:Sighs hard and long: Hello…..:sighs again: My lazy a$$ is finally updating to my story. My friend kept pushing me to do it, so I am finally. You know who you are dude.

Plus I felt bad cause yall just waitin and waitin. Well wait no more my fellow readers!

Pssh I aint doin recap (this time). I hope yall have good memory banks or something cause mine's shot.

Well this is jump-start chap, so it won't be all that long.

Blue Plans

"Raven," Robin said sternly. "We will not kill you." Beast Boy holds my hands gently. I feel a wave of jealously from Robin.

"Yeah, dude. You're our friend and we don't want to hurt you." I hang my head low and suddenly feel confused and outraged.

"Both of you are so stupid! It doesn't matter if we're friends or not! Everyone will die if I am still around with this demon inside of me(like Naruto, nice show anyway)!

"If you guys don't understand that, then why am I talking to you guys?" I want to go to my room, I want to feel safe and secure.

I just want to understand why me.

I feel for that serene source of teleportation and look as Robin and Beast Boy fade away.

"Raven, wait!" Robin tries to grab me, but only catches nothing.

Robin's P.O.V.

"Why doesn't she ever listen!" I turn to Beast Boy looking for an answer.

He doesn't respond. Silence fills the large gray room. I start pacing like I usually do. Thinking.

"Well," Beast Boy begins. I turn to him intently. "Raven has been through things us, well as you can say, 'normals' have never been through." He makes quotetation marks with his hand. "Her father's a demon from Hell, and her mother was killed by her own father. How would you feel if all that happened to you?"

I'm staring at him, wondering when Beast Boy suddenly turned into a sympathetic animal morpher.

But I understand his point. I sit in a chair, thinking about when I was in Heaven, or whatever you want to call it.

"Robin…..we have to go back……".

"But why?"

"We need you…….I need you……."

'But…..Raven…"

"Its so wonderful here. I can't leave……."

"Yes you can……I don't have much time left."

"But my parents are here Raven. I miss them so much……."

"My mother's here too, Robin."

"So lets stay, Raven."

To tell you the truth, I felt at peace. Serene. Actually safe.

Raven has probably felt that way in her entire life. Death, demons, prophesies. Everyday she had to deal with priests telling her of her evil future. The evil growing inside of her.

"Yeah Beast Boy. I get what you mean."

"Should we leave her alone?"

"Yeah. She needs to vent anyway." I head to the large doors, feeling in my heart something is about to happen.

Something none of us will like.

Raven's P.O.V

I'm rocking back and forth in my bed, sobbing. I don't even know why. Tears keep flowing for no reason at all.

Why me? Why did I have to end up with this horrible fate? I punch a pillow and use my power to rip it to shreds. I sob even harder.

I feel negligible(ha spelling word!) and stupid. I'm looking out the window and see the sun setting. Stars are copious(whoo!) in the night sky. I look for the planets and feel balmy. I see a faint blue one….

Neptune.

That's it.

Oh boy. What is Raven going to do? What is she planning? AUGH! Stay tuned and thanks for coming back to read D.I.M! Peace Out!