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Sawyer's Flashback...

Sawyer is twenty two and he is sitting on the curb of a low lit street, smoking a cigarette. His hair shorter, and slicked back and he has a small goatee. He is looking into the dark until someone comes out from behind him and wraps their arms around him.

"Hey there sweetie," a girl says who is around the same age. She is big boned, has a some-what low voice. Her hair is long and pulled back and her eyes are dark.

Sawyer stands up and turns to face her, "Nothin' much sugar."

She smiles and they walk off down to the closest bar. Once they get in they sit down at the bar next to each other. "So, how have you been without me?" She asks, her eyes gazing at him as he looks at the bar tender and orders something.

"I've managed. You've only been gone a day," he says with a corky smile. At once she leans in and he kisses her. It is shown that each of them have strong feelings towards each other.

They spend the night talking, flirting, kissing, until the girl speaks, her name is Sandy. "Hey, I have some place I want to show you."

"Where-?" He starts but she grabs him by the arm, he throws a bill down on the counter and is dragged out of the bar. They walk down a few streets until she makes him close his eyes, and they enter a new place that he had never seen in his life. "What is this place?" He asks her.

There are men dancing around on tables, in only thongs and there are girls howling and clapping as they put bills in them. Sawyer's eyes get wide and Sandy takes him by the hand and brings him into a small room. There is only a couch in the room, along with a television.

Once they get inside Sandy kisses him dramatically and he is still confused.

"Hold on there. It's nice and all but-" He pushes her off of him but she charges back at him. "Hey! Calm down sweetie pie but-" She dosen't get off of him and with a jolt he pushes her off, instead she falls to the floor.

"OUCH!" She yells.

"Sorry. Before we do anything. I want to know what we're doing here. Here out of all places?" He was confused. "I don't like men or nothing."

She turns and faces the opposite way, her back towards him.

"What's the matter sweet heart?" He asks and she turns around.

"I have something to tell you."

"What is it?" He said. She moved close to him gave him a small kiss on the lips. "What is it?" He repeats and she takes a sigh.

"I didn't know when to tell you this but…." There was a long pause. "Sandy is more like…. Ummm…. Stevie."

He was definitely confused. "What?"

"I don't know how to tell you but, I'm a man Sawyer!" Said Sandy/Stevie with his/her hands waving in the air.

"WHAT?"

"I'm a m-a-n, man!"

"So you're real name is-?"

"Steve. And-"

He was clearly p.o.ed, "So you're a dude?"

It nodded.

"How?"

"Well, I'll be a full women in a month Sawyer… Everything will be-"
"EWWWWW! I kissed you! And you're a man! So that makes me gay?"

"No… no it doesn't…."

"Yes it does!" He was upset. And Steve went to put his hand on Sawyers shoulder and Sawyer pushed his hand off him. "I ain't gay. And I will never be either!" He then stormed out of the room, slamming the door in a screaming Steve's face and got picked up by a taxi.

End of Flash Back….

Sawyer, being incredibly hot and so totally not gay sat on a log, looking out at the beach. His past was clearly the reason why he always had to be the machoest man around, be extremely hot, and avoided anything that would remotely lead him in a situation considered gay.

This was also the reason why he never found himself in a relationship with a women for a strong fear that they may indeed be a man. He sat there and looked at the sand, picked some up and threw it in the air with a grumble.

"What are you doing over there?" Asked Kate as she walked over toward him.

"Nothing much cup cake," he said. "Gotten sick of Mr. Doctor yet?"

"Can't I just come over here to see you?"

He nodded. "Oh you like the bad boys like me?"

"Yes, in fact. It's difficult for me Sawyer. You make things so hard for me," she started saying. "You're just…. So amazing. I need you. Be mine Sawyer!" Kate was now like a zombie girl and she quickly wrapped her arms around him and started to kiss him all over.

Thoughts then rushed into his head. "NO! No! Get off! Get off me!" He then pushed her off of him and ran away though the sand as fast as he could. Kate sat there, looking at his silhouette fading in the distance.

"What was that all about?" She said to herself. At that moment she got up and started to walk towards the caves. Once she was up there she started to drink the water and when her eyes rolled upon Jack she thought of something.

Flash Back…

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