Authors Note:
Hey guys I know its been a LONG time since I've updated this story but as you know whoever read the last note I posted I've been busy. Thank you all for understanding.. and those who didn't understand I'm sorry you feel that way but I am trying. One of the reasons I didn't mention was that most of my chapters are about 8 pages long on Microsoft word (with spacing) so yeah. I can't write that much when I've got lots of work but I do try, most of the time I write a little hear and there but I don't get it finished in time etc. Well Because of he long wait I made this chapter long okay happy now? Unfortunately I haven't gotten to write the new chapter for my other Fic but hopefully this chap will sustain you until the next update, Like I said I am trying to do my best. and I'm sorry if my best isn't good enough, but I will try harder anyway. I hope you enjoy the chapter and as always please review I really appreciate your opinions and they mean a lot to me. I wouldn't update if you guys didn't tell me you liked my fic. oh and sorry to say this fic is coming to a close. not anytime soon. but almost. no worries! I have a couple ideas on a new fic. yes more angst and torture ^.^ I know I know. but yeah
WELL HERE GOES!!!!!
WARNING: This fic contains male/male relationships.. Nothing to serious mostly shounen-ai but whatever. O.o so if you no like no read. ^.^ oh and if you don't like angst etc don't read it eaither cuz I wrote some stuff you might not like.
Disclaimer: I don't own Yugioh sorry guys I wish I did .. but I don't.. [Inner thoughts]
"Regular speech"
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point of view change (i.e yami's; only happens once)
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Chapter Six: Open Your Heart
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Darkness surrounding... the silence is deafening. An immense wave of helplessness surrounds me. I am Alone. My memories seem clouded, I don't understand. I'm scared. There is a light that fades in and out. It is too bright it hurts my eyes.
A voice inside of me cries for help. I don't understand. Something inside of me is screaming at me to run. It's hard to breathe. There is a faint noise in the distance I can't make it out, it seems to be moving at an even pace.
My Eyes slowly open but I still can't see. I'm in a dark place. That noise in the background is getting stronger now and with each minute it seems to get closer to where I am. My heart starts to beat faster. I am afraid. The room is dark I can barely make out the things around me. I blink several times.
"What. happened. I don't." I try to speak but each word hard to say. My voice is raspy. I don't understand. I move my hands under me and slowly lift myself up. A sharp cry escapes my lips and I collapse on the floor. "What?" I slowly try to pull my legs underneath me. Something is wrong. Please make the pain go away. The noise is getting louder I can hear faint sounds in the distance.
A new sense of urgency overcomes me I try to get up a gain and an agonizing pain shoots throughout his body. There is something I was supposed to remember. Why can't I remember? "Ahh." I yelp in pain as I fall back onto the ground. "What. what's wrong with me?" its getting harder to breathe. My body begins to shake.
I find the strength to sit up slightly. The pain continues to surge throughout my entire body. I guide my feeble hand to the main source of the pain. Please make it stop. My hand finds it's way to my side, and touches it slightly.
I wince as the pain worsens when I apply any kind of pressure to the area. It is moist. I bring my hand back up to my face to inspect the moistened appendage. My eyes widen in surprise, it is covered in a thick red substance. It slowly begins to pool on the tips of my digits and starts to drip to the floor. I notice the red substance is all around me and my side is covered in it. Blood? I look at the substance and frown. I slowly feel the texture of the hot liquid with my thumb and forefinger. I still don't understand. Why can't I remember?
The noises in the background become louder and get my attention as I look up to find where the sounds are coming from. They are getting closer and closer, as they approach I recognize the voices. there are two. why do they sound familiar.. My face scrunches in pain once again as my strength begins to leave me. I am Lost. I try to get back up but my head reels in pain. I feel dizzy.
My eyes are getting too heavy to hold up. It is hard to breathe. My hands give way and I fall back onto the ground face down. I turn my head to the side and I can see a large door in front of me. Why didn't I see that before? There is a light coming through the space between the floor and the door. It flickers on and off. The figures around me are getting blurry. I can't see. I'm tired so tired.
"Please leave him alone you said you would leave him alone from now on!" a soft voice calls from the other side of the door. That voice, its so comforting. I raise my hand and desperately try to reach for the door but it is useless. I try to call out but I cannot speak.
"That kid has been nothing but trouble damn brat I should just get rid of him and be done with it!" I cringe as I hear that fearsome voice echo throughout my head. Fear grips my heart. I gasp as it feels like the air is being sucked out of my lungs. I cough roughly and bring my hands to cover my mouth. As I pull away my hands I see they are covered in blood. I cough some more and spit up more of the coppery tasting substance.
I look up once again to the door and I see shadows in the gap between the floor and the door. More yelling only I can no longer distinguish he sounds. Please. help. the darkness is calling to me. I can't hold it back any longer.
"PLEASE! Leave him alone!" there are loud crashes and sounds coming from the other side of the door. I cant... I don't.. "I said let go woman!!!" "Please stop!! Leave him alone! He doesn't deserve this he is your son!" "Like hell he is!"
Please stop. I just. ah. the pain it won't go away. "PLEASE!! Leave him alone!" I said let. go!!!!" I hear a loud bang followed by a sickening thud onto the floor. A dark shadow is covering the light. I am shrouded in total darkness.
I try to look up to see what is happening but it gets harder and harder to open my eyes. As I catch a glimpse of the door, I see some type of dark liquid seeping through the door into the room that I am in. The substance slowly makes its way towards me but I'm unable to move. There is so much of it. I don't understand..
The substance reaches my outstretched hand and I see that it is the same crimson liquid that surrounds me. That feeling of terror is coming back. I can't move. I'm afraid. there is nothing but silence. "Damn woman." I can't make out the voice. but the nice one is gone. where is it? Why do I feel so alone?
My eyes close of their own accord and I can hear the faint sound of a door knob turning slowly. I can't hold my head up to see who it is. I . I. I don't have any strength left and let my head fall onto the floor.. A horrible laugh echoes throughout my mind as I submit to the darkness.
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The quiet stillness of the night was suddenly interrupted by the loud gasp from the sleeping form in the corner. Yami suddenly broke away from the grips of the horrible dream and bolted upright in his bed. His eyes wide open starring at the bed sheets bathed in sweat. His breathing was uneven and ragged and he couldn't catch his breath.
The boy was shaking violently as a river of tears began to pour from his crimson eyes. Yami looked at his hands that could not stop trembling he glanced over at the clock on the nightstand and saw that it was only 2:00 am.
He looked out the window and saw the dark cloudless sky and the faint sparkle of the stars in the heavens. [Was that a dream? I don't.but it was so real. how can something so real be just a dream. was it a memory from my past? Then why didn't I remember. that noise. that voice. where have I heard that voice before.]
Yami stared down at his still trembling hands and tried to stop them from shaking but could not. [I should go back to sleep Yugi will probably be worried about me if I don't] Yami laid his body back onto the soft mattress and pulled the sheets over him and slowly closed his eyes.
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Please stop. I just. ah. the pain it won't go away. "PLEASE!! Leave him alone!" I said let. go!!!!" I hear a loud bang followed by a sickening thud onto the floor. A dark shadow is covering the light. I am shrouded in total darkness.
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Yami again bolted awake as more tears rolled down his face. [Why is this happening to me!] Yami thought to himself as the feelings overwhelmed him and he brought his hands over his face and cried. Yami brought up his knees to his chest and wrapped his arms around them, hugged them. He brought down his head and hid his face in between them with soft muffled sobs escaping.
He huddled himself in the farthest corner of the bed and sat against the backboard of the makeshift bed. The small body shook as he cried harder the force of his sobs shaking his whole body. [I cant go to sleep. if I do I'll keep seeing. that.]
Yami continued to cry into the faint streaks of yellow light began to emerge, banishing the dark and transforming the sky into delicate hues of pink, violet, orange and red.
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The whites of Yami's eyes were almost as red as the hue of his irises when morning arrived, and the clock read 5:59 am in a bright fluorescent red. Yami looked over to the sleeping figure lying across from him and a small smile appeared on his face.
But the smile disappeared as quickly as it can come when thoughts of the events from the previous night came floating back to his mind.
[Oh Yugi, you don't know how much I wish I could forget everything that has happened and just stay here and be happy with you. but how could you love something like me? Someone so tainted, someone so full of darkness.]
Yami continued to stare at the small figure in the bed and fresh tears began to roll down his cheek once again.
[Look at me, heh. I'm crying again] Yami sighed as he wiped the tears from his eyes and got up from the spot he had been sitting in all night long starring at his angel and the moon outside his window.
[I wonder if Sugoroku is up, I wanted to take Yugi to the pier. I always used to go there when I wanted to be alone. or hide.Maybe Yugi'd like it.] Yami glanced over at Yugi still sleeping on his bed. Yugi breathed softly, a pillow in his mouth as he chewed on it while dreaming Yami chuckled softly at the sight he went over to the desk and picked up a blue bag.
Yami quietly walked downstairs and began to pack some things from the kitchen and walked back up stairs where Yugi was still soundly asleep.
[Just a quick shower and I'll wake him up] Yami smiled placed the blue bag next to the desk and walked over to the bathroom and started the warm water.
Yami stepped into the warm shower, letting the heat of the water soothe and refresh him as he closed his eyes flashes of the dream resurfaced.
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Please stop. I just. ah. the pain it won't go away. "PLEASE!! Leave him alone!" I said let. go!!!!" I hear a loud bang followed by a sickening thud onto the floor. A dark shadow is covering the light. I am shrouded in total darkness.
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Yami's eyes jetted open as he held his right hand firmly foreword on the wall to keep him from falling. Yami faced the tub floor as the water poured down upon his body. [Why does this keep happening I just. want to forget.why can't I just forget.It was just a dream after all. wasn't it?] Yami sighed as he continued his shower without incident.
He dried himself off with one of the cotton towels and headed to the room to change.
"Hello Yami!" Yugi smiled brightly as Yami stopped dead in his tracks as he saw that both of their beds were already neatly made. He looked at Yugi who was sitting cross-legged on his own bed and smiled back.
"Morning Yugi, I hope I didn't wake you up." Yami walked over to Yugi and patted the boy on the head.
"Hey! Don't do that!" Yugi quickly tried to fix his hair while Yami just laughed. "No you didn't wake me up, but why are you up so early?" Yugi stated after he was finished 'fixing' his hair.
Yami grabbed some clothes from his closet and went back into the bathroom to change leaving the door slightly ajar to keep talking to the now vibrant, and awake, Yugi.
"Well, actually Yugi since you've already taken me to many places you like to go to, I'd like to take you to one of my favorite spots." Yugi looked over to the bathroom and where Yami's voice was coming from and noted that it had a hint of sadness to it. "If you'd like to of course." Yami held that sad tone once again.
Yami walked out of the bathroom wearing a pair of tight black leather pants and black tank top. [He seems to like black a lot. Hm. looks good on him.] And he once again and smiled sadly.
[I wonder why he seems so sad.] Yugi thought to himself as he continued to stare at Yami's face. [Yami looks really cute today. crap why am I thinking that. stop it! Bad Yugi!] Yugi thought to himself.
"Yugi you okay? You kind of spaced out for a second there. What are you thinking about?" Yami questioned as Yugi laughed nervously. "hahah nothing just thought of something Jou said the other day." Yugi laughed again.
"I'd love to go Yami so where we going?" Yugi as curiously as Yami got up from his spot on the bed and walked towards the desk where he retrieved a small blue bag. Then he continued towards the door.
"You'll know when we get there" Yami winked and walked out the door. "You coming?" Yami called out from the hallway.
"Yeah! Wait up!" Yugi yelled as he chased after Yami and caught up to him in the hall.
"Uh Yugi? Don't you think your forgetting something?" Yami raised an eyebrow, as he looked Yugi over.
Yugi looked to where Yami was starring at and turned bright red. Yugi had forgotten that he still hadn't gotten dressed. "He he, I forgot lemme get dressed and I'll be right back! Don't go anywhere!" Yugi rushed to the room and slammed the door and Yami could hear the sound of running water.
[So innocent.] Yami thought to himself as he continued downstairs and sat on the couch and waited for Yugi to finish his shower.
Fifteen minutes later Yugi rushed down the stair wearing a pair of back leather pants an shirt, and a blue jacket. Yami smiled. "you ready to go?" Yami got up from his spot and walked over to Yugi.
"Yup!" Yugi smiled and grabbed Yami's hand and walked towards the door.
"And where do you two think your going?" Sugoroku cocked and eyebrow up and starred at the two forms who's backs were turned to him.
Yugi and Yami turned slowly to face Sugoroku and smiled nervously. Yami was the first to recover. "Well I'd like to take Yugi to one of my favorite spots. if that's okay.. sir." Yami added nervously.
"Of course it is Yami!" Sugoroku smiled and Yugi let out a breath he didn't know he was holding.
"BUT" Sugoroku added, Yugi held his breath again and Yami froze wide eyed while Sugoroku glared at the two boys. Yugi and Yami froze. "You have to be back by curfew!" Sugoroku smiled and laughed at the two and walked back into the kitchen.
Yugi and Yami turned to face one another and shrugged. Yugi continued to pull Yami out the door and down the street.
"Uh yugi. you mind if I lead I don't think you know where I wanted to take you." Yami chucked as Yugi stopped and realized he didn't have a clue where he was going and laughed. "uh. sorry got caught up in the moment." Yugi let go of Yami's hand.
"Well its this way come on." Yami smiled and the two continued to walk towards domino pier.
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Yugi starred wide eyed as he saw the waves sway to and fro beneath them as the leaned on the railing of the pier. "This is awesome Yami!! I haven't been to the pier in a long time!" Yugi laughed as the ocean spray tickled his nose.
"I'm glad you like it, I have something else to show you but that's for a bit later how about we walk along the pier for a bit?" Yami asked as he looked over to Yugi who had his eyes closed and was breathing in the ocean air.
"Yeah! That sounds good to me" Yugi opened his eyes and smiled and Yami who in turn returned the gesture.
The two continued to walk down the pier talking and making conversation. "want to go to the arcade?" Yami suggested as they walked past 'game world' the most popular arcade on the pier.
"Yeah! uh wait I don't have any money." Yugi sad sadly as he emptied out his pockets and only found a piece of gum a candy wrapper and a penny.
"Don't worry I've got it, its on me. How about a game of DDR?" Yami suggested as they walked up to the new Dance Dance revolution game that stood in the front of the arcade.
"Yeah, but I'm not very good." Yugi said as he stood on the platform. "Don't worry neither am I" Yami laughed as he placed three quarters inside the machine for himself and three more for Yugi.
"Ready?" Yami asked as he saw Yugi preparing for the game hopping on the center square.
"Ready as I'll ever be!" Yugi said as he pushed the button on the game. The Music echoed through the building as the lights flashed brightly on the two players who were better than they thought.
[Man Yami looks hot dancing like that.I wonder where he learned to dance like that.] Yami thought as he looked over to Yami when the sound of someone saying "Bad!!" "Miss!" caught his attention. Yugi forgot he was still playing and had messed up almost through the whole song.
The song ended and the two stopped to catch their breaths. "Man Yami your good at this game where'd you learn to dance like that?" Yugi asked as he sat down on the bench next to the game. Yami followed suit soon after.
"No where I just used to come here a lot and play." Yami said as he closed his eyes and leaned back against the seat.
"Aah well I've gota go to the bathroom I'll be right back kay?" Yugi asked as Yami opened his eyes and nodded in agreement. "I'll wait for you here." Yami closed his eyes again and sighed.
Yugi rushed over to the bathrooms that were inside the arcade and entered one of the stalls.
Meanwhile Yami watched the people pass him by on the pier walking happily talking amongst themselves. [I wish I could be happy like those people. The only times I've ever come close to being happy was now that I'm with Yugi. He means so much to me. I don't want to go back. I wish things could stay like this forever.] Yami sighed as he got up from his seat and leaned foreword on the railing of the pier.
Yami breathed in the sea air and closed his eyes to think.
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[Aah I feel much better now] Yugi smiled as he walked out of the bathroom and began to make his way through the arcade when suddenly he bumps into someone and tumbles to the floor.
"I'm sorry I guess I wasn't. watching where I was." Yugi stops what he is saying in shock as he looks up to see the person he bumped into is none other than Sano the school bully. Yugi's jaw dropped as Sano grinned.
"well if it isn't the pip squeak! And now I'm gunna beat ya for running away from me the last time!" Sano reached down and grabbed Yugi by the collar and dragged him to the exit on the side of the arcade.
"Let me go!!" Yugi squirmed trying to get away from Sano's death grip. "No way! Hey boys look what I found." Sano laughed as he dropped Yugi on to the ground and four more guys circled him. They were Sano's gang the other bullies at school.
"Wow Sano you've got a good fish today heh why don't we gut him and see what he's made out of." One of the bulls kicked Yugi and sent him flying into another one of the bullies who laughed and kicked him again.
"Please stop! It hurts!" Yugi cried as the four boys kept up the bloody assault. "Look Sano he's begging!" One of them laughed maliciously as he picked up Yugi by the scruff of his neck.
"And you know what we do to beggars right Vernin?" Sano laughed as he aimed to punch Yugi in the ribs.
"Please some one help me." Yugi spoke softly as tears rolled down his face.
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"Some thing is wrong I don't think that It should take this long to go to the restroom." Yami walked back into the arcade and looked around.
"Yugi?" Yami called and looked around but there was no answer. Yami walked around the arcade calling Yugi's name with no answer when suddenly he walked passed the rear exit and heard some faint cries for help.
[Wait that sounds like. YUGI!] Yami ran out the door and saw one of four guys about to punch Yugi.
"YUGI!!" Yami yelled distracting the four guys from Yugi. "And who the hell are you?" Sano smirked, as he looked Yami up and down. "What, are you his twin brother or some thin? If you don't like what we're doin why don't you stop us half pint." Sano smirked and spit at Yami's feet.
The boy who was holding Yugi dropped in onto the floor and turned to face Yami and cracked his knuckles.
"Be glad to" Yami smirked and rushed towards them landing a punch on Sano's face and knocking him off his feet.
"Why you little." the other guy lunged at Yami and missed allowing Yami the chance to kick him in the side and send him sprawling onto the floor.
Yugi watched mystified as Yami continued to clobber all four guys sending them all running in different directions.
"Come let's get out of here!" "Yeah" the remaining two guys took off running as Yami turned to face Yugi.
"Yugi, are you okay?" Yami asked as he walked to where Yugi was lying.
"Yeah I'm fine. but your hurt." Yugi reached out touch Yami's face where it was bruised on one of his cheeks.
"Don't worry I'll be fine." Yami smiled as he helped Yugi up. "I'm sorry." Yugi spoke softly as tears began to fall from his eyes, keeping his face towards the ground.
"Oh Yugi, what do you have to be sorry for?" Yami tried the comfort him as he wrapped his arms around the crying boy.
"I ruined your day. I'm sorry Yami. I know how much you wanted to make this day special and I go and ruin it." Yugi continues to cry, while Yami smiles softly.
"Yugi, any day with you is a special day to me. You did nothing wrong, it's not your fault." Yami smiles as he embraces Yugi tightly. "Besides, the day isn't over yet and I think its about time I show you why I brought you here." Yami smiles again, as he takes Yugi's hand and leads him towards the end of the pier.
Yami smiles as they continue down the path, Yugi starring in all directions wondering what it is Yami is going to show him. Yami looks over to Yugi and brings his finger to his lips as 'keep quiet' signal. Yami squeezes Yugi's hand and leads him towards a deserted part of the pier near the rocks.
"Where we going Yami?" Yami led them to the end of the pier where it was closest to some rocks that lined the coastline and where there was a small area of beach below. "Don't worry come on while no one is watching I used to do this all the time." Yami hopped the railing and handed on the rocks and started to climb down.
"Yami! What are you doing we could get in trouble!" Yugi watched helplessly as Yami continued to descend. "Don't worry Yugi come on! No one's looking." Yugi looked around nervously and when the coast was clear hopped the railing and followed Yami.
As Yami finally stopped Yugi noticed that there was some kind of balcony formed from rocks and a mini cave in the back it was high enough to be safe from the water but was low enough that it was isolated from the bustling noises of the busy pier.
"Wow Yami this place is beautiful" Yugi stated as he walked over to Yami and stood next to him. "I used to come here all the time just to be alone. so. I could forget about my life and pretend to be free." Yami looked out at the ocean as the sun began to set illuminating the sky into an array of beautiful colors.
The sky glows in brilliant shades of amethyst, violet, rose, and orange highlighting the two figures standing there alone. Yugi looks up to Yami starring out at the ocean and sees a single tear fall from his eyes
"Yami." Yugi replies softly. "Yami smiles down at Yugi and sits down with his feet dangling on the side of the cliff, motioning for him to join him.
"Yugi I never told you what happened to me that day when you found me did i." Yami speaks softly still watching the sunset ahead of them.
"Well, no. but you don't." Yugi begins to speak but Yami cuts him off, "I didn't want to tell you because. I . I was afraid of what you might think of me if you knew the truth." Yami looks down at his hands lying on his lap.
"The truth is. My father and I don't get along.and sometimes.he." Yami puts his hands on his face and the tears begin to flow down his cheeks.
"Oh Yami its okay." Yugi hugs Yami and tries to calm him down. Yami wipes the tears from his face and looks down at his lap when he begins to speak again.
"No, I have to tell you. you have a right to know the truth Yugi. The reason why I was lying in the street that day was because my father came home drunk and he beat me."
Yugi watched as the tears threatened to pour down Yami's face once again. "He always beats me. even if he isn't drunk. I'm just a toy to him. he does whatever he wants to me. he hates me." Yugi's eyes begin to water as he looks down at his own hands. [How can someone hurt some one who's so beautiful on the inside as well as out.] Yugi thinks to himself as Yami continues his story.
"My mother died when I was very young, I don't remember much of what happened only that I awoke in the hospital and my father told me my mom was dead. Something about a car accident. although I don't remember anything about a car.." Yami stated, pausing after he said this. [Wait a minute, does that dream from before have anything to do with it? I wonder. I never could remember anything about a car accident..]
"Yami?" Yugi stated holding Yami's hand. "Oh... sorry. well after my mother died, my father blamed everything on me. if he lost something it was my fault. If he got stuck in traffic it was my fault. everything was my fault." Yami paused again and sighed. "and when I turned fourteen.." The tears began to fall from Yami's eyes once again at full force.
Yugi gave Yami's hand he was holding another squeeze and turned to him and smiled slightly.
"When I was fourteen. My father. took the last thing I had that was mine away from me.he." Yami squeezed Yugi's hand once again for support as he said it. "My father raped me. he said that way no one would ever want me.that I would belong to him forever." Yami cried the emotions overwhelming him as Yugi hugged him.
"You can't go back to him Yami. If you do he'll hurt you again." Yugi cried as he hugged Yami harder resting his head on Yami' shoulder, not wanting to ever let go or let anyone ever hurt him again. [Oh Yami, if you only knew, Nothing you could ever say to me will ever make me feel any different towards you. I love you Yami.]
"I don't want to go back. I wish I didn't have to go back. but I have no other choice. I have no where else to go." Yami sighed softly as he looked out to the ocean.
"What are you talking about Yami? Of course you're not going back. And your wrong you know." Yugi smirked as he looked up at Yami's face.
"Huh?" Yami questioned confused at what the young boy could mean.
"You do have somewhere to go, you can stay with me and grandpa. Grandpa loves you, and so do I" Yugi turned beat red as he realized what he had just said.
Yami smiled and hugged Yugi and whispered softly, "Thank you." [Yugi, you're the first person I have ever really felt I could open up to. my heart has been closed to everyone for so long. I forgot how to feel. how to love. I love you Yugi.]
"oh I almost forgot I packed some sandwiches and some drinks would you like some?" Yami got out the blue bag and un-wrapped the napkins holding the food. Yami smiled as Yugi grabbed two sandwiches and began to munch on them.
Yami chuckled lightly as Yugi got crumbs all over his mouth. As they both reached for a can of soda their hands met and they catch each other's eye and stare unblinking at each other emotions sky rocketing.
They both look away embarrassed and quickly release the small can. Yami smiles to himself and slides his hand over Yugi's and holds it gently and the two watch as the sun silently descends upon the dark blue water.
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Hey guys I know its been a LONG time since I've updated this story but as you know whoever read the last note I posted I've been busy. Thank you all for understanding.. and those who didn't understand I'm sorry you feel that way but I am trying. One of the reasons I didn't mention was that most of my chapters are about 8 pages long on Microsoft word (with spacing) so yeah. I can't write that much when I've got lots of work but I do try, most of the time I write a little hear and there but I don't get it finished in time etc. Well Because of he long wait I made this chapter long okay happy now? Unfortunately I haven't gotten to write the new chapter for my other Fic but hopefully this chap will sustain you until the next update, Like I said I am trying to do my best. and I'm sorry if my best isn't good enough, but I will try harder anyway. I hope you enjoy the chapter and as always please review I really appreciate your opinions and they mean a lot to me. I wouldn't update if you guys didn't tell me you liked my fic. oh and sorry to say this fic is coming to a close. not anytime soon. but almost. no worries! I have a couple ideas on a new fic. yes more angst and torture ^.^ I know I know. but yeah
WELL HERE GOES!!!!!
WARNING: This fic contains male/male relationships.. Nothing to serious mostly shounen-ai but whatever. O.o so if you no like no read. ^.^ oh and if you don't like angst etc don't read it eaither cuz I wrote some stuff you might not like.
Disclaimer: I don't own Yugioh sorry guys I wish I did .. but I don't.. [Inner thoughts]
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point of view change (i.e yami's; only happens once)
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Chapter Six: Open Your Heart
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Darkness surrounding... the silence is deafening. An immense wave of helplessness surrounds me. I am Alone. My memories seem clouded, I don't understand. I'm scared. There is a light that fades in and out. It is too bright it hurts my eyes.
A voice inside of me cries for help. I don't understand. Something inside of me is screaming at me to run. It's hard to breathe. There is a faint noise in the distance I can't make it out, it seems to be moving at an even pace.
My Eyes slowly open but I still can't see. I'm in a dark place. That noise in the background is getting stronger now and with each minute it seems to get closer to where I am. My heart starts to beat faster. I am afraid. The room is dark I can barely make out the things around me. I blink several times.
"What. happened. I don't." I try to speak but each word hard to say. My voice is raspy. I don't understand. I move my hands under me and slowly lift myself up. A sharp cry escapes my lips and I collapse on the floor. "What?" I slowly try to pull my legs underneath me. Something is wrong. Please make the pain go away. The noise is getting louder I can hear faint sounds in the distance.
A new sense of urgency overcomes me I try to get up a gain and an agonizing pain shoots throughout his body. There is something I was supposed to remember. Why can't I remember? "Ahh." I yelp in pain as I fall back onto the ground. "What. what's wrong with me?" its getting harder to breathe. My body begins to shake.
I find the strength to sit up slightly. The pain continues to surge throughout my entire body. I guide my feeble hand to the main source of the pain. Please make it stop. My hand finds it's way to my side, and touches it slightly.
I wince as the pain worsens when I apply any kind of pressure to the area. It is moist. I bring my hand back up to my face to inspect the moistened appendage. My eyes widen in surprise, it is covered in a thick red substance. It slowly begins to pool on the tips of my digits and starts to drip to the floor. I notice the red substance is all around me and my side is covered in it. Blood? I look at the substance and frown. I slowly feel the texture of the hot liquid with my thumb and forefinger. I still don't understand. Why can't I remember?
The noises in the background become louder and get my attention as I look up to find where the sounds are coming from. They are getting closer and closer, as they approach I recognize the voices. there are two. why do they sound familiar.. My face scrunches in pain once again as my strength begins to leave me. I am Lost. I try to get back up but my head reels in pain. I feel dizzy.
My eyes are getting too heavy to hold up. It is hard to breathe. My hands give way and I fall back onto the ground face down. I turn my head to the side and I can see a large door in front of me. Why didn't I see that before? There is a light coming through the space between the floor and the door. It flickers on and off. The figures around me are getting blurry. I can't see. I'm tired so tired.
"Please leave him alone you said you would leave him alone from now on!" a soft voice calls from the other side of the door. That voice, its so comforting. I raise my hand and desperately try to reach for the door but it is useless. I try to call out but I cannot speak.
"That kid has been nothing but trouble damn brat I should just get rid of him and be done with it!" I cringe as I hear that fearsome voice echo throughout my head. Fear grips my heart. I gasp as it feels like the air is being sucked out of my lungs. I cough roughly and bring my hands to cover my mouth. As I pull away my hands I see they are covered in blood. I cough some more and spit up more of the coppery tasting substance.
I look up once again to the door and I see shadows in the gap between the floor and the door. More yelling only I can no longer distinguish he sounds. Please. help. the darkness is calling to me. I can't hold it back any longer.
"PLEASE! Leave him alone!" there are loud crashes and sounds coming from the other side of the door. I cant... I don't.. "I said let go woman!!!" "Please stop!! Leave him alone! He doesn't deserve this he is your son!" "Like hell he is!"
Please stop. I just. ah. the pain it won't go away. "PLEASE!! Leave him alone!" I said let. go!!!!" I hear a loud bang followed by a sickening thud onto the floor. A dark shadow is covering the light. I am shrouded in total darkness.
I try to look up to see what is happening but it gets harder and harder to open my eyes. As I catch a glimpse of the door, I see some type of dark liquid seeping through the door into the room that I am in. The substance slowly makes its way towards me but I'm unable to move. There is so much of it. I don't understand..
The substance reaches my outstretched hand and I see that it is the same crimson liquid that surrounds me. That feeling of terror is coming back. I can't move. I'm afraid. there is nothing but silence. "Damn woman." I can't make out the voice. but the nice one is gone. where is it? Why do I feel so alone?
My eyes close of their own accord and I can hear the faint sound of a door knob turning slowly. I can't hold my head up to see who it is. I . I. I don't have any strength left and let my head fall onto the floor.. A horrible laugh echoes throughout my mind as I submit to the darkness.
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The quiet stillness of the night was suddenly interrupted by the loud gasp from the sleeping form in the corner. Yami suddenly broke away from the grips of the horrible dream and bolted upright in his bed. His eyes wide open starring at the bed sheets bathed in sweat. His breathing was uneven and ragged and he couldn't catch his breath.
The boy was shaking violently as a river of tears began to pour from his crimson eyes. Yami looked at his hands that could not stop trembling he glanced over at the clock on the nightstand and saw that it was only 2:00 am.
He looked out the window and saw the dark cloudless sky and the faint sparkle of the stars in the heavens. [Was that a dream? I don't.but it was so real. how can something so real be just a dream. was it a memory from my past? Then why didn't I remember. that noise. that voice. where have I heard that voice before.]
Yami stared down at his still trembling hands and tried to stop them from shaking but could not. [I should go back to sleep Yugi will probably be worried about me if I don't] Yami laid his body back onto the soft mattress and pulled the sheets over him and slowly closed his eyes.
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Please stop. I just. ah. the pain it won't go away. "PLEASE!! Leave him alone!" I said let. go!!!!" I hear a loud bang followed by a sickening thud onto the floor. A dark shadow is covering the light. I am shrouded in total darkness.
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Yami again bolted awake as more tears rolled down his face. [Why is this happening to me!] Yami thought to himself as the feelings overwhelmed him and he brought his hands over his face and cried. Yami brought up his knees to his chest and wrapped his arms around them, hugged them. He brought down his head and hid his face in between them with soft muffled sobs escaping.
He huddled himself in the farthest corner of the bed and sat against the backboard of the makeshift bed. The small body shook as he cried harder the force of his sobs shaking his whole body. [I cant go to sleep. if I do I'll keep seeing. that.]
Yami continued to cry into the faint streaks of yellow light began to emerge, banishing the dark and transforming the sky into delicate hues of pink, violet, orange and red.
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The whites of Yami's eyes were almost as red as the hue of his irises when morning arrived, and the clock read 5:59 am in a bright fluorescent red. Yami looked over to the sleeping figure lying across from him and a small smile appeared on his face.
But the smile disappeared as quickly as it can come when thoughts of the events from the previous night came floating back to his mind.
[Oh Yugi, you don't know how much I wish I could forget everything that has happened and just stay here and be happy with you. but how could you love something like me? Someone so tainted, someone so full of darkness.]
Yami continued to stare at the small figure in the bed and fresh tears began to roll down his cheek once again.
[Look at me, heh. I'm crying again] Yami sighed as he wiped the tears from his eyes and got up from the spot he had been sitting in all night long starring at his angel and the moon outside his window.
[I wonder if Sugoroku is up, I wanted to take Yugi to the pier. I always used to go there when I wanted to be alone. or hide.Maybe Yugi'd like it.] Yami glanced over at Yugi still sleeping on his bed. Yugi breathed softly, a pillow in his mouth as he chewed on it while dreaming Yami chuckled softly at the sight he went over to the desk and picked up a blue bag.
Yami quietly walked downstairs and began to pack some things from the kitchen and walked back up stairs where Yugi was still soundly asleep.
[Just a quick shower and I'll wake him up] Yami smiled placed the blue bag next to the desk and walked over to the bathroom and started the warm water.
Yami stepped into the warm shower, letting the heat of the water soothe and refresh him as he closed his eyes flashes of the dream resurfaced.
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Please stop. I just. ah. the pain it won't go away. "PLEASE!! Leave him alone!" I said let. go!!!!" I hear a loud bang followed by a sickening thud onto the floor. A dark shadow is covering the light. I am shrouded in total darkness.
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Yami's eyes jetted open as he held his right hand firmly foreword on the wall to keep him from falling. Yami faced the tub floor as the water poured down upon his body. [Why does this keep happening I just. want to forget.why can't I just forget.It was just a dream after all. wasn't it?] Yami sighed as he continued his shower without incident.
He dried himself off with one of the cotton towels and headed to the room to change.
"Hello Yami!" Yugi smiled brightly as Yami stopped dead in his tracks as he saw that both of their beds were already neatly made. He looked at Yugi who was sitting cross-legged on his own bed and smiled back.
"Morning Yugi, I hope I didn't wake you up." Yami walked over to Yugi and patted the boy on the head.
"Hey! Don't do that!" Yugi quickly tried to fix his hair while Yami just laughed. "No you didn't wake me up, but why are you up so early?" Yugi stated after he was finished 'fixing' his hair.
Yami grabbed some clothes from his closet and went back into the bathroom to change leaving the door slightly ajar to keep talking to the now vibrant, and awake, Yugi.
"Well, actually Yugi since you've already taken me to many places you like to go to, I'd like to take you to one of my favorite spots." Yugi looked over to the bathroom and where Yami's voice was coming from and noted that it had a hint of sadness to it. "If you'd like to of course." Yami held that sad tone once again.
Yami walked out of the bathroom wearing a pair of tight black leather pants and black tank top. [He seems to like black a lot. Hm. looks good on him.] And he once again and smiled sadly.
[I wonder why he seems so sad.] Yugi thought to himself as he continued to stare at Yami's face. [Yami looks really cute today. crap why am I thinking that. stop it! Bad Yugi!] Yugi thought to himself.
"Yugi you okay? You kind of spaced out for a second there. What are you thinking about?" Yami questioned as Yugi laughed nervously. "hahah nothing just thought of something Jou said the other day." Yugi laughed again.
"I'd love to go Yami so where we going?" Yugi as curiously as Yami got up from his spot on the bed and walked towards the desk where he retrieved a small blue bag. Then he continued towards the door.
"You'll know when we get there" Yami winked and walked out the door. "You coming?" Yami called out from the hallway.
"Yeah! Wait up!" Yugi yelled as he chased after Yami and caught up to him in the hall.
"Uh Yugi? Don't you think your forgetting something?" Yami raised an eyebrow, as he looked Yugi over.
Yugi looked to where Yami was starring at and turned bright red. Yugi had forgotten that he still hadn't gotten dressed. "He he, I forgot lemme get dressed and I'll be right back! Don't go anywhere!" Yugi rushed to the room and slammed the door and Yami could hear the sound of running water.
[So innocent.] Yami thought to himself as he continued downstairs and sat on the couch and waited for Yugi to finish his shower.
Fifteen minutes later Yugi rushed down the stair wearing a pair of back leather pants an shirt, and a blue jacket. Yami smiled. "you ready to go?" Yami got up from his spot and walked over to Yugi.
"Yup!" Yugi smiled and grabbed Yami's hand and walked towards the door.
"And where do you two think your going?" Sugoroku cocked and eyebrow up and starred at the two forms who's backs were turned to him.
Yugi and Yami turned slowly to face Sugoroku and smiled nervously. Yami was the first to recover. "Well I'd like to take Yugi to one of my favorite spots. if that's okay.. sir." Yami added nervously.
"Of course it is Yami!" Sugoroku smiled and Yugi let out a breath he didn't know he was holding.
"BUT" Sugoroku added, Yugi held his breath again and Yami froze wide eyed while Sugoroku glared at the two boys. Yugi and Yami froze. "You have to be back by curfew!" Sugoroku smiled and laughed at the two and walked back into the kitchen.
Yugi and Yami turned to face one another and shrugged. Yugi continued to pull Yami out the door and down the street.
"Uh yugi. you mind if I lead I don't think you know where I wanted to take you." Yami chucked as Yugi stopped and realized he didn't have a clue where he was going and laughed. "uh. sorry got caught up in the moment." Yugi let go of Yami's hand.
"Well its this way come on." Yami smiled and the two continued to walk towards domino pier.
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Yugi starred wide eyed as he saw the waves sway to and fro beneath them as the leaned on the railing of the pier. "This is awesome Yami!! I haven't been to the pier in a long time!" Yugi laughed as the ocean spray tickled his nose.
"I'm glad you like it, I have something else to show you but that's for a bit later how about we walk along the pier for a bit?" Yami asked as he looked over to Yugi who had his eyes closed and was breathing in the ocean air.
"Yeah! That sounds good to me" Yugi opened his eyes and smiled and Yami who in turn returned the gesture.
The two continued to walk down the pier talking and making conversation. "want to go to the arcade?" Yami suggested as they walked past 'game world' the most popular arcade on the pier.
"Yeah! uh wait I don't have any money." Yugi sad sadly as he emptied out his pockets and only found a piece of gum a candy wrapper and a penny.
"Don't worry I've got it, its on me. How about a game of DDR?" Yami suggested as they walked up to the new Dance Dance revolution game that stood in the front of the arcade.
"Yeah, but I'm not very good." Yugi said as he stood on the platform. "Don't worry neither am I" Yami laughed as he placed three quarters inside the machine for himself and three more for Yugi.
"Ready?" Yami asked as he saw Yugi preparing for the game hopping on the center square.
"Ready as I'll ever be!" Yugi said as he pushed the button on the game. The Music echoed through the building as the lights flashed brightly on the two players who were better than they thought.
[Man Yami looks hot dancing like that.I wonder where he learned to dance like that.] Yami thought as he looked over to Yami when the sound of someone saying "Bad!!" "Miss!" caught his attention. Yugi forgot he was still playing and had messed up almost through the whole song.
The song ended and the two stopped to catch their breaths. "Man Yami your good at this game where'd you learn to dance like that?" Yugi asked as he sat down on the bench next to the game. Yami followed suit soon after.
"No where I just used to come here a lot and play." Yami said as he closed his eyes and leaned back against the seat.
"Aah well I've gota go to the bathroom I'll be right back kay?" Yugi asked as Yami opened his eyes and nodded in agreement. "I'll wait for you here." Yami closed his eyes again and sighed.
Yugi rushed over to the bathrooms that were inside the arcade and entered one of the stalls.
Meanwhile Yami watched the people pass him by on the pier walking happily talking amongst themselves. [I wish I could be happy like those people. The only times I've ever come close to being happy was now that I'm with Yugi. He means so much to me. I don't want to go back. I wish things could stay like this forever.] Yami sighed as he got up from his seat and leaned foreword on the railing of the pier.
Yami breathed in the sea air and closed his eyes to think.
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[Aah I feel much better now] Yugi smiled as he walked out of the bathroom and began to make his way through the arcade when suddenly he bumps into someone and tumbles to the floor.
"I'm sorry I guess I wasn't. watching where I was." Yugi stops what he is saying in shock as he looks up to see the person he bumped into is none other than Sano the school bully. Yugi's jaw dropped as Sano grinned.
"well if it isn't the pip squeak! And now I'm gunna beat ya for running away from me the last time!" Sano reached down and grabbed Yugi by the collar and dragged him to the exit on the side of the arcade.
"Let me go!!" Yugi squirmed trying to get away from Sano's death grip. "No way! Hey boys look what I found." Sano laughed as he dropped Yugi on to the ground and four more guys circled him. They were Sano's gang the other bullies at school.
"Wow Sano you've got a good fish today heh why don't we gut him and see what he's made out of." One of the bulls kicked Yugi and sent him flying into another one of the bullies who laughed and kicked him again.
"Please stop! It hurts!" Yugi cried as the four boys kept up the bloody assault. "Look Sano he's begging!" One of them laughed maliciously as he picked up Yugi by the scruff of his neck.
"And you know what we do to beggars right Vernin?" Sano laughed as he aimed to punch Yugi in the ribs.
"Please some one help me." Yugi spoke softly as tears rolled down his face.
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"Some thing is wrong I don't think that It should take this long to go to the restroom." Yami walked back into the arcade and looked around.
"Yugi?" Yami called and looked around but there was no answer. Yami walked around the arcade calling Yugi's name with no answer when suddenly he walked passed the rear exit and heard some faint cries for help.
[Wait that sounds like. YUGI!] Yami ran out the door and saw one of four guys about to punch Yugi.
"YUGI!!" Yami yelled distracting the four guys from Yugi. "And who the hell are you?" Sano smirked, as he looked Yami up and down. "What, are you his twin brother or some thin? If you don't like what we're doin why don't you stop us half pint." Sano smirked and spit at Yami's feet.
The boy who was holding Yugi dropped in onto the floor and turned to face Yami and cracked his knuckles.
"Be glad to" Yami smirked and rushed towards them landing a punch on Sano's face and knocking him off his feet.
"Why you little." the other guy lunged at Yami and missed allowing Yami the chance to kick him in the side and send him sprawling onto the floor.
Yugi watched mystified as Yami continued to clobber all four guys sending them all running in different directions.
"Come let's get out of here!" "Yeah" the remaining two guys took off running as Yami turned to face Yugi.
"Yugi, are you okay?" Yami asked as he walked to where Yugi was lying.
"Yeah I'm fine. but your hurt." Yugi reached out touch Yami's face where it was bruised on one of his cheeks.
"Don't worry I'll be fine." Yami smiled as he helped Yugi up. "I'm sorry." Yugi spoke softly as tears began to fall from his eyes, keeping his face towards the ground.
"Oh Yugi, what do you have to be sorry for?" Yami tried the comfort him as he wrapped his arms around the crying boy.
"I ruined your day. I'm sorry Yami. I know how much you wanted to make this day special and I go and ruin it." Yugi continues to cry, while Yami smiles softly.
"Yugi, any day with you is a special day to me. You did nothing wrong, it's not your fault." Yami smiles as he embraces Yugi tightly. "Besides, the day isn't over yet and I think its about time I show you why I brought you here." Yami smiles again, as he takes Yugi's hand and leads him towards the end of the pier.
Yami smiles as they continue down the path, Yugi starring in all directions wondering what it is Yami is going to show him. Yami looks over to Yugi and brings his finger to his lips as 'keep quiet' signal. Yami squeezes Yugi's hand and leads him towards a deserted part of the pier near the rocks.
"Where we going Yami?" Yami led them to the end of the pier where it was closest to some rocks that lined the coastline and where there was a small area of beach below. "Don't worry come on while no one is watching I used to do this all the time." Yami hopped the railing and handed on the rocks and started to climb down.
"Yami! What are you doing we could get in trouble!" Yugi watched helplessly as Yami continued to descend. "Don't worry Yugi come on! No one's looking." Yugi looked around nervously and when the coast was clear hopped the railing and followed Yami.
As Yami finally stopped Yugi noticed that there was some kind of balcony formed from rocks and a mini cave in the back it was high enough to be safe from the water but was low enough that it was isolated from the bustling noises of the busy pier.
"Wow Yami this place is beautiful" Yugi stated as he walked over to Yami and stood next to him. "I used to come here all the time just to be alone. so. I could forget about my life and pretend to be free." Yami looked out at the ocean as the sun began to set illuminating the sky into an array of beautiful colors.
The sky glows in brilliant shades of amethyst, violet, rose, and orange highlighting the two figures standing there alone. Yugi looks up to Yami starring out at the ocean and sees a single tear fall from his eyes
"Yami." Yugi replies softly. "Yami smiles down at Yugi and sits down with his feet dangling on the side of the cliff, motioning for him to join him.
"Yugi I never told you what happened to me that day when you found me did i." Yami speaks softly still watching the sunset ahead of them.
"Well, no. but you don't." Yugi begins to speak but Yami cuts him off, "I didn't want to tell you because. I . I was afraid of what you might think of me if you knew the truth." Yami looks down at his hands lying on his lap.
"The truth is. My father and I don't get along.and sometimes.he." Yami puts his hands on his face and the tears begin to flow down his cheeks.
"Oh Yami its okay." Yugi hugs Yami and tries to calm him down. Yami wipes the tears from his face and looks down at his lap when he begins to speak again.
"No, I have to tell you. you have a right to know the truth Yugi. The reason why I was lying in the street that day was because my father came home drunk and he beat me."
Yugi watched as the tears threatened to pour down Yami's face once again. "He always beats me. even if he isn't drunk. I'm just a toy to him. he does whatever he wants to me. he hates me." Yugi's eyes begin to water as he looks down at his own hands. [How can someone hurt some one who's so beautiful on the inside as well as out.] Yugi thinks to himself as Yami continues his story.
"My mother died when I was very young, I don't remember much of what happened only that I awoke in the hospital and my father told me my mom was dead. Something about a car accident. although I don't remember anything about a car.." Yami stated, pausing after he said this. [Wait a minute, does that dream from before have anything to do with it? I wonder. I never could remember anything about a car accident..]
"Yami?" Yugi stated holding Yami's hand. "Oh... sorry. well after my mother died, my father blamed everything on me. if he lost something it was my fault. If he got stuck in traffic it was my fault. everything was my fault." Yami paused again and sighed. "and when I turned fourteen.." The tears began to fall from Yami's eyes once again at full force.
Yugi gave Yami's hand he was holding another squeeze and turned to him and smiled slightly.
"When I was fourteen. My father. took the last thing I had that was mine away from me.he." Yami squeezed Yugi's hand once again for support as he said it. "My father raped me. he said that way no one would ever want me.that I would belong to him forever." Yami cried the emotions overwhelming him as Yugi hugged him.
"You can't go back to him Yami. If you do he'll hurt you again." Yugi cried as he hugged Yami harder resting his head on Yami' shoulder, not wanting to ever let go or let anyone ever hurt him again. [Oh Yami, if you only knew, Nothing you could ever say to me will ever make me feel any different towards you. I love you Yami.]
"I don't want to go back. I wish I didn't have to go back. but I have no other choice. I have no where else to go." Yami sighed softly as he looked out to the ocean.
"What are you talking about Yami? Of course you're not going back. And your wrong you know." Yugi smirked as he looked up at Yami's face.
"Huh?" Yami questioned confused at what the young boy could mean.
"You do have somewhere to go, you can stay with me and grandpa. Grandpa loves you, and so do I" Yugi turned beat red as he realized what he had just said.
Yami smiled and hugged Yugi and whispered softly, "Thank you." [Yugi, you're the first person I have ever really felt I could open up to. my heart has been closed to everyone for so long. I forgot how to feel. how to love. I love you Yugi.]
"oh I almost forgot I packed some sandwiches and some drinks would you like some?" Yami got out the blue bag and un-wrapped the napkins holding the food. Yami smiled as Yugi grabbed two sandwiches and began to munch on them.
Yami chuckled lightly as Yugi got crumbs all over his mouth. As they both reached for a can of soda their hands met and they catch each other's eye and stare unblinking at each other emotions sky rocketing.
They both look away embarrassed and quickly release the small can. Yami smiles to himself and slides his hand over Yugi's and holds it gently and the two watch as the sun silently descends upon the dark blue water.
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