Hullo my friends. I have finally fixed everything up so that I can type this story at home as well as at school. And before anyone asks Yes I'm still grounded. I've just been getting to type for good behavior. Anyway, I don't want to prolong the story as much as I have to so without further ado.

Disclaimer: HELLSBELLS I'VE ALREADY SAID THAT I DON'T OWN THE TEEN TITANS!

Beast Boy looked up at the looming building that had once been a place that he called home. Titans Tower wasn't as bad as Star had said it would be but it wasn't as spit and polished as it once was when he was there either. There were a few cracks in the top section windows; it was quite dirty or "dusty" as he would normally call it; there were a few rusted spots and a chip of cement was missing. Looking at it he couldn't help but feel a slight pang of old pain. He knew that on the outside it was just a building, but to him it was a lot more. It was a place that he had fallen in love and had been heart broken.

"In more than just one occasion." he mumbled quietly to himself, a quick almost non-existing image of Terra flowing through his mind. He walked slowly up to the door, his throat tightening slightly. He noticed, as he went to punch in the code, that the keypad, unlike the rest of the building, was sparkling clean. Which could only mean that someone had been using the keypad lately. Shrugging it off as one of the local kids trying to bust in, he stepped through the door. As he looked around the majestic hallway, he noticed that everything was sparkling clean. He ran a finger along a near by mini-table and looked at it. Not a single speck of dust. 'Robin must've hired a maid before leaving.' Once again casting it from his mind, he proceeded to his own room. He stepped in and made the mistake of taking a very deep whiff. Gagging slightly, he thought of all the times he had had a chance to clean his room. 'And how many times Raven had chewed me out for not cleaning it.' he thought sadly.

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"Beast Boy please! I'm not asking you to change colors. Just pick a few things up. It's starting to reek in here!"

"My room is fine Rae. You're just too much of a perfectionist!" challenged Beast Boy.

"Beast Boy. Right now I 'd rather be LIVING in Robin's gym bag." she replied, rolling her eyes.

Beast Boy made a disgusted face before laughing.

"Wouldn't that be a bit of a tight fit?"

"Mmmm. I thought that you liked tight fits." she said in a seductive tone as she walked towards him in a obvious intent, her eyes glittering.

"Only as long as I can fit in with you." said Beast boy closing the rest of the distance, his mouth instantly blending with hers.

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A bittersweet smile tugged at Gar's lips.

"What ever happened to those times." he whispered. He gave a slight sigh before he strode over to his closet. He wondered if anyone had bothered to look in there. 'If they had they would have found out a lot about me.' he thought. He looked inside to see the various words from songs and poems that he had made during his Titan years. One in particular caught his attention. He looked at it with sadness in his heart and touched it lightly. It was a poem that he had mead before he and Raven had started to go out.

"My hand reaches out for your sleeping face

Knowing that you'll never know how much you really mean

Inside my heart is breaking under the pressure.

Sweet Raven surely you know by now that the pressure I feel is my love for you

I sit around watching you, waiting patiently for you to notice me

Even going as far as to play the funny guy

But instead of making you come to my open arms, it just makes you that much further

One day I just might do things right

But until then I'll just have to be content to watch you sleep

And guide you from afar to my ever so loving arms."

Looking at the poem, he finally found out why the relationship with him and Star didn't work out.

"I still can't get over you. Why. WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE?"

"I didn't know I was bothering you in my own house." came the soft reply behind him. Gar froze. He clenched his eyes shut and prayed that it was just a figure of his imagination. When he could still hear the soft breathing behind him he opened his eyes turned around slowly and looked into the imploring eyes of Raven. He hadn't met for her to hear that. Hell he wasn't even ready to hear it.

"Is this really were you've been living all these years." he choked out after a very strained silence.

"Not at first." she replied as softly and torn as she had been when he and Star had re-greeted the team.

"How long have you been standing there?" his voice was almost cold, but very hard.

"Not long…. Look, I'll just go for a little while. You were obviously here for a reason. Besides. I have to go and buy some more herbal tea." she said turning around.

"Do you still drink that Chai Spiced Black Tea?" he asked wildly, cursing himself for not wanting to see her go. 'No. I want to see her go. Just not like this.' he thought grimly.

Raven, her back turned so that he wouldn't see her tears, nodded.

"I'll come with you. I can always just come back another day." It wasn't a suggestion, but a command. Still, Raven nodded.

"I'll go get my cloak." she said before whisking off.

Gar sighed. If he was going to do anything with Star, he had to get over Raven. But first he had to find out why she left him the way she did. He needed to know why she couldn't tell him herself. If their past was any indication, this was going to be a looooonnnnnggggg day.

Hatred101: Okay peeps, what did you think about that one? Was it too obvious and sappy? Oh well. If it is I'll get over it. By the way IF ANY OF YOU FREAK A LEAKS TRY TO STEAL THAT POEM YOU'LL BE IN A SHIT LOAD OF TROUBLE! It may not have been all that that good, but it was still one from my head! Oh well fuck it. Everything will be alright in the end. I hope.