Claimer: I own Kata and Kane…that's it…O! and the crazy people that tried to rob a mall…lol
A Journal…
That's what I have decided to do…that's what I have decided to keep…
I want to record everything that happens to Kane and me…so I wont forget, so I will NEVER forget!
Even if Kane goes back to the Mamodo world, I'll have this journal to remember him by, my little Mamodo of Darkness.
The relationship that Kane and I have is special, very special…we grow stronger every day. I can feel it. We can already go up to our fifth spell, Lunar Carta no Tai.
I still have no clue what these words mean…what any of them mean! I know it's silly of me (and Kane says so whenever I bring it up)…but I really want to know what I'm saying when a spell comes out of my mouth…I think it's somewhat Greek, mainly because of the "Lunar"…that's Greek, right? Hmm, sounds to me as if I have a lot of studying to do…damn…I hate studying…
Kane's glaring at me from the window…he wants to go play with Zatch in the park, but I wont let him because it's supposed to rain and I don't want him to catch another cold.
Oh, yeah…Zatch is another Mamodo, and his partner's name is Kiyo…Their a pretty good team…and Kiyo's REALLY hot, but I can't see myself going after him…not with this one girl at school totally crazy about him. I'm not a home wrecker! I also don't see how Kiyo can't see that she likes him! Stupid men…
Kane's still glaring his hearts out…you know? In a way Kane kind of reminds me of Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho…he acts all tough, but deep down he's just a little boy.
My little boy, yes…you heard me right! Kane is my little boy!
We've already agreed, I'm his mother and he's my son. That's our relationship. Not only is he my partner in this battle, but he's also the family that I wish I had.
We love each other, very, very, very deeply.
You know when someone says that they love someone so much that their willing to let them go, so long as it makes them happy?
That's how I feel about Kane.
I'm willing to give Kane up (as I may have to sooner or later when he returns to the Mamodo World)…I don't want to be selfish and whine and cry to try my hardest when it's time. I know it's gonna hurt, and I know I'm gonna be in a lot of emotional and mental pain when he leaves me…but I've accepted it…
I can't keep him, even if I want to…no mother wants to give her son away…but like all mothers…I'm going to have to give him up, sooner or later. And I'm ready for that.
It's for the better good, after all. Even if we lose, I know that I have somehow affected Kane enough that he's changed.
Sure, I know that Kane used to be a ruthless killer, but he's not that way anymore. All he needed was a mothers love…man; I'm sounding something off of Peter Pan…all soppy and mothering…
But…I like Peter Pan…The Boy-That-Never-Grew-Up…the Mamodo of Darkness…The Mamodo-that-was-changed…My Kane
Now he's giving me the puppy dog eyes…so I'm going to call Kiyo and see if we can come over so Kane can have a little fun with Zatch before another Mamodo comes to town wanting to fight.
And if that is the last battle for Kane and I or not, I know that we'll be ready…I'll be ready…either to celebrate another win, or the loss of me Mamodo of Darkness
Kata Storm
Yes, I know…most of you are looking at the screen thinking "what the fuck! That can't be it!"
But, I'm saddened to say, it is….
See I've realized something while I was pondering the last chapter…and I came to a few startling conclusions!
One: any idea I came up with would do one of three things…not work with the story line…go from one ear and out the other, so to speak…or just disappear all together!
Two: I realized that I can't go on…. that this is where I have to stop or the story will get out of control and I wont be able to tame it for it to be even readable!
And Three: this was the perfect ending! See, I figure, with this ending it leaves a few things open so that others can daydream or think of other things where they'd like to see Kane and Kata do…So they could think up Fan Fictions of there own, kind of like JKR does with her writing. After you read one book, you can't help it but think of things you want to see happen to the characters. But I also wanted to get my point, and plot across.
And that's what I did. I wanted to let people view what a relationship between a mother and her son truly is. I can't really say why I chose this plot, but I did…and now that I got this out and it's finished…there's no reason to continue on…it wouldn't mean anything and I really don't like thinks that have no meaning behind it…no plot…you know…kind of like…. oh…what's it called…I know it….it's on the tip of my tongue….Something Dynamite…it's a movie…Napoleon Dynamite! I don't know if that's how you spell it…but… I really don't like that movie! It was pointless!
Now on to my comments to the people who reviewed! Don't think I forgot you! I couldn't! lol
DemonZanite: I say do it…you'll never know if it's good or not until you try it…and if you want me to read it over or something, be a beta, then I'm willing! Just email it to me…I think that you can get my email from not it's just send it to me and I'll send it back with a few notes or something! In short, my answer is to upload it! Have fun while you can!
Wolfwood-Voresse: you got it! It's Hiei! gives out prices
Moon's Hope: I did, and I hope that your not mad at me…
Alison: I hope your happy…I had a little touble making them…they gave me a headache! Grr! But I still had fun writing!
Rose Kitsune.EXE: covers ears I heard you, and again…I hope that your not mad at me…and don't worry….you screamed in my non pointed ear…so it wasn't that loud…but it was still pretty deafening…sweat drop
AnimeLover45: sorry for the wait…but I explain it all up there points
Kikyo AKA THE DEAD BITCH: I haven't forgotten…I'll be updating that within a few days…have patience my little one pats on head
Warior: Close but no cake…sorry! It's Hiei..but then again…maybe Raziel and Hiei act alike, I don't know…hmmmm….
Shelly: sorry for the wait!
KiTurner: you knew about what I was planning on doing for this story…but I left before I got to inform you about it a little more…so what did you think? Was this good or should I try and fix it? I'm really confused James!
PsychicLunar: sure you can use it…I don't really think that I'm the first to call it this…but if I am…then…GO ME! does happy dance
Pyro the dark angel: YAY! You guessed right! hand out prices and you'll have to decide what Brago thinks…lol…but yeah, that's what I first thought…I read over what I wrote and was like…wow, he really doesn't take kindly to Kane, now does he? I also hope I'm out of it…but I'm making a story right as I type this…it's playing in my mind…it's a harry potter story…but we'll see if I can make it into something wink
Yanielle: thank you, I hope I didn't piss you and the others off…I'd really hate that…
Electric Ammo: I tried..and who they lose too is up to you! ( don't worry, I'm doing the same thing you did, I think it gets the best of us)
Please, don't hate me…but this is all I could think of to do…or this fiction will just be floating on the web…never to be finished! I don't want it to turn into that! Forgive me…please…
Ninja of the Darkness