A/N:LaDiDaAnifan here(big grin)To tell very body the truth I'm not too sure if I'm good at lemons. I'm good at emotion ...I think but not lemons or lime for that matter. But I cant help but write one. Mmmmmm Mur/Tsu lemon! (evil grin)
Muraki: Yes I'm looking forward to it. Hehe.
Tsuzuki: Whats going on:puppy eyes:
LaDiDaAnifan: Oh nothing:evil grin:
Muraki:I'm glad your here to witness our deep and passionate love scene.
Tsuzuki: But Yoko said I didn't have to do any of that:tears: (some information says that the creator's name is Youko but I liked Yoko so thats what I'm going to use)
LaDiDaAnifan: Matsushita Yoko isn't here to save you!
Chapter .7 -thank you Jollyolly for the start up-
It was night and all Tsuzuki could think about was the meeting. He had come home that night only to be looking over his shoulders very two minutes. He lay on his bed and thought deeply over what was going to happen to him in the mourning.
A rush of cold air hit him making him shiver. He looked over to the window that was slightly open. He wanted to go over and close but didn't want to find the strength to it. He did a deep sigh and sat up.
"Its so cold ...too cold for it to be just the wind." He got up and walked over to the window and stared at he reflection. "I killed myself just to be miserable again. Was it really meant to be this way?" He asked himself.
He look at the clock. It was midnight. Then he closed the window and sat back on his bed.
TSUZUZKI'S POV
I stared at my feet for god knows how long when I felt the wind again. Much much colder than before.
I thought I closed the window. I looked up to see that I was right. Where is it coming from? I looked around my room to see nothing that would cause the strange wind. I got up and walked back over to the window. Somethings here... I glared at the reflection of me but then realized that a sliver eye was staring back.
"GYYAAAAAAAAAAA!" I fell backward and landed hard on my butt. I quickly got up and ran to the window. I almost fainted when I saw Muraki just standing there outside. He smiled and pointed at the window's lock. He wants me to open it? ...HELL NO!
"If your not going to let me in nicely then I'll have to come in by force!" What the heck does he mean by that? But before I could take another step back he was behind me. That wasn't exactly forceful but he got in anyway. He started to whisper in my ear but I was too distracted by the fact he held my waist so closely and tightly.
"...do you understand?"
"What?" I finally snapped back to reality. I turned over my shoulder and noticed how close his head rested on it.
"Do you understand what I want?" I finally was able to get away from his strong grip and I swung around and stared at him.
"I didn't even hear you!" I don't know why I'm yelling but I am. Its too hard to love someone that your meant to hate. But now he wants me to understand what he wants? Ha!
"I asked you if I could sleep here and if you understood what I wanted." He stared straight at me. This is no ordinary stare. This stare was filled with lust. I'm nobody's booty call!(1) What ever he's planing I'm not going for it!
"Who do you think you are? Coming in here and just think my arms are going to swing around your neck!" This might not end well for me.
"Why must you think I'm only here to pleasure you? I'm simply wanted to see you because you were waiting for me. You waited for quite some time now but I had to find the right time to come over. Ive always loved midnight, its a sign of mourning coming but its still always so dark." I was waiting for him? What makes him think I wait for him? And why is he telling me this!
"Why would you think I waited for you?" I tried to make my voice as cold as possible but I guess after everything thats happened Muraki thinks he's won. I'll show him how wrong he is!
"Are you saying you didn't even notice you were doing it?" he chuckled softly. Even if Ive seen Muraki happy or content its still was very creepy. He slowly walked closer to me. Before I noticed it I had my back to the wall. I always wonder how we ended up like this. Then I realized that I'm and idiot just like Hisoka said. Hisoka knows me very well.
"What was I doing to make you come over and think I wanted sex!" My voice was louder then I wanted but even yelling doesn't get to him. He pressed me against the wall. His face only seconds away from mine. It was so dark that I had to quint to see how far he actually was but I knew he was close. He started to kiss my neck and I felt hot breath on the nape of my as he whispered against my ear. This time I'm ready for what ever he told me. He pressed my body against the wall and had me trapped with both his hands to the sides of me. I gasped at his sudden aggressiveness.
"All day you looked your shoulders, and you even left the window open for me. You stayed up all night for me." This cant be happening to me! His tongue ran across my collar bone. I bit my lip hard not to let a moan escape me.
Was I really waiting and not even know it? That cant be true! I don't love him. I'm not suppose to.
"M-Muraki." my body shivered at his every touch. I'm not suppose to want this! Think about what he did to Hisoka! No NO! "NO!" I shoved him off of me. I then clicked the lamp on and stared at him. He looks disappointed. He doesn't even know what its like for me. The lamp only gave light to one side off Muraki's face, It was flawless.
"Tsuzuki, are you not in love anymore?" His voice was low and paced. I was too shocked by his direct question to answer. How would he know that I... I mean- he's wrong!
"Muraki leave." My voice was stern.
"Do you really want me to?" Damn if he doesn't leave soon something really bad is going to happen. He took a step to me. I was still on the wall which was bad for me because there was no way I could back away. I might have to give in to him. But I cant let that happen. I cant give in to the sandman of the angels. My thoughts were cut off by Muraki's closeness. He stool a kiss from me.
His lips were soft and smooth pressed against my own. His hot tongue was slick and wet as it flicked the corners of my lips. He wants to deepen the kiss? No! But my soft moan let him in anyway. His tongue glided across my own. He tasted like tea and honey ...oh so sweet. I didn't mean to taste him back, it was just too hard not to.
"I'm glad you want me to stay." My eyes widened at what he was saying to me.
"I didn't ask you to stay." My voice was low so low that I wondered if I said anything at all. I stared for a moment.
"Well from what I can see your body wants me to stay more than ever." He smirked. I hated him for sure but I couldn't help but realize that I had a very strong erection. My face burned furiously. Urgh! Damn this body of mine!
END TSUZUKI'S POV
MURAKI'S POV
I smirked at his sudden look when he saw his own body. Was it really such a shock to him to see that his body responded to me? I saw a slight blush on his face ...I guess it is. I walk to him smiles and all and placed the back of my hand on his flushed cheek.
"This is how you looked when you first kissed me, do you know that? Do you remember?' I knew he remembered. He might not want to remember but I do. I wont let him forget. If he even tries to forget me there would be many problems.
"You should have told me about the time lapse. M-Muraaki." I couldn't stand to hear him reject me anymore. I then went for his neck. His moans only made bite harder. I slipped my hand under his night shirt. I guided him to his bed.
"Shh Tsuzuki-san. I cant control time. I cant control you either, did you know that?" I smiled and kissed his lips once more.
They are so soft and smooth. Slightly parted, letting me in to explore every part of delicious tongue that moved in motion with me. Another sharp gasp as I slide off his boxers.
"You don't call this control?" He said in a very low purr. This was too good to be happening. His voice was strangely seductive. Was he giving up? I lowered my head to speak to his ear.
"You haven't even seen control." His eyes widened under me. He then whispered something but I couldn't hear him. I was about I ask what he just said but I was stopped when he started to undress me."Tsuzuki?"
"Shh Muraki-san. I cant control my time with you. I'd rather be with you then go back to the time where I had to be something I'm not." I was completely thrown off guard by his words. He got me fully undressed and all he did was stare. So I kissed him again. I pulled out a bottle from my coat pocket on the floor.
"Are you OK?" Sometimes I surprised myself when I'm this kind. Thats how I know I love him. All he did was nod. I massaged his entrance with my finger.
END MURAKI'S POV
TSUZUKI'S POV
He glided his tongue over mines. This cool, wet, and disgusting feeling in my gut wont leave. I try to pull away be Muraki is too strong for just that. I try to yell 'no' but no words couldn't escape me through the intoxicating feeling, smell, and touch of his body firmly pressed against mine. I moaned even if my head told me not to. But my body never listens to anything... only the feeling. His erection pressed against my thigh and it didn't take long for my own body to follow. My breathing got heavy and thats when I knew it was going to happen. After all of my resistant and all of my 'nos'. He finally got to me.
His knee forced it self between my legs, spreading them so his leg was comfortable between them. I wanted to say no again but I realized that I was biting my lip so I wouldn't be able to say anything. My fingers tangled in his sliver hair and the moon light shined lightly in his eye. He bit and nibbled at my jaw and chest. I couldn't take it anymore. My body needed and wanted Muraki to touch it. So with out another thought I gave up.
"Muraki." I said slowly, still panting. "I want... I " He captured my lips again. His soft lips slowly moved over mine. Soon enough my mouth opened and his tongue flicked against mine once more. And against my purrs for more he pulled away.
"What do you want?" He whispered in my ear and I almost fainted. "I'll give you anything... just say it." He pulled off my shorts. That was the final piece of cloth left on my body. He held my cock firmly as he waited for me to answer.
"I want..." Before I could say another word he had my length in his mouth. I grabbed the sheets but it didn't help. Tears ran down my face. But it wasn't from hurt or pain. It was from the undeniable pleasure that only seemed to come from him. I opened my eyes slowly and looked down. I gasped as I watched my entire length disappear in his mouth.
Finally the platinum blond steadily placed him self on top of the dark haired man.
"Relax..." That was all he said before thrusting in to him. "Tsuzuki stop it ...if you don't relax its going to hurt more."
"M-Muraki! Please s-stop it!" Silent tears ran down Tsuzuki's violet orbs. "Stop!"
They were silent for a moment. Muraki leaned closer to Tsuzuki and whispered in his ear.
"Do you trust my words? Tsuzuki ...let me in." Just then Tsuzuki's muscles loosened and Muraki was allowed in. Muraki shivered at Tsuzuki's actions and his tightness. He only love finally submitted to him.
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I woke up and rubbed the sleepiness from my eyes. I felt limp hold on my waist an looked up to see that Muraki had stayed the night.
"So you stayed with me this time? ...good because I wouldn't like it another way." (a/n: awww fluff!) I kissed his forehead and slowly got up from the bed. I still cant believe that went with it. I looked over to the clock. Its almost seven. I guess thats time for me to go. I walked to the kitchen and started break fast. Then I heard the bell.
"Oh damn! Not now of all times!" Then the door flew open. Hisoka walk in.
"Tsuzuki, your suppose to be dressed and ready by now. I'm sorry I came without notice but I had to make sure you woke up on time. So you go get dressed while I do the cooking." He shoved me into the bathroom.
"Hisoka w-wait!" I was in the bathroom. He wont go in my bedroom right? Of course not! Hisoka would never do that. How could I let this happen! If Hisoka finds Muraki in my bed ...I don't know what I would do or say to explain myself! Muraki just came to my house and we made love? Or I fell in love with him and now were lovers! The truth sounds stupid enough!
"Tsuzuki?" I heard him call from another room. I pray is wasn't my bedroom. I slowly opened the bathroom door and walked out. He wasn't in the kitchen. He wasn't in the living room. He called again. Damn! I know where he is! I quickly walk to my room and opened the door. My eyes were shut. I didn't want to see Hisoka staring at the man who killed him in my bed. I slowly opened my eyes when I was fully in the room.
"Tsuzuki? Do you know where Muraki is?" My eyes finally fully opened and I was shocked to see no one was there but then my heart stopped when I saw a doll on the bed. Perfectly placed in the middle of the bed. With golden blond curly hair and a red satin dress.
"I don't know how that got here." I was more shocked than I should be. I knew Muraki spent the night with me! Now I'm lying about it! Why did Muraki leave that there? ...Oh, now I get it. Since he couldn't leave a mark on my body. He left his doll here. He's never going to let me forget.
"How did he get here? He must be up to something." Hisoka walked over to the doll and picked it up. All I did was stare. He turned to me and held the doll to his heart. "Tsuzuki? Your feelings are very weird... what happened to you?" Well I guess hiding emotion from him is not the best thing to do.
"I'm just a little flushed about whats going to happen at the meeting, thats all."
"Oh"
Did he believe me? Just like before I'm not a lair. Just hope this goes well in the end. I walked over and took away the doll.
"I'll take this."
"But..."
"He clearly wanted me and only me to see this. Its ok everything is fine." I cant take this much more. I'm lying to him!
"OK I guess." His arms warped around my neck. "Your going to come back right? Just like you promised."
"Yes."
Author's Notes: This is my longest chapter ever and I barely got anything in it! I'm very sorry to the readers. Its just that I got a cold case of writers block or laziness. So how did you like my lemon? How did you like this chapter? GOOD? BAD? Please REVIEW! If you dont I'll never update!