arms wrap themselves around my waist. I felt someone's body press against mine, felt a cheek brush against my own. I sat still and didn't try to stop them as this person pulled me between his legs. Krad always seemed to know what I'm thinking. I leaned into him and sighed in content.
"What's wrong Dai-chan?" He whispered, soft lips brushing my ear. I shivered, but turned and smiled at him.
"No, nothings wrong. I was just making final decisions." I told him, truthfully.
"What kind of decisions?"
"Final ones." He gave me a look; I laughed and said, "About Dark. I'm never gonna talk to him again." Krad nodded at my statement, as if giving it his stamp of approval.
"Dai-chan, get some sleep. You've got to be tired." Krad said laying me down on the bed. He laid down beside me and pulled the covers up over our bodies. It had been like this for three nights' already. Krad had stayed the night ever since that fateful day in the art room. We slept in the same bed only because I asked him to. I needed him around, if Krad hadn't been here I probably would have committed suicide already.
Mom had to leave right after we got home. She's away on a business trip in America for two months. If she didn't go she would have lost her job, and our house. She made the neighbors promise to come and check on me every other day. They would also have to e-mail her weekly reports on how I was doing. She always did crazy stuff like that.
I sighed and leaned back into Krad as he slung one arm around my waist. Krad always held me and put his arms around me. It made me blush every time he did it but… but when he does it I feel safe and protected. Like no one could ever hurt me again, not even Dark. But then again, I felt the same way when Dark was around me. Dammit! Stop thinking about that jerk! It's just me and Krad now! With that thought I grasped the hand Krad had draped over me and squeezed it lightly. He squeezed back and pulled me as close to him as possible.
"Krad-kun?" I asked.
"Hmm…"
"Arigato, Arigato for everything."
"Anytime." He said in a tired voice. I smiled and let myself fall asleep in his arms.
12:46 A.M.
0o0o0o0o Krad's o0o0o0o0
I woke up to the sound of a doorbell ringing. I slowly opened my tired eyes and saw nothing but soft red hair. I sat up and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes. I looked down at the sexy boy sleeping next to me. Daisuke looked (if possible) cuter asleep than when he was awake. I sighed and gazed lovingly at his face.
Now's my chance! I can kiss him now while he's asleep! I smiled and bent low over Daisuke's body. I loved him so much, but he wouldn't let me do this while he's awake. So now is the time to steal his first kiss and give him mine! My lips hovered an inch from his. Then I stopped.
I can't do it. I can't take his first kiss. Not while he's asleep. I felt my heart twist at this, but convinced myself he would come around eventually. Besides I can't take advantage of him like Dark did! I don't think I would be able to bear the hurt look on his face, and know that I had caused it. I started to pull back when a voice yelled at me from the hall.
"Krad stop! What the hell are you doing to him!" Dark screamed. Daisuke stirred then opened his kire eyes. When he saw Dark he shot strait up in bed and stared open-mouthed.
"Dark! What in all the hells gives you the gall to come barging into someone's house like that!" I yelled at the baka. Daisuke grabbed my arm and whispered so Dark couldn't hear. "Don't leave me." I nodded and wrapped my arms around the cute little guy's upper chest and watched Dark's angry expression.
"Daisuke-kun I have to talk to you… privately." Dark growled the last bit looking at me. In response I pulled Daisuke closer and put my cheek to his. I felt Daisuke's cheeks warm at my touch, and soon felt my own doing the same. Daisuke grabbed my forearms and let his arms hang as he held on. I watched Dark's face, he was angry and gritting his teeth. Good, let the bastard suffer.
"I have nothing more to say to you Dark-san. I'm never talking to you again." Daisuke told him calmly, looking anywhere but at Dark. Dark was obviously taken aback, he was expecting Daisuke to come running when he called. Ha! Well it's not like that anymore Dark!
"B-but Dai-kun I have so much to tell you! I've been thinking hard since the day you told me." Dark glared at me and continued. "I realized I've been using her as an excuse! I never loved her and never will! I only went out with her to convince myself and everyone else that your only a friend! I'm sick of lying!" Dark fell to his knees in front of Daisuke, and I got an idea, an evil one. As he spoke I softly ran my lips up and down Daisuke's cheek. This of course made his ranting more and more frantic.
"Dai-kun, I have realized that I… I love you and always have! I didn't want to believe it before, because it was supposed to be sick and wrong! But I don't care anymore! I love you! I know I've neglected you all these years, it's clear to me now! Please Daisuke could you ever forgive… me?" Dark was crying now. He wasn't yelling anymore, just crying silently in lonely heap. I smirked my evil plan had worked wonders.
Daisuke let go of my arms and fell of the bed to his knees in front of Dark. I watched in stunned silence as my Daisuke grabbed Dark and held him in a tight embrace. I felt my heart being ripped out of my chest as Dark desperately hugged him back and Daisuke whispered. "You're forgiven." I wanted to run away so I couldn't see my love with someone else. But Daisuke's binding words kept me locked in place.
Don't leave me.
But I couldn't watch anymore, so I turned over and acted like I was going to sleep. When actually I was letting my burning tears run free. I heard the smacking of kisses and tried to ignore them. I heard the horrifying comitments come from their mouths. I bit my tounge to remain silent, but the tears were unstoppable. They were boyfriends?
Dark would die for this! But… taking away Dark would mean taking Daisuke's happiness. I felt empty, like my inside's had savagely ripped from my body. No! This can't be happening! How can he love someone else? I lay on Daisuke's bed and listened to the new couple's movements. I felt dead like there is nothing more to live for. That happiness is a fairytale. The depressing weight pressed down on me and I felt as if I were being suffocated. Is this what they call heartbreak?
Well I told you I had an evil plan… that's it. Heh heh hides behind giant shield to protect herself from flying objects. well review and I'll update. I'll make things better for Krad just not yet. And I'll only do that if you review! smiles, then runs for her life R&R!
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