I Speak Not To Ash
She walks up to me, ever so beautiful. Her shoulder is exposed to all, which makes me slightly jealous. I want to be the only one to see her bare skin. I think of the night before. I'd taken her virginity, and exchange, I gave her mine.
She tells me how she left about a million messages, and I must not have gotten them. She tells me how she missed me.
A slight pang of guilt strikes my heart. ...I ruined her first time, didn't I? I bet she imagined it being in a magical place. Not some bald guy's garage. I bet she imagined curling up to the person afterwards, and just falling asleep. Not leaving a few moments after. I feel so guilty for it.
My mind goes back to the messages. I hadn't gotten them because I had spent the night in the garage. On the couch. Could I call it our couch, now?
Suddenly, Ash walks out of school, to me. She interupts what I was about to say. Ash looks at her, and asks to talk to me alone, then ushers me away, without even waiting for her reply.
Ashley tells me about the talk she'd had with Paige. Then, she wrapped her arms around me.
"I love you."
Reflexively I hug back, staring straight ahead at her, My Manny. I wish that it could be her here in my arms. She looks so hurt, as I continue to stare.
"I love you, too."
Yes, it seems like it, but... I speak not to Ash.A/N: Short, ne? I wrote it after watching "Should I Stay, Or Should I Go?" This just seemed to come out... Am I becomign a Cranny shipper?