Drabble 2: Remember Me
Disclaimer: ;; I don't own anything except Sam,and its sad enough someone important to her dies! wails
"So I am forced to remember you today...am I"
It was the anniversary,it was pretty hard to believe,that just a year before,Sams friend,Rey Za Burrel,had died..she hadn't an idea as to how or why or even who..just knew he was dead.She gathered the flowers she could from earth,where he was burried.And walked out of her dorm.
As if by cruel fate,irony one might say even,the day he died was also the day she had left and was promoted for it.She didn't know exactly why until the funeral...where she let all her emotions out,cloaking it by saying it was raining.And as each and every person left,she remained,saluting him.
"Its ironic for us isn't it...I told you to stay safe...and you told me you would...you finally broke a promise Rey..",And that was all she managed to say before spiralling deep into the depths of her despair,mourning her best friends death,falling to her knees,craddling her side,and making each and every tear known by letting a sorrowfilled scream belt out as her tears hit the ground.
She recalled that day clearly,and sighed to herself,regretting the fact that she cried till she couldn't cry one last tear.
"Come on now,he wouldn't want you crying after watching you do so at his fu--",She choked a bit on a sob as a tear slid down her cheek,she stopped and wiped it away ,shaking her head slowly.She continued onward as the ship neared earth.
The ship finally landed as she stepped out,Her Hair up in a bun and dressed all black that time.Carrying the flowers she had gathered,she walked to the familiar grave.
As she neared it she saw a picture still placed there.She smiled slowly.The frame a pretty simple one.But to her,it just plain glowed.
The picture showed all of them,together.A perfect tribuite picture.He was standing next to her,saluting.Both were pretty young at that time,no more then maybe in their teens.
She kneeled down next to the grave and laid the flowers before it.before sitting down,resting her right arm along her knee,She looked up,god the sky that day was so beautiful.
She stopped as the sun got to her,and tilted her head to the right,looking back at the grave."Well buddy...everyone said they were too busy today...I came so you wouldn't feel too bad...",Tears welled in her eyes,she forced herself to smile full heartedly at the grave,as she then opened her mouth again,and choked out,the best she could do,the lyrics to a song she used to sing to herself.
"But I will remember you will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by weep not for the memories"
She then let her head rest on her arm,letting one or two tears fall before wiping them away.She looked back at the picture,and just remembered his voice,what he said the first time she sang the song to him.
"Hey sam...",he had interupted her,right as she finished the third line in the chorus.She stopped and looked at him.
"Will you remember me when I die?",He asked,She stared at him.
"Depends on if you die you mean!",She chuckled as he looked at her,concerned.
She stopped and glanced into his eyes,and blinked as she saw that he was completely serious.He grabbed her wrist gently."Remember me...please..",Was all he said.
She looked at his hand,and then back into his eyes,she smiled."Roger sir"
She sighed to herself slowly and looked up again,the sky had then turned dark and gloomy.She blinked and looked on in concern.She got up and looked back down at the grave sight before walking towards the ship.And thats when she felt it.
A raindrop fell straight down,landing along her cheek,and it slid down,as if it were a tear.
She blinked and felt her cheek,and looked back up as it began to rain,it soaked her form completely in a matter of minutes.She walked back to the grave and looked at the picture,and back at the sky.She then shruged and as if insanity finally overtook her,she danced.
She span around gracefully as the black dress squeezed her form around the waist and legs.She let her hands spread out and span smiling to the sky.Taking steps to the right and then returning to the left of her,taking a spin every now and then.
The dress squeezed around her completely and her hair finally came undone,Freeing her soaked hair as it clung to her back and the dress itself.She stopped spinning completely as she looked up again,seeing the rain beginning to stop.She forced a smile.
"Weep not for the memories...my friend...",and a tear slid down her cheek once more,She made her way to the ship before she saw another one land.And Athrun came out,waving at her slowly.She blinked slowly,and forced another big grin.And the dam broke,and tears slid down both her cheeks.But she apparently didn't notice as she continued to smile.
Weep Not For The Memories...
A/N: ;; I do not own the song.lol.Sarah McLaghlin does. "I Will Remember You".Now for notes on the drabble itself "" SAD! God I feel like crying...infact that happened three times as I was writing too O.o..but then again I haven't cried for monthes..I probably need to cry .Hope it makes sense and isn't too sad. Skitters away