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Chapter 5:Cyclamen-goodbye

Robin's POV

I loved her so much.

Whenever I caught glimpse of her my heart felt as if it was going to explode.
Her hair swayed with the wind and her large beautiful eyes always gave off an innocent look.
Not only was she my secret love, but my best friend. Our memories together was kept deep inside my heart cherished and never replaced. But life for me wasn't just perfect and wonderful. We had enemies and the worst of them was Slade. He was one of the most toughest criminal that I've ever faced.

When his name was mentioned my veins pumped with rage.

And when that happened I hated myself because this rage that I felt reminded me of him.

And because of my lack of leadership and my own personal wants, others suffered from my problems.

The black blood that had covered their stiff limped bodies...

God he wish that day could wash away from his mind but not only had it stuck with him, but it sowed itself onto him making that day a part of how he now acted, and how he dealt with things.

Guilt.

Guilt.

Guilt.

I banged onto my desk with my fists panting with anger. I had felt something crack.

Too many damn papers.

I stopped searching and thought of my main goal.

If i could get rid of him, I wcould end my days of misery, and pain. And then I can start putting the peices of my past together. Everything was so complicated, I couldn't think i couldn't see.

Theres too many damn papers...

Her. Make it for her, survive for her, protect her.

But how could I when my obsticle was in my way?

That day....

I stared up on my ceiling folding my arms.

It was pouring that day, we were caught off guard.

I was caught off guard.

And he got us. He targeted my main spot and continuously attacked it over until we all fell.

What was that weak spot?

The ones I love.

I closed my eyes again trying to turn away.

Cyborg had set the sheilds wrong, or were they tampered with?

And my own wants messed up the whole mission.

I charged without the team deciding that Slade was in another path, but I was totally naive.

He was trying to kill all of them with a massiveYeklotop. The stone that slowly sucked the air out of your lungs making it impossible to breathe.

And I got there before they all died.

Was I a hero?

Never.

I struck it with my grenades, and despite its massive power, it was so simple to destroy if you did it correctly.

Maybe thats why we couldn't get him. I was doing something wrong.

If I could do it right maybe others wouldn't have to suffer so much.

Their bodies laying there helpless, useless, worthless.

From that day on I was going to exclude myself to inprove my mistakes, to say good bye to any more suffering, to help her.

Good bye.

Authors note:

HEY EVERY BODY! wow i havent updated in a while! sorry schools tough! uhh well i wrote this in like 40 minutes so i bet it sucks lol. but i finally got inspiration! (ill explain it later haha) well if your wondering why this chappie was confusing, because its Robin! (He thinks way to much so hes stressed and confused thats why he changes from one subject to another) well i hope i get no flames because this was like made so fast, so cut me a slice of slack! well next is going to be Rains POV!!!!

I know i haven't answered many questions but dont worry ill get there!

ok im so tired im going to now! bye every one, and thank you for reading! please leave a review! (i suck so bad dont I)

PS: THANK YOU!