Never say Never
Damn that child. Ever since Esmé discovered her she has annoyed me. I told Esmé we should get rid of her, but no. She was so adorable. I had had enough of that nonsense. Esmé was irritating enough from time to time let lone Carmelita.
Why couldn't he see her the way I saw her. A sweet little girl to dress up. Not that she didn't get on my nerves too. AND it was his fault that she got into that tom-boy stage. He didn't have patience for anything. He never did. Never.
While I did real work looking for that confound J.S person and planned my party she was up on the roof sunbathing. She was looking for crows, but still! It's always me left to do the work, never her. Not to mention she wouldn't do manual labor to save her life. Never.
I was the one up on the roof all day in the sun looking for crows. All that sun could have ruined my skin. He's such an ungrateful creep. Knowing him he would complain about it later too. I can see him saying now. "Why are you so wrinkly ,Esmé?" Maybe because I was out in the sun looking for the damn crow. Now I was outside for nothing.
She spent too much time worrying about in things. It took up time she was only holding me back. It's not like she shared a lot of interests. Only starting fires, stealing, killing, okay well maybe we do have a lot of the same interests but I will never miss her. Never.
He won't miss me so why should I miss him? I wont. It's not in to dwell on ex-boyfriends. He left me in a burning hotel. Carmelita got lost and died for god sake. I should not miss him. I would never take him back. Never.
Theoretically if Carmelita were gone, I might take Esmé back. That is assuming she survived. She would have taken off her blind fold and gotten out of that hotel. She couldn't be dead. Never.
I never had real feelings for him. I mean sure he was my boyfriend and I liked him but I never…loved him. Never.
It's not like I loved her or anything sappy and pathetic like that. I would never allow my self to fall in love. Never.
So that's it then. I'll never see him again…
So that's it then. I'll never see her again.
Never.