Author's Note: I left you guys with THE biggest cliffhanger Ive ever done in my entire LIFE! Ha-ha-ha! I bet your just going crazy to know right? I have to admit that I never ever thought that this fic would turn in to death, sadness, love, self-hate, angst... The list goes on and on. Wow I'm a one-of-a-kind author right? So here you are! Chapter 10, the big 1 0 Oh YEAH.

Please Note: Since Tsuzuki and Muraki got knocked out this is what happens after that.

Tsuzuki: But I wanted to be in this chapter! aw

Muraki: I feel a bit OOC

LaDiDa: Really? I just always thought you had a much more sensitive side to you.

Hisoka: (reads story) Daphne-Chan... I already get enough angst in the manga. And yet you just go a head and do THIS to me.

LaDiDa: well... to tell you the truth... I LOVE to see you in pain with Tsuzuki and Murakiu together

Hisoka: And don't forget "Hisoka's aftermath"! I'm GOING TO KILL YOU!

Disclaimer: I don't own YnM ... but one day... Muhmuhaha

Hisoka's POV(a/n: You knew I wouldn't leave him out right? warning: Angst ahead... but you all knew that right?)

How... how could this happen?

I stared at them... laying dead... on the floor... together.

There was no way for Tsuzuki to hide his feelings and emotion since he didn't know I was there. There wasn't a way for him to lie to me. He never lied, at least I thought he never lied. Staring at them... visions came to my head. Hard and fast. Visions that quickly made me hate the very day I was tricked into being his partner. Made me curse the day I wanted to love and be with him.

I saw much more than I wanted... I saw much more than I would ever want to know.

I saw the kissing and I saw the roses, I saw their love and I saw their hate. I saw everything...! all in one flash before my eyes.

I hate him!

I hate him! He lied to me! Why Tsuzuki? Why did you lie to me!

My mouth agape, I tried to scream, I tried to run but all I did was stare. All I could do was stare. Just stare at my lifeless Tsuzuki and that man who took him away from me.

Finally I was able to look at him, Raidon, Currently a stone figure. What type of god is that? I cant feel the emotion of a god. If I did I would surely faint. But I don't care anymore.

Getting the force in my legs back, I start to run, not away, but toward them. Toward all the fears of my un-dead life.

"Who's that?" Tensei asked but I didn't answer. There was only one thing on my mind, Tsuzuki. I hate everything he made me feel and everything me made me love... including him. Only an idiot would fall in love with Muraki and only and idiot would die for him!

But he never understood... he never understood that Muraki didn't deserve him. What freedom can Muraki give that I couldn't give you, Tsuzuki?

I hate you! I hate you! And I'll die without you!

Walking closer to them, my breath escapes me silently. I breathe, and I breath no more. Slowly I close in on them. And then finally I'm standing over them, fire in my eyes, hatred in my heart.

Damn you Tsuzuki! You broke your promise...

END HISOKA'S POV(a/n: not what I was going for but it'll do for now ne?)

"Hisoka... how did you get here? Nobody's suppose to be here."

"That worked well for him didn't it?"

"I'm... I'm sorry. Raidon he--we couldn't shut him down before it was too late."

"What kind of god is that?" Hisoka whispered, still staring at the dead Tsuzuki

"He's the type that should not have been created. I'm sorry we couldn't do anything... to stop him in time."

"Where?" Hisoka said slow and low.

"Where what?" Zerla questioned, slowly and softly, as if she was afraid of Hisoka's bitterness

"Where do shinigami go when they die? You, of all people should know, right?" Hisoka tightened his fist. "RIGHT?"

She gasped, eyes widened, but then softened with confusion and pity. "They go to there rightful place in heaven but--"

"How do I get there?" Tears streamed down from Hisoka's eyes. "How ... how do I get there?" He said again but much more quiet and pitiful. Like a child. A sad, sad child.

"But you have to understand... theres no way to get there... only a pure life source."

"So the only way I can get to him is if I die...?" She nodded slowly.

"But please... don't do anything you'll regret... he was doing this to save yo--"

"NO!"

Silence filled the room. Yasuo and Tensei stared. They knew another way to get to heaven but black magic was forbidden. And a shinigami to do it is much, much worst.

"He wasn't doing that to save me... he did it to save him." Hisoka stared for a moment, unsure of his next move. But then a thought hit him. He began to tug at his shirt, soon getting irritated, he ripped it right off. There on his back stood the curse. "...Muraki..."

"That... that curse." Zerla took horrified steps backward. "Who would give you such a curse?"

"The man that killed me... that man that Tsuzuki saved after all. Are you happy now...? TSUZUKI, ARE YOU HAPPY?" Hisoka screamed, it echoed trough out the entire building.

"Hisoka!" Hisoka--rambling and crying--turned toward the--now behind him—Tensei. "When this day is over... we will speak."

"I don't want to talk... " Hisoka fell to his knees and cried harder. No sooner he started slamming his fist into the ground. "TSUZUKI. YOU. BASTARD!" Harder and harder, he hit the ground. His fist turned white then blood clot purple. So hard that there was a very clear dent on the steel ground.

"Hisoka! Stop it." Tensei stood behind him. "I really need you to stop." Tensei leaned down and whispered in Hisoka's ear. "If you want to see Tsuzuki ever again... then you will stop it right now and wait until we talk tonight."

"I'm sorry I couldn't save them, Hisoka." Yasuo spoke softly but didn't move closer to comfort him.

"Their still alive somewhere. Muraki's mark is still stronger than ever... some how they skipped death." Hisoka got up stared at the bodies. "Even if their bodies tell me different..."

HISOKA'S POV

Tsuzuki, you broke your promise. I'll find you, even if I die getting to you.

Author's Note: Whats going to happen! What does Tensei want to talk to Hisoka about? What happened to Tsuzukui and Muraki!OK. I don't know about you but this chapter is my least favorite. I didn't catch Hisoka's POV well either.(sigh) But al least I updated, I bet you all thought I completely forgot, huh? LMAO. Ha! Take that! Reviews are LOVED! (sigh) Now I'm off to "Baby Blues" Wish me luck!