Lost

When the days just seem to just stay still

Not moving despite the ticking

On the clock.

Everyday I dream about seeing your beautiful face

But then something happens and I can't

Then I just break down in depression for some reason.

But always counting down to seven

I can always count to that day of somewhat just

You and me; alone.

Nights that I'm away from you

I feel so miserable that

I just want to scream at the top of my lungs

And I hate that.

The days that we have all to ourselves

Are so glorious

Like that of the colors of a rising sun

And the falling of the mother star, our sun or bringer of life…

Your touch sends shocks of relief up my spine

Like that of lightning striking you as if

You were the wrongdoer of the world…

Sometimes I just feel that I lose myself in your eyes

Your voice…

Your touch…

The colors of the rising and setting suns…

I seem to lose myself

In many ways…

That sometimes while looking in awe

At the majestic colors of the rising and sometimes setting sun

I can always consider myself to be somewhat…

Lost