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Chapter 4: Yellow Hyacinths;Jealousy

And there I stood bewildered of her childish actions. I felt my cheeks burn with fury and hate. And to my surprise, he smiled...

I felt as though someone and poked my heart with a needle and it was slowly oozing out. The smile that I haven't seen for a long time had came out for this girl. I wanted to make him laugh. I wanted him to smile because of me, not her not this, this...

I hate myself.

How can I be so selfish? If Robin is just a bit happy, then I too should be happy for him. How pitiful can I get? I smiled a fake smile. I felt a tear coming So I had done a fake yawn so it would have looked like it was just a tear from tiredness.

"Hello visitor" I spoke out she turned and smiled at me.

Maybe she isn't so bad.

"May I ask who are you visitor?"

"Yes, My name is Rain I am Robin's childhood friend Right Robin?"

Robin stared at her and I swore i saw him look at me.

"Ummm...yeah, we knew each other when we were little, uhhh what are you doing here?"

She smiled and tugged on his cape

"I heard you guys had trouble catching Slade, and I think I can help."

We all looked at her opened eyed.

"Rain," Robin spoke "You know how to find Slade?"

"Sort of, you see I can sort of see perspectives of people. For example, If i was at the park, I can concentrate and soon I will be the eyes of a dog, or a child, I can see what their doing and what the're thinking. At the bridge incident I managed to get a good look and for a couple of seconds I got an image of Slade in a dark building talking to you on a screen. If i can stay here I might be able to help you."

See she is useful and what of you star? Nothing.

The the boys had all agreed, Raven hesitated but had given in, and so did I.

"Thank you all so much!"

The next days were the worst. She was somewhat like blackfire, trying to replace me. I felt it but not the others. I had caught her talking with Robin dicussing plans for the next mission, and I felt alone.

I crashed my body onto my soft pink bed and stared above the ceiling.

I am different.

I told myself that.

I am noone else.

I am unique.

I am strong.

I needed comfort.

I have courage.

I have love.

I help others.

I do not hate others who have more than me.

I paused. Was that the truth? Soon my words changed.

I have less than others.

I am not perfect.

I am naive.

She has so much more than me.

Noone needs me.

I am alone.

I am coldhearted.

I am jealous.

I am cursed.

Because...I am myself.
I slowly drifted to sleep ony to be awokened by a loud knock.

"Hey Star. Its me Raven"

I rubbed my eyes and arose from my bed.

Slowly I unturned my locks and opened the door.

"We need to talk."

I stared at her unsure of words.

"Are you saying Raven that Rain is not who she seems?"

"I'm not so sure but everything is in place too well."

"I do not unerstand."

Raven sighed.

"Star, how can she see the bridge when everyone had evacuated? How does she know who slade really is? How did she come here with no other questions?"

I paused for a moment letting the information sink in. She was correct! I was happy that Rain might have been someone else but a little scared.

"Where is she right now?"

"She and Robin left to investigate something, but I think shes just trying to make herself look good, and useful."

"Raven, what can I do? I cannot tell Robin, he will not listen."

"I'm going to find proof. I'll go in her room and search for somethings. You go in Robins room and find those blue prints they did together."

Together. They had done so many things together, and me? Nothing.

"How will I get in the rooms?"

"I'll use my Azerath Metrium Zenthos to unlock it from the inside. Find proof star. This is something that shouldn't be taken so lightly. And help Robin get away from her. These bad vibes are becoming uncontrollable."

I think I knew what she meant. She didn't want me to hurt anymore.

"Thank you."

And I hugged her. Friends are wonderful. They help you out so much.

And I couldn't help it. I started crying.

"Ummm....Ok star you can kinda stop."

I laughed.

And so our mission began.



I had entered in Robins room which was darker than black itself. I placed my hand on the wall feeling for the light switch. I flicked it on.

I stood up straight as I felt the shivers crawl up my spine.

Is this really Robin?

Ripped up newspapers were scattered on the floor, and numerous books were all over his bed. I moved through the room. I walked over to the desk and found some of the blueprints. Using my digital camara I had taken photos of it just as Raven as me to do. I saw his hand writing and hers also. I felt horrible.

Looking for more I lifted it up. Something was under these papers. All away on the bottom I felt something hard and pulled it out.

Tears started to rush out of my eyes.

It was a photo of the Teen Titans a while back.

Did he still care for us? And if so, why were we put in last place?

I am going to ask him this. I placed everything back and sat on his bed. It was uncomterable and hard. I dug my hand underneth his pillow and grabbed out a peice of paper.

It felt glossy, so I guess it was a photo.

A picture of Rain.

A vision of a flower popped in my head. It was yellow Hyacinth which stood for jealousy and hate. If i had turned into a flower, I would have probaly been that. Because I am pitiful. I broke down right there but was stopped when I heard a slam on the door. Quickly I placed everything back and ran outof the room. Hurry back Me and Raven met once again in my room.

"Bad news Star."

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