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Chapter 4- And back To The Sohma's

Kyo looked at her, he could feel how much he truly loved her now. But what she had just said hurt him so badly, and he knew that she didn't understand this. But how could he explain it to her. He smiled at Tohru, making her relax a little.

"I'm sorry but I just have to go home and get some homework done for school. But we could always hang out tomorrow, we'll meet here, how does that sound?" he asked still smiling.

She didn't like that idea at all. But as long as she could be able to come back with him she was happy.

"Sure," she said sadly.

Kyo waved goodbye before running off. When he was sure he was far enough from her, he had to sit down and rest. But when he went to go do this something had made him sit back up. It was a jolt of pain that had shot through his body. And out of know where he was able to feel his eyes starting to tear. He hadn't known it, but the whole time he was running he was thinking about what Tohru had called him. Kun… the word just kept repeating in his mind. It was hard to explain why though, and the more he thought about it the more the tears had come. He wiped his face so know one would notice. But he couldn't just stay here and cry.

He stood to his feet and looked around as if he didn't know where he was. After a few moments of people staring at him like he was crazy, Kyo decided to head back to his apartment. The moment he entered his room he found himself on the floor, crying. He was so confused. What was going on with him? He searched for the answer to why he was crying but he couldn't find it. No matter how hard he searched the answer wouldn't come to him.

His thoughts had been broken when his phone let out a small ringing noise indicating that someone was calling him. Slowly he stood to his feet and picked up the phone. Before he could say anything a familiar voice shot into his ear.

"Kyo-kuuun!" Shigure's voice called threw the phone.

Kyo cringed at the sound of his voice but eventually answered back with a "what?"

"Oh no hello?" Shigure teased, making Kyo become pissed off.

"Ah! Just tell me what you want dammit!" Kyo demanded.

"Wellllll…"Shigure said holding out the l in well long enough to get Kyo more pissed off.

"Just spit it out already!"

"Fine fine…well you see Kyo…I have finally published one of my many good books and now we are going to celebrate. And everyone is invited. Including you!"

Well duh…I am a someone aren't I? Kyo thought to himself as Shigure just kept on blabbering about this party he was going the throw.

"yeah, okay…ah ha…sure…yes!" Kyo yelled each word with annoyance in his voice.

"Well its good to here that you haven't changed much." Shigure said.

"what ever…" Kyo said, now just wishing that Shigure would hear that he didn't want to talk.

"Well then you will come, right?" Shigure asked, a little more serious this time.

"Sure, as long as it will get you to shut up!"

Shigure didn't take to mind what Kyo had just said, his mouth just kept moving telling Kyo everything he needed to know.

"The party is Saturday, everyone is going to be there…" That was the sort of stuff he had been telling him.

After a few of Kyo's rude comments towards Shigure and Shigure's wonderful perverted jokes Kyo had hung up. He looked around and sighed. Should he tell everyone about Tohru and how he speaks with her again. Or should he just keep his mouth closed and not say anything. He thought that right now, keeping his mouth closed was the best thing to do. Who knows how Kisa and Momiji would act. And then there was Kagura, she had grown very fond of Tohru and who knows how she would act. So he just guessed that keeping this news away from them was the best thing to do.

Only for some odd reason he felt as if he should tell Shigure. But why? He shook his head as if to get the thoughts out f it then turned his attention to his books that were scattered all over his floor next to his bed. He kneeled down and out them into a small stack. He had school again tomorrow, and he did not want to go. Why he had ever thought to go to college was beyond him. But then the thought hit him. Tohru, she was the reason. Because she had told him so long ago that she promised her mom she would go to college and be successful. So Kyo had then promised Tohru, in his mind, that he to would go to college. And he had never once thought about breaking that promise.

It was still fairly early and Kyo had nothing to do. He became a bit angry when thinking that he should have just stayed at the park with Tohru and not let his sadness get to him. But he had, and he knew he couldn't go back to the park looking for her. That would just be odd. Then he thought, being that Shigure was the only one that Kyo felt right telling him about Tohru he decided he could go there. No one should have been at the house except Shigure and maybe Hatori or Ayame.

He picked up the phone and hit redial. The phone rang once, then twice, then Shigure picked up with a almost singing hello.

"Idiot…"Kyo mumbled before continuing to speak. "I need to talk to you," he said.

Shigure had know who it was by the way he said idiot and his voice. "Okay, come one over then. I'll get something ready…" Shigure said more mature then before.

Kyo nodded as if Shigure could see him and then bung up the phone and headed for the door. About an hour later of walking Kyo had been standing in front of the many trees that led to the Shigure's. He shook his head and let out a small laugh at the thought of walking threw the woods again like he still lived at Shigure's. Then he entered them and only minutes later came to Shigure's house.

Nothing had changed about it since the last time he had been here. That was almost 2 years ago. But to him it seemed like an eternity. He walked up and opened the door as if he had still lived in the house. He looked around and saw no one.

"Kyo!" Someone called from in side the kitchen. "is that you?"

Right away he as able to tell it was Shigure by the high pitch in the voice. He frowned a little as he walked into the kitchen.

"My my it has been a very long time since I have seen you Kyo. How have you been?"

"Good and yourself?" he asked as he sat down at the small table and watched as Shigure brought over some tea.

"Why good thank you, so you said you had something to tell me. So, what is it?" Shigure asked.

Kyo looked at him as if he was now confused. But he wasn't, he just didn't know how he was going to tell Shigure about Tohru. And now he was wondering if coming here was a bad idea or a good one. He looked down at the tea that had just been placed in front of him. He pushed it away a little and then looked back at Shigure's wondering face. Kyo sighed as he now knew he had to tell him or coming here would have been so pointless.

"It's…" Kyo started but stopped when he herd someone enter the room. He turned his head to see Yuki standing there staring back at him. Immediately Kyo shot up to his feet.

"You didn't tell me he would be here!" Kyo shouted, now pointing to Yuki.

"And you didn't tell me he would be here either," Yuki said firmly.

"I just thought it would be good to have you both here like old times. And then what ever you had to tell me Kyo Yuki would be able to here to just like many years ago…"

Both Yuki and Kyo's eyes narrowed.

"I could careless about this insignificants problems…" Yuki said coldly as he looked back at Kyo.

"You would care if you knew it was about Tohru!" Kyo shouted.

"Miss…Honda?" Yuki's eyes became soft as the name of Tohru echoed threw his ears.

"Yeah," kyo said, now calming down a little. "She goes to the same college as me. I talked to her the other day. Then yesterday as well, and well today we had actually hung out." Kyo's eyes made there way towards the floor.

"Kyo,"

Kyo's head jerked up when he herd Yuki saying his name so calmly.

"You cant keep doing this. You have to leave Miss. Honda. What if she starts to get her memory back,"

"What do you mean by that? No one has ever gotten there memory back, so what makes you think Tohru would?"

When Kyo asked this question he could see that Yuki knew something he didn't. So did Shigure. But what?

"What the hell are you to hiding from me?" he questioned, letting his anger now take over once again.

"Its going to start from the very beginning all over again," Shigure stated firmly. And that was it. That's all Kyo got. Shigure had left the room after saying that, and Yuki did as well.

"What?" Kyo asked himself.

Yuki hearing Kyo's question decided he would give him the answer.

"She still has part of her memory, Hatori is the one who informed us of this. We knew that if someone was to meet up with her again that she would more then likely start remembering,"

"But how does she still have some memory left?"

"It was when Hatori's hand met with Tohru's that he had tried to pull his hand back. He succeeded in doing this, but not with his whole hand. Only there fingers were touching. Kyo, do you want Tohru to remember everything that happened to her in the past?"

"No I don't…but then a half of me does…and…" Kyo stopped talking and looked towards Yuki. Why was he talking to Yuki like this? Either way he didn't care, someone was actually talking to him about this. Though, why did it have to be Yuki of all people?

"If you don't want her to remember you have to stop talking to her, and being near her. All of that will only make it come back little by little.." With that said, Yuki had walked out of the kitchen once again.

Kyo just stood there confused. He didn't know what he should do now. He told Tohru he would meet her tomorrow at the park again. But if he did this he would wined up hanging out with her again. But he didn't want her memory to get restored. Well that's what he told himself. He knew that he really wanted Tohru to remember him, but not other things. He wanted her to remember only the people she had healed in so many ways. But if she remembered them, then she would remember everything that happened.

Kyo dropped himself to the floor as his thoughts got even deeper.

Would it really hurt her if I were to make her remember? But…then…if it didn't would she be happy. I know everyone else would. Well…almost everyone else… When Kyo said this he was thinking about Yuki. He wasn't sure if Yuki really wanted Tohru to remember. It had been four years and he was still calling her Miss. Honda to.

"no," Kyo said. "I want her back, I want her to remember. But I don't want her to also have to remember the pain she went threw so many years back…" Kyo let out another sigh. He knew she hadn't gone threw a lot of pain, but there was some. And he didn't want her to have to remember about any of it.

"I have to…" Kyo stopped when his bracelet let out another pulsing feeling. He looked down at it and the beads that were red were glowing.

sorry for the long wait on this chapter, but i have been somewhat busy! well i really have to make this fast so thanks to all my readers and reveiwers! please keep r/r thanks!