Disclaimer: I do not own anything that isaffiliated with All My Children
Author's Note - kind of different then the show, but some things similar. This is a JABE FanFic, and my first...don't be too mean, but i still want honesty.I may remove it, if there is no interest in it.
Chapter 1
The meeting of two hearts…is it meant to be?
Sunday June 1 2003 7:35 am
JR's cargo ship docked in San Diego, California today, they were on there way to Mexico, but they had to refuel and check out the engines, so they instead docked here; so they can do repairs.
Monday June 2 2003 8:35 pm
JR had been working on this cargo ship for 2 years, and he's already been to a lot of different places, One night it was foggy and JR couldn't sleep so he went for a walk and ended up on a dock, where he heard the cries of a woman he walked towards them and as he was doing that the fog was clearing and he went to the end of the dock where there was a woman, she looked like she was going to jump! JR ran to her…
JR – please don't jump! (Won't look at him; but wipes away her fallen tears)
Woman – no matter how upset I am I could never take my own life…
JR – oh…(in a concerned voice) are you going to be okay?
Woman – I am now that you're here…
JR – well I am glad I could help (JR starts walking away)
Woman – wait!
In her head… Oh my god, he is beautiful those blue eyes and that blonde spiky hair
In his head… Look at that face, she is hot and those green eyes I could get lost in themBabe - Hi I am Arabellea Carey people call me Babe
JR - hi I'm Adam Chandler Jr. people call me JR
Babe – nice to meet you JR (she sticks out her hand)
JR - nice to meet you too Babe (he shakes her hand) so do you live around here?
Babe – yeah…a few blocks away, but I am originally from San Antonio, Texas. I moved to San Diego when I was 8 and lived there since I was 10 then moved to Salinas, California and lived there till August 11 2002. Do you live here?
JR – no, I am working on the cargo ship I am from Pine Valley, Pennsylvania
Babe- your far from home…have you been living In Pine Valley all your life?
JR – yes but I had to get away from there before I lost my sanity. Small Towns are almost suffocating, but I had experienced things lately that just made me feel like I was a science experiment and a circus freak…always being used and always being watched. So I just left one night and told no one of my plans.
Babe - well if it helps you don't look like a science experiment/circus freak, you look lost and torn apart by something…I know we just met but if you need a friend I am wiling to be that friend.
JR- thank-you! The same goes for you…you were crying for a reason!
Babe – well…I woke up this morning beside a man I despise, and there was a marriage license on the night table there was also a video - tape, and I was a bit hung over. I can't wait to get rid of him…which is going to be in a few hours, and he is extremely annoying, I do not want to be married to him…I promised I would never be with someone just because I can, I am looking for an ever-lasting love and I don't want to give my heart away to a man who isn't worthy of it.
JR – I know what you mean, playing the field isn't satisfying like it use to be now I am looking for that one person that I am destined to find and enjoy life with that person.
Babe – that is very rare…
JR – what is?
Babe – finding a man like you, who wants to finally make a commitment!
JR – Looks like we should stick together then! Don't you agree?
Babe – that sounds like a good idea!
JR – I've seen the way my father is when it comes to woman and marriage, and it is not the way I want to be…but there was my mother who was in love but they spent most there time cheating on each other which I never understood…why cheat if you love that person so deeply?
Babe – I am curious about that too… My mother had many lovers, but I think she is looking for love, but isn't that what everyone is looking for…
JR – yeah I think so…so tell me about your dad?
Babe – my mom and him met in Texas and they had a one-night stand but they spent about a week together, he is a doctor he was on a business trip but he had a whole life back in his hometown… he wasn't ready to be part of our lives and not to mention she found out 4 days after he left town, he didn't leave a contact number.
JR – doesn't that bug you, don't you want to know your dad?
Babe – yeah, but I am not going to force the issue on my mom…he is probably married and has children by now, and I don't want him to feel obligated to be a father to me, it too late I am almost 21 years old.
JR – he should still know about you! No parent should be kept from there child, and vice-versa
Babe – your right…but first I need to annul this marriage can you help me?
JR – I don't know how…but I will try!
Babe – thank-you (she hugs him)
In JR's head…I like this it feels right, she smells really good and she is beautiful and I am interested in her I hope the feelings are mutual I would love to spend more time with her, should I kiss her, I am going to kiss her.
In Babe's head…I am feeling these feelings that I haven't felt in a long time…I feel safe in his arms and I like talking to him, not to mention he is hot and smells great. But does he feel the same way; I want to kiss him…I am going to do it.
Babe pulls away
JR – it's okay…
They continue to look in each other's eyes, and they're moving towards each other, they kiss; JR & Babe pull away, JR and Babe smile
Babe – that was…wow…I…
JR – liked it…
Babe – me too…
JR – I was finishing your sentence…
Babe – oh right…(they are still looking in each other's eyes)
JR – but I liked it too…
Babe – so does that mean… (Points to herself and JR) we can continue this?
JR – sure…but did you need my help for something?
Babe – well, I just want you to be there when I get the annulment
JR – okay, I think it's too late to do it know but early tomorrow will go and do it…if it isn't too late would you like to get a coffee with me?
Babe - well actually there is a diner that is open 24 hours, and I am hungry so you can take me there…
JR – sure… lead the way
Babe smiles and bites her lip, and turns around and walks towards the diner, JR smiles and follows her; they walk for 10 minutes just talking
Babe – JR Chandler…Welcome to the best diner in town "Bea's Diner"
Babe & JR go inside and sit at a table, and the waitress comes to them
Waitress – Welcome to Bea's Diner, I am Holly and Today's special's are Greek Salad and Beef Barley Soup and Lasagna and Apple Crisp
Babe – I'll have a chicken burger and fries, with a Dr.Pepper
JR – I'll have the same, but with a Sprite
Holly – I'll be right back with your drinks (she walks away)
Babe – So JR what kind of music do you listen too?
JR – my mp3 player has all kinds of music on it…I love variety
Babe – I totally get that…I love variety also my mp3 player is full of all kinds of music
JR – What's your favorite movie…movies?
Babe – The Brat Pack Collection
JR – Mine…The Godfather Collection
Babe – What's your favorite food?
JR – take out Chinese food
Babe – take out Pizza made like it was in the olden days, with that oven!
JR – What's your favorite dessert?
Babe- any kind of Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream…I could eat a whole carton by myself!
JR – home made chocolate chip cookies, like my mom use to make them.
Babe – What are your favorite TV shows?
JR – Las Vegas & Lost
Babe – One Tree Hill and OC are equal, but I refuse to miss Lost, no matter how frustrated it makes me, I just can't get enough of it.
JR – Who Is your celebrity crush?
Babe – Brad Pitt
JR –Carmen Electra
Babe – So What are your favorite colors?
JR – black and red
Babe – pink and blue
Holly arrives with there order
Holly – enjoy your meal! (She walks away)
JR – So do you have favorite flowers?
Babe – I love Roses & Sweet Pea's
JR – My mother loved Sweet Pea's, she would have them anywhere she felt that there beautiful flowers, and if they were around the Chandler Mansion enough… maybe they would make my father just as beautiful.
Babe – your father sounds awful…
JR – he was...but it wasn't in sense of him abusing me. He was married to a wonderful woman, he loved her very much…but she was unable to conceive and he wanted a heir, so he slept with my mother and was trying to raise me with his wife Brooke, but his plan backfired so he tried to sue for sole custody of me, by trying to commit my mother to a mental institution …my step-father was married to my mother, and he learned of my fathers plan…so he helped her escape, then more drama came and I moved to Pigeon Hollow, Pennsylvania when I was 7 years old but then my father was able to get sole custody of me and we had to move back when I was 9 years old then I was kidnapped and escaped with the help of my half – sister Hayley, my father got jealous at the influence my step father had over me, so he tried to send me to boarding school but it was stopped by them…my life became normal for once, in high school I formed a band called "Dream Street" but then my mother had an affair with David Hayward and I spiraled out of control, I paid people to do my homework, I treated my mom like crud, and I bribe a police officer and then I started using Ecstasy and while I was high I crashed my fathers car into a guardrail almost killing myself, my sister, and my unborn niece. I was in court and sentenced to community service and counseling. Then the revenge on David begins by Tad my step father, and I was still acting out, one night while I was walking through the park I met Frankie Stone, we shared a joint…went back to her room and fooled around we were caught by her girlfriend Bianca
Babe – friend or lover?
JR – lover
Babe – she must have been angry?
JR – She was hurt…so Binks caught us…then Frankie was found murdered and I was subpoenaed as a witness…I tried desperately to right my life but those around me didn't make it easy for me…Tad and my mom, and my dad and Liza his recent wife at the time had repeatedly been experiencing martial problems, and I was struggling to deal with my family problems and being a teenager. In spring of 2002 I felt crushed and so alone more so then I felt in the first place, I wanted to die because my mother who was the only constant in my life left me with Tad and went to Switzerland and died in a car crash several weeks later. I found comfort in Kendall Hart who was 10+ years my senior, so I found joy when my fathers and step mother where unhappy that I befriended the town pharaoh…but we had no real feelings for each other so we soon drifted apart. I became infatuated with Laurie Lewis, a beautiful and mysterious girl my age who seemed to be as confused in life as I was. I learned that her mother was dead and her father worked as a janitor at PV high school Believing that I was in love, I began spending all my time obsessing over her, even cutting an important interview with Harvard to be with her at the movies. Though Tad, who had grown closer to me again, approved of the relationship, Laurie's father and my dad were outraged. Unfortunately for them, everything they did to try to break us up only pushed us further into each other's arms. Young love hit a serious snag when my dad cleverly offered a fully paid Harvard education to Laurie. I was disgusted at his shameless machinations and demanded Laurie turn his money down. Laurie, who had never dreamed of such a scholastic opportunity, refused. We broke up and in the interim; Laurie kissed my brother Jamie, who had been a strong friend and confidant to her. After a few weeks, I realized my stupidity and reconciled with Laurie at the opening for FUSION cosmetics. But moments later, Joni, feeling very spiteful after losing Jamie, blabbed the details of Jamie and Laurie's illicit smooch to me. I was stunned I ran away, telling no one, including Tad or Adam, of my whereabouts and here I am now talking to you.
Babe – you have a very interesting past…I like how you were in a boy band but you acted like you're in a rock band…with the drugs
JR – yeah…it's funny how I did that?
Babe – I am sorry about Frankie, who killed her?
JR – Bianca's mother Erica Kane
Babe – really…it's because Bianca was hurt and upset, and her mother vowed to get revenge on the person that broke her daughter's heart…right?
JR – yeah…how did you know that?
Babe – because my mother did the same for me, but it wasn't as drastic as Mrs. Kane's technique
JR – tell me…
Babe – when I was 17 I was dating Johnny Silverman, we had History together and we started dating but 2 days later I found him cheating on me, in the back seat of his car at a party with Danielle Ashton so he didn't see me, and I invited him out for a movie…my mother followed us and put Sardines on all his leather interior and destroyed the inside of his car…it smelled nasty!
JR – (laughing) that must of sucked for poor old Johnny…did he ever find out it was you and your mom?
Babe – nope
JR – tell me more about yourself!
Babe – well my mom and me are best friends, she like you has been the only constant in my life she makes the world seem sensible and rational in all it's confusion and glory, my mother worked to put food on the table, she raised me to be able to provide for myself, she raised me to have morals and values, and she raised me to have manners and never ever stop dreaming. My mother is a great woman and I respect her…right now she is in Reno as a casino dealer, she was going to come back meet me and live here with me, after she makes enough money to go and let my dad know I exist, but it's expensive there.
JR – Do you know where your dad is? Do you know his name?
Babe – No on both accounts
JR – She isn't going to tell you?
Babe – she offered to tell me, but I told her I want to find out stuff about him…when I finally get to meet him.
JR – you have strength I would demand to know the truth
Babe – Yeah! But I don't mind waiting…I've waited this long
JR – would you like coffee/dessert?
Babe- yeah
Holly comes to pick up there plates
Holly – would you like some coffee or dessert?
Babe- I would like a banana split and coffee; double double
JR – Apple Crisp w/ Vanilla Ice Cream and a coffee the same
Babe – I'll be right back…don't leave!
Babe gets up and walks out the door, she walks across the street and turns left out of view, she reaches a newsstand and picks up Cosmo, which has a special horoscope section in it, she then picks up a chocolate bar…a Twix, and pays for it. She walks back to the diner and sits down.
JR – where did you go?
Babe – the newsstand…to get this! (Babe holds up Cosmo)
JR – Cosmopolitan!
Babe – well I am a true believer in fate, true love, destiny, soul mates, and horoscopes…so with that said Mr. Chandler when is your birthday?
JR – July 28 1982
Babe – you're a Leo…and I am a Leo
JR – Were both Leo's I only wonder what that means! When's your birthday?
Babe – August 3 1982
JR (gets up and slides in beside Babe) I couldn't see…
Babe - okay, so "Although I may come across as super confident, I sometimes feel insecure in love and I need a guy who worships me." If I pair up with a Leo it means we are Marriage Bound and have "Rough and Tumble" sex, It says for you "Your as dynamic as I am, and our shared lust for life in the fast lane will make us the liveliest pair around…when were not vying for the spotlight."…Here's another one for Leo "Underneath my wild persona beats the heart of a real romantic. I need to be boss but want an equally strong guy who isn't threatened by my boldness" supposedly what makes me loveable is my bubbly sense of fun, but what makes me leave able is My "My Way or The Highway" attitude, It Says The Sexual Satisfaction is 10 and the Long Term Love Potential is also 10. If I pair up with a Leo "This fun loving sign loves sunning, siestas, and sex just as much as I do. Count on a storybook romance that could easily lead to living happily ever after – if your willing to share center stage.
JR – well I may have found my match in you Babe…not to mention a real romance!
Babe (smiles) and I know that you're the real deal for me JR, and I am so grateful to have met you
JR leans in to Babe, they meet and kiss then pull away
JR (smiles) my turn to read!
Babe (hands him the book)
JR – In Love "With the ambitious Sun as your ruler, you want your guy to be top-notch. But your soul mate must also be secure enough in his own manhood to let you sometimes call the shots" Are we Single or Attached?
Babe/JR – Attached!
JR (nods) if your Attached "Take him to meet your parents sometime in July, when the relative loving asteroid Juno opens up your family front." Watch Out for "battles with someone close to you in November" Look forward To "An Increased understanding of your man just in time for a valentine's day sex spectacular" Sex "Lusty Venus encourages you to accept – and enjoy – the wilder aspects of your sexuality. Try everything that pops into your head to guarantee good times." Watch out for "a lowered libido through most of May. Courtesy of icy Neptune." Look forward to "pioneering exotic positions with your mate in October, when your mind manufactures it's own version of the Kama Sutra."
JR – wow, Leo's sure love it rough and tumble
Babe – It's going to be hot!
Holly walks up to the table with the order
Holly – enjoy your meal!
Babe- thank-you
Holly (nods & walks away)
JR – let's eat!
Babe- okay
They start eating
JR – the stuff I was just reading sounded like it's meant for winter like January!
Babe – so will let it tell us stuff for winter of 2004…stuff to look forward to!
JR – okay, Career is next "You get a serious shot of ambition when strong armed Saturn appears in your astro scene. Write down all your future goals and take steps to achieve them now." Watch out for "your tendency to bump heads with the boss in September. Even if you know better, don't show it." Look forward to "Blasting past your competition during the later half of March" Here you can read the rest!
JR hands Babe the magazine
Babe – okay! Friendship "Beware of being a lyin' lion as deceptive Neptune lingers this year. Your true blue nature will come through and rat you out sooner then you think." Money "Cash-Hungry Jupiter urges you to take some risks with your savings through February 14th" Watch out for "Letting your heart –not your head – make dollar-related decisions in September." Look forward to "having a solid finical plan by August. Hunt for a forceful finical adviser during the dog days of summer to deliver on your dollars late in the year" Fitness "Since promising Pluto is entering your planetary pic, staying in shape will be simple-as long as you focus on having fun with your workouts." Watch out for "Feeling under the weather in April. Cutting down on the aerobics classes is the one way to ward off the sniffles." Look forward to "a Josh Hartnett look-alike at the gym whom you'll love to breaking a sweat with in December"
Babe – Josh Hartnett…yuck! He isn't at all attractive…
JR – so tell me more about yourself!
Babe – well…I don't know if you want to here this, but I believe that you should know if we have a future together
JR – I agree…we need to be open to make this work…secrets destroy relationships!
Babe – I gave my high school algebra teacher a hand job to get a better grade on my report card!
JR – really…was he old!
Babe – 28 it was near the end of the semester and it worked instead of a 46 I got 62
JR – wow, um…I am not judging you but that is kind of gross…
Babe – I think so too, but I was 18 years old, and I was desperate I needed to pass that class, so I didn't have to go back to high school for one credit.
JR - I am glad you told me! Anything else?
Babe – I got a speeding ticket and I paid for it but then 3 days later I got pulled over again and I was high and I attempted to sleep with the cop to not bust me for driving under the influence…
JR – and did you?
Babe – no, so I spent a night in prison. Momma bailed me out
JR – you spent a night in prison…how was it?
Babe – boring…and quiet! What about you? I think this is good…it's better so in the future there will be no lies and betrayal…
JR – well I may have already said a few of these… Paid a girl Lacy to write a term paper; I was Suspended from school. Then Attempted to bribe a police officer but it backfired so I Assaulted the police officer. Theft Stole my father's car, Driving without a license. Drug use everyday from May 16th, 2001 to June 30, 2001. I was Held in contempt for not showing up at a court hearing. I was driving under the influence of drugs. I destroyed property; I crashed my father's car. Breaking and Entering/Trespassing at David's Valley Inn room. Accomplice to theft; Drugs from David's medical bag Reckless Endangerment; Left Ken's lifeless body outside the hospital and took off he got shot! I skipped my assigned community service. Violated my probation by smoking a joint with Frankie the day she was killed. I Assaulted David Hayward in May of 2001.
Babe – It seems to me like we both regret a lot of things we did as teenagers
JR – yeah…but it made me a better person, but I can really see that I've changed
Babe – me too
JR –I am glad we can tell each other things like this…everything I did I regret but I was addicted to drugs and alcohol…I went cold turkey then when I ran away I went to a recovery center, I've been clean since June 1 2001 then I went back home 1 year later, and I got my life on track but then when my mom died on May 10 2002 instead of turning to drugs I just found ways of getting over my problems then I met Laurie Lewis and she helped me deal! But then stuff happened with my brother Jamie, then I left again on May 25 2002 and went to work on the cargo ship and here I am.
Babe – your very strong J.R. Chandler (she puts her hand on his and feels a spark; she smiles) and you can conquer anything that is thrown your way!
JR – Thank-you…that means a lot to me!
Babe – I know where we can go! Are you tired yet?
JR – no
Holly comes to the table
Holly – would you like anything else?
JR – just the bill
Holly – okay
Holly walks away and gets the bill; JR & Babe pull out there wallets
Babe- will go half and half
JR – are you sure?
Babe – yes!
JR – fine, if you say so but you have to let me pay for the next thing if we go somewhere!
Babe- okay!
Holly comes back with the bill
Holly – here you are, have a wonderful evening! (She walks away)
JR & Babe look at the bill $30.02
Babe – $15.01 each
JR pulls out $15.01 then Babe leaves a $2 tip
JR – what's that for?
Babe - tip
JR – oh okay
Babe – come on! Let's go (she grabs his hand)
They walk out of the diner and Babe leads them 2 blocks away they stop in front of a movie theater
JR – want to watch a movie?
Babe – no…I brought you here to show you the wonderful architecture!
JR grabs her, but she runs away he chases after her and finally catches her…he kisses her and pushes her into his body, arms around her waist. They pull away…
JR – I don't appreciate your Sarcasm and smart-ass remarks
Babe – you know you love it!
JR – nope…
Babe – Liar! (She hits his arm)
JR – ow! (Fake pain) That hurt…
Babe – sorry…did I forget to tell you I have a black belt in Karate!
JR (looks at her) yes you did…what else do I need to now about you?
Babe – I love staying in and watching movies, or television
JR – I know how to speak French, Italian, and Spanish
Babe – So do I…
JR – really! Cool
Babe – What movie do you want to watch?
JR – Cabin Fever…You game?
Babe – Will you hold me if I get scared?
JR – (his voice is sarcastic) no…I don't think that's going to work for me
Babe – who's the sarcastic one now?
JR – um…I don't know…me?
Babe kisses him then pulls away; they walk to go buy tickets
94 minutes later
12:10 am
JR – that was fun but next time you choose the movie…
Babe – it was gross, and stupid but I did have fun holding on to you when I got scared!
JR – so what's happening now?
Babe – I would like for you to come back to my place
JR – what about your husband?
Babe - he's not going to come by tonight…if he does you can handle him! Your bigger then him and stronger then him…your god and he's a cockroach!
JR – I am glad, you think so highly of me! How did you meet him?
Babe – I met him in Salinas, at a party then we became friends for a while and when I moved we talked for a while and he came and saw me in San Diego and then 5 days ago he shows up in town and chills here, he heard of a party we went together and got so wasted and high we ended up getting married here at City Hall, we didn't know what we were doing, I regret it because I have never had those kinds of feelings for him
JR – well at least your able to get him out of your life…starting tomorrow, and hopefully it will be for good!
Babe – exactly…
They walk up to the apartment they go downstairs to the 1st floor and go to apartment 5; Babe pulls out her keys and opens the door.
12:20 am
Babe Walks in to her apartment there is a TV and a futon, with a laptop in the corner, and to the right is the kitchen, beside that there is a bathroom and down that small hallway is a bedroom.
Babe – welcome to my humble abode… mi casa, su casa
JR – my house, your house
Babe – nice, you haven't lost your ability to speak different languages
JR – nope
Babe - Ho il cavo se lei vuole guardare la TV
JR – you have cable, and yes I would like to watch some
Babe- can you say it in French?
JR - Oui, de remerciement j'aimerais cela
Babe – typical man, cannot resist television!
JR – very true! But there is one thing that would stop me from watching television…Can you guess what it is? (He puts his hands on her hips, and pulls her in to him)
Babe – well, I have a few ideas but then wouldn't it be adultery?
JR – oh yeah, damn!
Babe – sorry cowboy, you're going to have to wait 10 more hours till I can legally divorce that son of a bitch Paul Cramer
JR – Paul Cramer!
Babe – you know him?
JR – My father is a friend of his Aunt Dorian, Paul and I have had quite a few issues with each other almost all our lives…
Babe – oh! So what does that mean?
JR – nothing…I am just surprised, you probably didn't think there would be any chance that I would know your husband, soon to be EX
Babe – your right, I didn't think you would know him that's why I didn't say anything…
JR – hmm…
Babe – so I have one question left for you…its kind of 2 but whatever, be honest!
JR – okay
Babe – "Who are you?" and "What are your dreams?"
JR –Well…My name is Adam Edward Chandler Jr, I am the son of a wealthy business tycoon named Adam Chandler Sr, and Dixie Cooney – Martin, I am set to take over my fathers position at Chandler Enterprise, I am the younger brother of Haley Vaughan, and the older brother of Colby Chandler, and step brother to Jamie Martin. My place of birth is in Pine Valley, Pennsylvania in to an extended family; they have a love hate relationship with each other and no one cares to change that. I am 20 years old, almost 21 years old, and I've been traveling the world since May 25 2002, but before that I ran away and got help for a drug and alcohol addiction, I came back and everything was going good in my life, for once but then my happiness became darkness whenMy mother died on May 10 2002, she was my light…she made all my family's crap okay…she was my protector, she made sure I was untouchable by all the hate and anger, and family drama that I was caught in the middle of. I am broken on the inside and I miss her so much but I know unless there is a miracle, she is in heaven watching over me, and praying that I am strong enough to beat my old ways…and strong enough to move forward in my life. She would want me to not turn out like my father. Before I decided I needed to get out of Pine Valley I did things that made me feel like my mother was no longer part of me, which is why I turned to the drugs and booze in the first place so it could numb my pain…but what sucks most of all is that when I feel that my mother is no longer a part of me, it feels like she is dying all over again…
His eyes become watery, Babe pulls him in for a hug, and he hugs back
Even though I have all the money in the world, I feel like it could never make me truly happy, I feel like it can't make anyone in my family happy…I feel like it'd be better if we all were stuck with each other, and poor as hobo's, and we had to work extra shifts, long hours, just to feed each other…because then we would truly appreciate each other, only because family is the most important thing a person could have, when my mother and me ran away we went to Pigeon hollow with very little money, I was truly happy because even though we weren't rich, we were together and we had the best time, and life was so much more simple and fun. I love my family all of them, because sure we want to ring each others necks, but there isn't anything in the world we wouldn't do for each other…and like I said we can't stay away from each other…even though we all agree and think we'd be better off by ourselves. I really think that if my mother were alive today, she would be proud at the way I handled things, sure she would miss me so much, and want me to call her…but if she knew that I was okay, and that I needed this to try to figure out what I want for myself out of life then she would be supportive, I needed to leave Pine Valley Because sometimes you have to step outside of the person you've been and remember the person you were meant to be, the person you wanted to be, the person you are, My mother told me that when she left Pine Valley, she always gave me advice in the past I wasn't always listening to it but I am glad I did when the time was right. I heard a friend of mine say this awhile back "And Hansel said to Gretel, let us drop these breadcrumbs… so that together we find our way home… because loosing our way would be the cruelest of things…" I've lost my way. But I am glad that I did this, because I learned a lot about myself, and once you lose yourself you have two choices… find the person you use to be or lose that person completely…I choose to loose that person, I decided to become a mixture of both my parents, instead of one or the other…I choose to make myself happy, and not care if my dad doesn't approve. I choose to fight for what I want, and not give up till I get it, I choose happiness over darkness, I choose life over death, and I choose love over loneliness. I chose to escape the grip of Pine Valley and my family…so I could figure out what it is I desire in life and my heart. I've had to become a grown up so fast, because my father and step father became worse when my mom died…my father was trying to influence me to think like him, and be like him and see the world through his eyes, Tad needed to protect me from that, because he made a promise to my mother that he would never ever let Adam influence me enough to be his clone…I am now my own person…I still love sports and hanging out, I love watching movies, I love to sing and write music. I make jokes and wise cracks, and I am huge smart-ass, which I inherited from the Martin Family…because I grew up with them. I am very sarcastic, I inherited that from everyone in my family, I know when to have fun…I even know when it's not the right time to have fun, and I now noticed I love to cook, because I learned how too… Babe on the inside I am mess, like a broken puzzle…I need to put myself together, and you seem to be one of the pieces, you make me happy and you make me feel things that I haven't felt in a long time, or at all.
JR - I need you to promise me "That it will be me and you, always and forever…"
Babe – I swear to you on a stack of bibles, and all that is precious to me…that it will be me and you, always and forever…
JR – well one bible is good enough…but if you want more then that's fine…
Babe – your right…you are a smart-ass
JR – you know you love me anyways
Babe – well yeah…did I mention I Love you so much Adam Edward Chandler Jr…and I don't care if you've got enough money, to buy me a private island in Tahiti because all I need is you…all I want is you…and I don't want you to change for me ever!
JR – (smiles) Thank-you (he pulls Babe in for a hug; he wraps his arms around her) I love you so much Arabellea Carey…(she interrupts him)
Babe – Arabellea Mai Carey
JR –it's nice to meet you Arabellea Mai Carey…I am Adam Edward Chandler Jr
Babe – (she smiles) it's nice to meet you
JR smiles and stares in to her eyes
Babe –does this mean…that you understand why if I could go back in time and change my life growing up…I wouldn't change it?
JR – yes! Because even though you could have all the money in the world, and you could eat as much as you wanted, you wouldn't want to because life was just perfect the way it was, and it made you who you are today, and you grew up thinking "anything is possible, dreams do come true" you have no limits to get what you want, you'll never have limits…even if there isn't any money…to make them happen faster!
Babe – exactly…so did you feel the same way?
JR – yeah! I think I did…but I kept wishing it would stay like that forever! There was no one else interfering with my time with my mother…it was just us, I was really happy to finally have my mother's full attention, and to finally be able to just spend time with her and no one else.
Babe – your mother was a big help in making the whole situation happy…just like my mom; they made us feel like we don't need money to be happy, happiness doesn't have a price tag or a limit.
JR – exactly…
Babe – (smiles)
JR – and the next question was "What are my dreams" right?
Babe – yes…but you don't need to answer it right now…if you don't want to!
JR – really…
Babe – Yes!
JR – okay…I am not quite sure what they are at the moment!
Babe – don't worry…you have a lot of time to figure it out! Now you say you love me right?
JR – right!
Babe walks to lock the door, she then grabs JR and kisses him really hard and full of passion
Babe – why don't we show each other, how much love there is between us?
JR – we can't have sex!
Babe – we can do other things…like you heard Leo's are very open to anything
JR grabs her and picks her up, he leans her against the wall and starts biting her neck…Babe then pulls his top off and kisses him, he picks her up and brings her into the bedroom
JR - Ah Bebé, incluso si nosotros no podamos tener el sexo que haré usted chilla del placer…
Oh Baby, even if we can't have sex I am going to make you scream from pleasure
Babe – go ahead, my body is your wonderland (she winks)