TITLE: Accidents Do Happen
AUTHOR: Duochanfan A.K.A Sue
PART: 5/14
RATING: PG-13
PAIRING: HP/SS
SPOILERS: May be spoilers from book 1 to 4, book five was erased from existence because I don't like the fact that Sirius is dead, I cried my eyes out when I read about that. My mom had to give me a big hug. Lol.
WARNINGS: Mpreg, Language, slight AU, angst,
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Harry Potter or anything to do with all of that, there is no profit in this it's just a bit of fun for everyone to enjoy.
SUMMARY: An accident leaves Harry in an awkward situation. How will Severus react to it?
AUTHOR'S NOTES: This story is an entry in Misconceptions: Harry Potter Mpreg Fuh-Q-Fest Wave 3 (http/hpmpregfqf. Challenge 13: One wants kids, the other doesn't. Not long after an especially big fight about it, an accidental pregnancy occurs. Yes it was really an accident --- but his partner is furious and refuses to believe he didn't do it on purpose. (Submitted by Scarlet Carly)

FqF Challenge 60: Pregnancy completely drains magical power. The pregnant person is left completely without magic for the duration pf the pregnancy. (Submitted by Charlotte Makenna)

Pairings: HP/SS

List A: Potter, Harry- Saviour of the wizarding world.

List F: Snape, Severus- Hogwarts Faculty.

BETA: Thank you, thank you, thank you tiger of the fire for making sure my fic read right.

14th February 16 weeks along

Valentines morning Harry woke up to the flutter of wings coming from his desk chair. He got up and went to the beautiful raven that was perched there, the raven, Hades, belonged to Severus. He took the letter off Hades' leg and opened it up as he sat on the chair, and he then started to read.

To my Love, Harry,

I miss you my love. I made the biggest mistake in telling you to leave. I am still regretting that night and will do so for the rest of my life. I'm sorry, though I know that is, and never will be enough. You know about my childhood with my father, I was, and still am afraid I will turn out like him. I would like to meet with you for dinner tonight; I am hoping with all my heart that you will come, if you do decide to come please be at my…Our quarters for 7 o'clock. I would very much like to see you.

Love Always,

Severus

Harry's hands started to shake slightly as he read Severus' letter over and over again. Severus missed him and still loved him. He wanted to meet up, tonight. He placed the letter on the desk gently as if it was the most fragile thing in the world. He took out a piece of personalised parchment and a quill and wrote out his reply.

To my Heart, Severus,

I still love you even though you treated me badly. I miss you so very much. I somewhat understand your reluctance to being a dad, but I know in my heart that you will be nothing like you father, you will be loving and kind to any child. I very much look forward to seeing you tonight and hope we can work things out between us. I shall see you soon.

Love you, Heart and Soul,

Harry

Hades was still perched on Harry's chair. He sealed his letter and attached it to Hades' leg and told him to take it to Severus. The raven took flight and swooped out of the window. Harry then went and got ready for his first lesson of the day with seventh year Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw.

From lesson to lesson he went and taught with Hermione and Draco nearby helping him. Nervous about his later meeting with Severus he was barely able to function during lessons, forever grateful for his two friends. Finally the lesson with second year Gryffindor and Ravenclaw came to an end. He said goodbye to Draco who had helped out during two of the lessons that day. He walked quickly down the corridors leading to his quarters; hopefully they would not be his for much longer.

Showered, shaved and changed into his favourite forest green dress robes that brought out the emerald colour in his eyes. It was almost seven o'clock when he stepped out of his rooms and into the corridor. He walked to the quarters in which he used to live with Severus. He knocked on the portrait frame, not willing to use the password, waiting to be invited in. Severus answered; his hair was tied back with the clip Harry had gotten for him that Christmas.

"Thank you for coming Harry," he greeted, his onyx eyes radiating sadness, his face was pale and slightly gaunt from the lack of sleep and food.

"Thank you for inviting me," Harry returned with a sad and warm smile as he followed Severus in and took note of the changes within his husband.

"We will have dinner then we shall talk, is that okay with you," Severus said as he led Harry towards the candle lit table on the other side of the room, which was lit only by the candles and the roaring fire in the hearth.

"Yes that would be wonderful," Harry said as Severus then pulled out a chair for Harry to sit in, Harry sat down then Severus went to his own chair and sat.

A few moments latter their meal appeared in front of them, it was a roast beef dinner with all of the trimmings. They ate mostly in silence with the occasional chatter to alleviate the awkward silence that kept descending upon them. The pudding arrived, Harry's favourite strawberry cheesecake with hot custard. The whole meal was soon over and the two of them went and sat down on the couch together.

"I'm sorry about everything I said and did," Severus said as he got up and knelt down in front of Harry. "And for all the pain I caused you," he added as he looked in to Harry's eyes. "I have something I want to give to you, please read it," he said as he pulled out a carefully tied scroll of parchment and handed it over to him.

Harry unrolled the parchment and began to read the heartfelt word that was written in Severus' neat and careful scrawl.

Love's Guilt

My regret squeezes the very breath from me

My mind wondering in the empty darkness alone

Pleading for forgiveness to take away the hurt I caused

Hoping and praying you will come back to me

My father is what I hate

My only love is you

My words cannot express my love

For you or our precious little one

Our love will grow strong once again

Destroying the hate within me for hurting my love

Its beauty will shine through

More than Earth's natural beauty.

This poem I write

For nothing I say will help

Your forgiveness, my guilt

Our love combined, our child of love (1)

Tears ran freely down Harry's pale checks. He looked up from the blurry words on the paper and into Severus' onyx eyes. Diamond tears were falling down the pale and gaunt cheeks. Neither of them bothered to wipe the tears of pain and loneliness away.

"Forgive me Harry, forgive me for my foolishness," he said, still knelt in front of Harry as he took hold of the trembling hands within his. "I love you and I will forever that will never change," he added gently as he brushed tears from Harry's cheeks.

"I still love you Sev. I forgive you, but you hurt me very badly," he said as tears continued to run down his cheeks as he held Severus' hand tightly as he forgave his husband.

"I know it will take time to earn your trust once again, but I love you with all my heart and I'm sorry so sorry for my idiotic words," he replied gently kissing the tears away.

They sat and talked for the rest of the night, sitting side by side on the couch. Their continued love for one another coming through as they talked about the last few months. Harry pulled out the two pictures of his and Severus' two unborn daughters and showed them to him. Tears formed once again in Severus' eyes and fell as he looked at the two moving babies. He smiled warmly and happily at Harry and pulled him towards him and held him sobbing out a thank you for saying yes to a second chance. The night ended too soon for the newly reunited couple. Harry fell asleep wrapped up in Severus' protective arms.

The next few days were the hardest as they talked and communicated their problems to one another about what happened. Harry and Severus were soon living with one another once again. Severus could not be happier with the prospect of a family of his own. He was still getting over the fear he felt about the prospect of being abusive like his father, but with Harry's help he was winning.

A/N: well a very good friend of mine wrote the poem I used in this fic. She wrote a poem and I altered it for use in the fic. Trying to make it something that Severus would write.

Here is the original poem.

This regret it forms around me

Squeezing me, as I feel I can't breath

I feel my mind wondering

Nothing but emptiness without you

What my father was I never want to be

Asking your forgiveness, this guilt

Eating me away only hoping and preying

You're here to stay

My fathers what I hate my only love is you

Only this poem can I write,

Seeing I fell there is nothing more

I can do

Words cannot express my feelings

But for ones child our love bond

Grows stronger as it seeps inside of me

Creating this hatred within myself for

Hurting what I want more that the

Earth's nature as beautiful it may seam.

BY EMILEY .D.

That was the whole of it.

Well I hope you all liked that chapter. I've been able to update pretty quickly lately. If you review me I will be able to put more up. If you review the others I have wrote I will write more of them too. I need them to feed the muse; he is very hungry and won't do anything for any fic until he has reviews for it. Oh well he'll have to wait a while.