A/N: So here I am once again with chapter 4. onced titled "The beast" I'm not too sure how I feel about this chapter because I'm not an action type person so if you hate it just tell me so I can feel worst. Anyway I hope the cliff hanger didn't get anybody too mad. Hehe. So here is chapter 4! muhmuhmhaha

The beast took steps closer to Muraki and he took steps back. Then like whips of lightening the beast attacked with a mighty swing Muraki was on the ground gasping for air. Just then fire. Fire rose from the roses, every was dark except for the fire and the beast that once was the kind and gentle Tsuzuki. Muraki slowly blinked as lay on the roses that slowly burned from the rage of the beast.

"Are you doing to kill me? ARE YOU GOING TO KILL ME!" Muraki laughed, a loud cakle lilke never before. The beast turned slowly while the fire raged behind him.

"I'm not YOU!" The beast slowly started to change back. He collapsed om the floor and fainted. Muraki slowly got to his feet and stared at the now naked Tsuzuki. He got to his knees and put is right hand on Tsuzuki's head. He watched Tsuzuki sleep and waiting for his wakening.

...an hour later...

Muraki heard the muffled sounds of Tsuzuki waking up. At this time Tsuzuki had Muraki's pure white coat on. He woke up and stared at Muraki. They didn't speak for what seemed like hours. They sat side by side and stared into the endless fields of roses.

"Do you remember what happened?" Muraki stood up and waited for an answer.

"No... I only remember seeing you. I thought you were going to die."

"No."

"What?"

"You wanted to kill me."

"No!" Tsuzuki stood up ans stared at him. Yes there have been times when his death mean't that a lot of people would live and that Hisoka could be dead in peace but never can he wish the death of anyone.

"'No' what?"

"I didn't want to die." He fell to his knees again. "I never wanted you to die! I never wanted any of this." Muraki walked over to him and put out his hand that had a slightly burned rose in it.

"Then leave. Leave your world and stay forever. Or continue not to get what you truly desire."

Muraki's POV

He looked up at me. I only wish that things were different. Different from the way he felt about me and how we met. I walked over to a bush of slightly burned roses. I smiled and placed the rose in his hand.

"Did... I do this?" He asked me softly while his head never rising his head from the ground. He held the rose tighter I wonder what he was thinking.

"I want to go home now." No I don't want him to leave. If he does I wont see him anymore!

"I cant let you leave yet." He turned to me with his eyes in shock I always found myself looking in his eyes in fear or shock. Why couldn't he just look at me? Instead he saw fear and confusion.

"What?"

"If you go you'll make the biggest mistake of your life."

"What are you saying!" I hated when he was angry with me. He didn't know what he meant to me.

"We cant stay here forever."

"Why not?" My voice showed more hurt than I wanted. I pray that he didn't notice.

"This is eternity not its but not my eternity. Its not meant to be this way!"

"But if you go back you'll be miserable again!" He got up and turned his back to me. Was he crying?

"If misery is what is what I deserve then--"

"NO!" I swung him around only to do something that I wasn't even expecting to do. My lips pressed on his. It was like a dream that I've awaited to come true. The roses around us seem to glow as the kiss didn't seem to want to end. But I knew Tsuzuki better. He pulled away. All I could do was stare at him.

"Are you mad?" His head lowered. My heart ached when those words escaped his lips. I yearn for his being and yet he calls me mad. Mad? No, not mad, but terribly in love.

"If you go back... you'll never find peace."

"And you think peace rest on your very shoulders. Huh?"

"No. Not peace, but the freedom that comes from peace." A silent wind caused rose petals to rush between us. It was like the roses wished for the best as they fell back down to the ground.

"I'm..."

"Your what?"

"I'm... I'm not free." He picked up a rose that had not fulled bloomed and started to cry. All I did was stand there. What can I do but love him. So with all the strength in my body I walked over to him and hugged him. I didn't know what he was thinking but did know I was finally doing something right because moments later he hugged me back.

END MURAKI'S POV

They hugged each other not wanting to let go of the embrace. But just easy as it started it ended. Tsuzuki pulled away just far enough to look into Muraki's eye. He put his right hand over Muraki's fake eye and smiled.

"If only things were different."At that Muraki put his hand over Tsuzuki's.

"It can. If you stay with me." There was a blush that came on Tsuzuki's face as he leaned his head away from Muraki's.

"I..." Muraki clamly waited for an answer.

A/N: So what did you all think? I know the chapter was kinda short but I wanted to update so darn bad that I couldn't wait another day. Plus I have Finals this week so I wanted to update now before fans got crazy. So REVIEW! now!