((Inspiration smacked me while I was folding my clothes...))
Title:Youre All I Have
"Youre all I have!What do you want me to do!Lay down and die because I cant be with you anymore!"
You have no idea.You have no damn fucking clue of whats going on in my life.I wish so much.I wish that I didnt have to leave you Willow.My sweet innocent Willow.I need to control this..this..thing inside of me.It wants to get out.Its getting off with your screaming and pleading that I stay here.Not go to Tibet and try to calm this.Please Willow,understand my need.
"Willow.I need to leave.This thing,I need to control it.Please,understand.I love you."
"If you love me,why are you leaving!Please,Oz.Please.Dont go.I cant go..on without you.I dont care what Veruca said.Or what you guys did.Please..."
You have no idea how much it hurts Willow.Seeing you crying,pleading,begging for me to stay.But if I cant control this beast in me,then I might be the cause of your death.Ive been the cause of two of your near deaths already.Please believe me.Please just say 'okay.I love you too,Oz.' and let me leave.Say it in your sweet,shy,soft voice.Kiss me once more on the lips,soft but packed with love like a guitar solo blasting in my headphones.And let me go.
"Willow..."
"I love you,Oz.So you should go.I love you."
I didnt know it then,but those words are probably the only things I live for now.I love you Willow.
((End of my super duper story.I had no idea how this was going to end.Or who was in it actually.I know my grammar is horrible,buzz off.Anyways I just felt like adding the line 'If you love me,why are you leaving!' because Im all for the angst.And Ive always wanted to say that.So I murmur it into my mirror each night.Yes.I am so lame.))